Wednesday, December 02, 2009
i have had this weird sinus problem ever since i was little. but it just keeps getting worse year by year, and now. i can hardly breathe through my nose, like how fucking scary is that. i've tried all sorts of medicine and stuff but nothing seems to work, and turns out i have a deviated septum. meaning i should get a nosejob LOL. then i'll be like those lookalike photocopied korean girls except they did more than a nosejob.
nuhh just kidding. i wont ever get a nosejob. -.-
nuhh just kidding. i wont ever get a nosejob. -.-
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 1:27 PM.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
its not that i recently found out that my life is boringashellD8
i've became a lame and unemotional person that laughs at non-humorous jokes that're not jokes but they're still under cold jokes but people dont regard them as jokes but you get what i mean anyway.
maybe my life would be better as mary-anne's parrot
then people wouldnt call me SHAWT(fvck the people who call me that) all the time cos i'm a parrot and it sucks to be a tall parrot. and, no, thats the mini packet version not the gigantuan one.
figure skating really made me realise how fat and clumsy and uncoordinated and potato-like i am. when you see me fall, its not like "8DDDD" a glamorous fall but ":/" boomz! some fat person falling on ice.
:D
recently due to bad weather my hair has been as dry as hay that even cows dont eat :/
i've decided never to dye my hair this awesome colour
the holding site wasnt as bad as i imagined. one more year left in nunhood!!'A'/
on moving out day i saw the nicest thing ever. it looked like big pieces of cheese but they were much, much nicer than the whole of the holding site. i cant believe the school condemned these.
huimin acting cute. LOOL she should be condemned too.
the blister family on my leg are waving happily at me due to the arrival of their newborn mofo blister daughter today. blisters should use condoms, i cant stand them reproducing like hamsters.
i've became a lame and unemotional person that laughs at non-humorous jokes that're not jokes but they're still under cold jokes but people dont regard them as jokes but you get what i mean anyway.
maybe my life would be better as mary-anne's parrot
then people wouldnt call me SHAWT(fvck the people who call me that) all the time cos i'm a parrot and it sucks to be a tall parrot. and, no, thats the mini packet version not the gigantuan one.
figure skating really made me realise how fat and clumsy and uncoordinated and potato-like i am. when you see me fall, its not like "8DDDD" a glamorous fall but ":/" boomz! some fat person falling on ice.
:D
recently due to bad weather my hair has been as dry as hay that even cows dont eat :/
i've decided never to dye my hair this awesome colour
the holding site wasnt as bad as i imagined. one more year left in nunhood!!'A'/
on moving out day i saw the nicest thing ever. it looked like big pieces of cheese but they were much, much nicer than the whole of the holding site. i cant believe the school condemned these.
huimin acting cute. LOOL she should be condemned too.
the blister family on my leg are waving happily at me due to the arrival of their newborn mofo blister daughter today. blisters should use condoms, i cant stand them reproducing like hamsters.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:36 PM.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
牛乳チョー大チュキ！！
広告見たりずっと笑いげな顔がしちゃった。
合格しなきゃああああ。
ごしんごしん！！
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:46 PM.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
i'd like to say..
-bzz. i'm going to fail jlpt 2 and kiss A's ass.
-fujii lena is awwsomeeee8D
-i wanna learn the double loop before i go back to prison in january
-i wanna strangle mrs soh and tell her its all a misunderstanding T__T!!!!
-theory hmk sos
-ja-ja-ja-japan
-i wish my brain was as good as william's yangqin playing
-when i tell you "no, its okay. nevermind." i expect you to do it and heck care me.
-national piano competition..~__~ *severe blood loss
-bzz. i'm going to fail jlpt 2 and kiss A's ass.
-fujii lena is awwsomeeee8D
-i wanna learn the double loop before i go back to prison in january
-i wanna strangle mrs soh and tell her its all a misunderstanding T__T!!!!
-theory hmk sos
-ja-ja-ja-japan
-i wish my brain was as good as william's yangqin playing
-when i tell you "no, its okay. nevermind." i expect you to do it and heck care me.
-national piano competition..~__~ *severe blood loss
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:20 PM.
Friday, November 27, 2009
as much as i wanted to censor this post, i just feel the need to splurge on my blog.
recently, i've been having the same train(s) of thoughts running through my mind.
here are some of em:
1)the school train of thought
-i really dont like my school because of the people in it. i dont understand why they have to keep talking about guys bcuz i really dont care. i dont understand why they have to bitch about each other, and why they are so fake in school. school's like a drama centre for them to act their way through the 4 fake years. and the teachers are..awesome :/ i dont understand why they must bitch about each other, like my chinese teacher last year. since they're grownups and moreover, colleagues, cant they just tolerate each other in a more professional way rather than ranting to their students? its like a waiter telling a customer to hiatus while he's ordering stuff just so that he can go to the restroom. and the way they show favouritism is unacceptable. there's this constant nagging in my head that i should heck care about school next year, and just mug my way through it so that time can pass faster then i can finally go to jc.
2)
i dont feel like blogging about it anymore.
recently, i've been having the same train(s) of thoughts running through my mind.
here are some of em:
1)the school train of thought
-i really dont like my school because of the people in it. i dont understand why they have to keep talking about guys bcuz i really dont care. i dont understand why they have to bitch about each other, and why they are so fake in school. school's like a drama centre for them to act their way through the 4 fake years. and the teachers are..awesome :/ i dont understand why they must bitch about each other, like my chinese teacher last year. since they're grownups and moreover, colleagues, cant they just tolerate each other in a more professional way rather than ranting to their students? its like a waiter telling a customer to hiatus while he's ordering stuff just so that he can go to the restroom. and the way they show favouritism is unacceptable. there's this constant nagging in my head that i should heck care about school next year, and just mug my way through it so that time can pass faster then i can finally go to jc.
2)
i dont feel like blogging about it anymore.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:23 PM.
you keep telling me.
so i keep nodding.
some things are just more important than others. if not, they're just more significant in my life.
i wish someone could smile at me like they meant it now.
i want to start life afresh at a faraway place.
so i keep nodding.
some things are just more important than others. if not, they're just more significant in my life.
i wish someone could smile at me like they meant it now.
i want to start life afresh at a faraway place.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:34 PM.
Monday, November 23, 2009
i'm getting real fat :D
JAPANSICK. whoohoo.
JAPANSICK. whoohoo.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:30 AM.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
everybody loves me on mah birthday! :D LOOL
today was awezsomeeee <3
awesome mainly thanks to kitchong:D 今日はありがとーう！ｗｗ for taking time out to celebrate my bdae with me, the awesomeeee dedication(that the laupok radio couldnt broadcast successfully D:< ) and for being such a wonderful friend :)
and my family:D for that superyooperdooperuberdelicious dinner @ swissotel tonight :)
thanks so much daddy i lurvbesxzxz you to bits!! <3
to janeeee, thanks so much for the letter you wrote! you're a great friend :)
and to clarenceeee sempai, thanks so much for the present!! :D
and everyone else who smsed me well wishes tahdayy :P
i feel really lucky that you guys were there for me during the 15 years of my life.
i would like to thank everyone i know for making an imprint in that 15 years path.
taylor swift-fifteen
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
you say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
for the next four years in this town
hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
you know I havent seen you around, before
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen
feeling like there nothing to figure out
well count to ten, take it in
this is life before who youre gonna be
fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
and soon enough youre best friends
laughing at the other girls who think theyre so cool
well be out of here as soon as we can
and then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
and youre feeling like flying
and youre momas waiting up and you think hes the one
and youre dancing round your room when the night end
when the night ends
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
youre gonna believe them
when youre fifteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin round but
in your life youll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
but I didnt know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
but I realized some bigger dreams of mine
and Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
who changed his mind and we both cried
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
and you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
La la la la la .. la la la la la . La la la la la
Youre very first day
take a deep breath girl
take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.
today was awezsomeeee <3
awesome mainly thanks to kitchong:D 今日はありがとーう！ｗｗ for taking time out to celebrate my bdae with me, the awesomeeee dedication(that the laupok radio couldnt broadcast successfully D:< ) and for being such a wonderful friend :)
and my family:D for that superyooperdooperuberdelicious dinner @ swissotel tonight :)
thanks so much daddy i lurvbesxzxz you to bits!! <3
to janeeee, thanks so much for the letter you wrote! you're a great friend :)
and to clarenceeee sempai, thanks so much for the present!! :D
and everyone else who smsed me well wishes tahdayy :P
i feel really lucky that you guys were there for me during the 15 years of my life.
i would like to thank everyone i know for making an imprint in that 15 years path.
taylor swift-fifteen
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
you say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
for the next four years in this town
hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
you know I havent seen you around, before
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen
feeling like there nothing to figure out
well count to ten, take it in
this is life before who youre gonna be
fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
and soon enough youre best friends
laughing at the other girls who think theyre so cool
well be out of here as soon as we can
and then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
and youre feeling like flying
and youre momas waiting up and you think hes the one
and youre dancing round your room when the night end
when the night ends
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
youre gonna believe them
when youre fifteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin round but
in your life youll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
but I didnt know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
but I realized some bigger dreams of mine
and Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
who changed his mind and we both cried
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
and you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
La la la la la .. la la la la la . La la la la la
Youre very first day
take a deep breath girl
take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:50 PM.
