Hi...again...I got in String Orchestra-again. yeah...The SYF piece is very difficult though, 10 times faster than normal speed. Yoda says there's a chance of getting honours this year. I don't know if I want to participate, someone else will miss the chance. I don't want that to happen...its really unfair to the other people that are older than me and have not participated in it before.
I miss 6j, i really really miss 6j and all my friends. I'm so unhappy...its so unfair. I always get so misunderstood by other people. I don't get accepted in my new school. The people treat me like a freak, they dont wanna do anything with me, they laugh at me, they dont want to even sit behind me...I know I'm such a showoff, such an idiot, they have no reason to like me...its so unfair! =(
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 6:37 pm.