Friday, February 09, 2007
I love this poem. It's called "A Creed to Live by" By Nancye Sims
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others:
It is because we are different that each of us is special.
Don't set your goals by what other people deem important:
Only you know what is best for you.
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart:
Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless.
Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future:
By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life.
Don't give up when you still have something to give:
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect:
It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other.
Don't be afraid to encounter risks:
It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.
Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find:
The quickest way to receive love is to give love.
The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly;
and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.
Don't dismiss your dreams:
To be without dreams is to be without hope;
to be without hope is to be without purpose.
Don't run through life so fast that you forget not only where you've been,
but also where you're going.
Life is not a race,
but a journey to be savored each step of the way.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:38 pm.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
uppuu...so bored x( tday's assembly was 1 of the worst!! we listen to all the sec4 chinese competition ppl, so sian, I was talking to my friends all the while...Wan Ting's sis was one of them!! Lin Bei Jing, haha. Her talk was quite ok, she got 8th place. Scolded Jia Hui fr not giving a card to her xD Wen Xia, Rena and Esther are like so funny lah!! haha, cant stop laughing one. Rena told me to call Wen xia Long xia.
Poetry classes are a waste of time, keep telling us to project ourselves...tdae got another ang moh again, this time is long haired. I like his hair, like girl one, strawberry blonde!! But too bad, doesnt fit his head xD He told Swee en, Rebecca and Esther to do some weird poem. the way the act was hilarious!! One of them do until like farting lik that, wen xia and i keep laughing. Then tdae's prayer, we pretended to pray, but actually we were sleeping xD
Later after schl Hao wen, Jia hui, Sophia and I stayed back to do the chem project, we didnt managed to find much. Simply say, we just keep laughing lah xD(throughout the whole day!!) then omg, we met yuan lin, carolyn tan and Jia yun in the library!! Cant believe I'm so suay today, as if I havent met enough of them!!
Time flies. Its valentines day next week. My class is getting too uptight and mushy about it. Rebecca keeps saying things like "you got valentine's already anot??" and she keeps saying "oh...." in a very disgusting way. Then she keeps writting "Charyl loves Brandon" on the blackboard and she keeps talking about her ex-boyfriend who's half-Indian half-chinese =.= and I just pretend to be listening when I keep doing my maths. I cant even believe that she has an ex la, somore must keep harping on it......I'll get a headache if she continues. I just keep thinking of Chinese New Year celebration, where I can finally meet the people that I miss so much. I'm getting so impatient, I think I'm going mad!! The schl's letting us off at 11.30am but we must be back by 2pm sharp, or we'll get into really big trouble.
How I wish the time could just pass sooner, I want to forget about all my sad memories, all my troubled memories, I want to be set free. I want to be who I want to be, not who I am forced to be. I have promised myself tht I will definitely achieve the goals that I have in my mind. I will not give up. I dont want to end up losing things that I find precious, I dont want to lose my friends, so I cannot abandon my goals. I promised myself to do well in my studies so tht I can go to a good JC. I promised myself to get the 3rd language Japanese award, things like this is what I want to achieve. I tried and tried and tried so hard to get into St. Nicholas, I appealed and went to see the principal personally, I went to extreme lengths like getting 3 violin teachers in 4 days just to get my appeal into st.nicks. I want st.nicks to be proud of me, I want them to be glad that they let me into their school. I will not disappoint them. I know my limits and I will go beyond. I just want people to like me, to accept me, to be proud of me. to like me for who I am. There used to be someone like that, close to me, been with me ever since the day I was born. Now, she's gone. Gone. Who am I to share my feelings with? Who am I to trust, to believe in, to cry on when I'm sad, to celebrate my happiness with? Hopefully the days will pass faster, and I will carry on, like in the past, when there were people whom I could do all these things with, and hopefully, she will come back someday......
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 5:06 pm.
Monday, February 05, 2007
Everyone, I've created a new blog! The person who can find my blog will get a present from me =) its very hard to find, mind you.
Clue: It's my blog xD
Ok, I gave a clue already! Minna, gambatte shimasu!! =) I will still be posting on this blog, though =)
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:05 pm.