Tuesday, January 29, 2008
haha, i think i'm going crazy over composers. especially those i really like. (am i making sense??) anyway, some of my favourite composers are chopin, mendelssohn, sarasate. recently i came to looove carmen fantasy :D
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:05 pm.
thank you......for being such a nice friend to me.
because you make me smile...
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 4:28 pm.
okay, this is it. I stupidly typed this blogpost, only to redo it 4 times because i felt something was wrong with it. exactly what, i really dont know, boy am i weird. by now, you should know how i feel. bored, maybe irritated, maybe senile. Who cares, the point is, i'm still alive. trudging down the lane with an extra heavy schoolbag, holding maybe a few more books in my hand, clumsily hoping to make it to school as soon as possible. face it, i'm alive but dead. nobody's gonna help me even when i need it, but i HAVE to help others when THEY need it. nobody's gonna scream at them, but they JUST gotta scream their head off me. what is the society to come to, and what's it for? justice, love, peace and harmony? or maybe our pledge was invented by a genial. someone who cant think, cant understand the evolving society around him and always hopes for the best to happen---world peace.
Have you ever reached a point, where no matter how much you try, u just cant improve?? its frustrating and it makes me feel useless, more than i already am. To be confused, confined and caged up to stare at other people OUTSIDE the cage makes you feel really worthless. well, i mean, who goes recess alone, eats lunch alone, and is someone where people do not like being friends with??
Speaking of recess, i think i'm short of nutrition. take a look at my meal chart:
breakfast: BREAD
recess: BREAD
lunch: BREAD
tea?: BREAD
dinner: RICE.
i'm like a wheat monster, hahaha. oh well, i'm just going to end it here. :D
a miracle's not gonna come your way......
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 12:08 pm.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
celebrating the 69th post on my blog, cheers people!! (response: we love you and we thank you oh blog =.=)
hey, why like that, must be happy ya :D okay let me share something funny!
on some barbie dolls were the description tags of each barbie...so which barbie would you buy??
1st barbie:
"Armadale Barbie"
This yuppie Barbie comes with your choice of BMW convertible or Hummer H2.. Included are her own cappuccino cup, credit card and country club membership. Also available for this set are Shallow Ken and Private School Skipper. You won't be able to afford any of them. 2nd barbie:
"Footscray Barbie"
This recently paroled Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, a Ray Lewis knife, a Chevy with dark tinted windows, and a Meth Lab Kit(if you dont know what we're talking about, ask your neighbourhood police). This model is only available after dark and must be paid for in cash (preferably small, untraceable bills)3rd barbie:
"St Kilda Barbie/Ken"
This versatile doll can be easily converted from Barbie to Ken by simply adding or subtracting the multiple snap-on body parts. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! sooooo...which barbie would you choose?? i think i would probably get the barbie/ken barbie doll, because its like getting 2 barbies at the same time xD
okay, here's my all time favourite--blond jokes!! haha, i looove dumb blonds!
1st one:
A blonde in Canada wanted to do a spot of ice fishing. So after getting all the right tools together, she headed towards the nearest frozen lake.
After getting comfy on her stool she started to cut a circular hole in the ice. Then from the heavens a voice boomed, ''THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE.''
Startled, the women moved further down the ice, poured a thermos of hot
chocolate and started to cut yet another hole in the ice. The voice boomed, ''THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE.''
This time quite scared, the women moved to the far end of the ice. Then she started another hole and once again the voice said, ''THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE.''
She raised her head and said, ''Is that you, Lord?''
The voice answered, ''NO. IT IS THE MANAGER OF THE ICE RINK.''2nd joke:
I urgently needed a few days off work, but I knew the Boss would not allow me to take leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "crazy" then he would tell me to take a few days off.
So, I hung upside-down on the ceiling and made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing. I told her that I was pretending to be a light bulb so that the Boss might think I was "crazy" and give me a few days off.
A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked, "What on earth do you think you are you doing?"
I told him I was a light bulb.
He said, "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a couple of days."
I jumped down and walked out of the office...
When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me, the Boss asked her, "..And where do you think you're going?!"
She said, "I'm going home, too. I can't work in the dark.haha, so its nice to be funny, but not nice to be a blond! hahaha x)) i came across this picture where there were 5 women standing facing the wall, and holding up their registration numbers. the caption was "SPOT THE BLONDES". and then i realised that the blondes were all holding their numbers upside-down. haha, so wengchen's going senile soon, had better not become influenced by blondes! :D
the first might not be the last......
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 1:31 pm.
boooo...the whole world's studying, except for wengchen the lazy. and i received lots of surprises though. 1stly, my previous year jap teacher used to hate me to the core, but i received a mail from her saying
"I hope you had an enjoyable time with your family during your December holidays. And I also want to thank you for writing me the letter. You have been a great student last year and it is a joy teaching J1F. Do continue to work with that great commitment and attitude in 2008." JAW DROPPED, HAD A HARD TIME FINDING AND FIXING IT. the world is so full of unexpectancy.
and so, i found out today that 19th september is TALK LIKE A PIRATE DAY!! :D where the people talkin' yer horns'd crackled on'em...so do people born on 19th september talk like a pirate?? hahaha, i have living prooof xDD
oh, today during string, there was a section of PITIFUL PIZZICATO T.T all we did was put down our bows and pluck, pluck, pluck like a hen. or so i realised, when someone asked mr goh "are we playing this for yubilate?? but we'll just pluck pluck pluck pluck pluck!" and suddenly this thought bubble appeared above my halo "do chickens pluck or cluck??" i think it sounds somewhere in between :)
yeah, and there goes my violin teacher again. i asked him who sarasate was, and then he said "U WANT TO PLAY THIS, U WANT TO PLAY THAT. YOU EVERYTHING ALSO WANT TO PLAY." well, firstly to prove my point i did NOT say that i wanted to play...ahh, the human mind plays tricks.
i cant stand my home ecs teacher. and beside my reason stands justice. she's probably going to fail me anyway. i sooo do not want to be a household nerd when i grow up, someone that can only cook and sew like a maid. so i dislike it, especially when it affects my results, making it from poor to worse. i'm so glad there isnt home ecs anymore in sec3.
and today, i have learnt that it is unfair to have a violin blogskin with violin songs to my piano teacher, so i shall rotate it freely. shall go shower now, just arrived back home from tuition.
and wengchen looks glumpy and gloompy again......
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:23 pm.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
today was a dull school day, as usual. i was practically looking at the clock and waiting for it to ring so i could go for cca. not like i'm an enthusiast or anything, but its nice to mix around with stringers especially when they share your interests. i mean, its so hard to talk to people that think i'm speaking baba lingo. just got my tingxie back. well, not as good as i expected it to be, but still okay. today's string was super fun and super noisy. i kept thinking: the noise is accumulated by wenman, and silenced by wenman. so is wenman shushing herself?? haha, no offence though xD i meant it jokingly.
well, and the juniors have finally arrived. there's one that looks like both charlyn and elizabeth. cross-breed?? haha, anyway its because of the curse of the violin ones. there're always be someone looking like that every year, hahaha xD. so i had to sit with a junior today(was it stephanie??) and she's quite nice. at least she says we're nice :D i told her that it was easier playing third position for this part in the freaking unfrolicky finale. turns out that she doesnt know what 3rd postition is, because her teacher teaches her everything in chinese. her teacher's Guo Biao's something, cant remember though ;/ oh, she knows steffi......
haha, so in the end wenman had to scream her head off today. then i was sight-reading the entire piece(cause i dont practise xD) and i tried to give mary-anne the wrong nametag(it didnt work, and she said her teacher knows she's not wengchen). oh, and retarded wengjun was going
"RIIING, RIIING" like a broken telephone sounding really shrilly when mr cher asked the violin ones to "ring" more. hahaha, oh well...
grace said something quite funny to amanda after cca.
Amanda: Aiyah, there are embarrasing moments in our life!
Grace: Your embarrasing moment is YOUR LIFE!haha, my sister didnt find it funny but i did, maybe because i was in a better mood. oh, haha for those who dont know, i seldom smile at home. so i smile the whole day in school lor ;) my parents are too demanding, but life's like that. If life's made to be unfair, then why is there a word in the dictionary called "fairness??"
haha, some people just have problems in their diction. well, even if they dont, they try to. i was hearing this woman on the visualizer saying something about the annual SME500 awards. and so she said:
"We are very honouredd to nominattte recipientsssss of the SME500 awardssss." she sounded nothing less than a snake, or so i thought xD. anyway, i dont want the yellow badges to go so soon T.T especially some that i'm really attached to(actually thats most of them), what's more mary-anne's applying to go overseas.(though i'm supposed to be neutral about it, i'm really really sad) everybody's like in the four corners of the world, while i'm like somewhere unknown.
but i'm thinking of going to Japan to study, dunno what my parents will say...
hehe, i was eating dinner today and was mumbling to myself, then my sister was complaining that my aunt would get an electric shock if she touched the wire with wet hands, so i unwillingly opened my mouth and told her that the wire wasnt plugged in, so she couldn't have got an electric shock anyway. well, my sister went mute because she now had the computer, whereas my mum went on saying
"how come you suddenly so logical ah??" as said so by somebody(i forgot who), you will naturally think like the person you talk to most of the time. so i was thinking who that might be, and i suddenly realised who that was......gnehc eewh gn enna-yram!! arrgh, do i really sound like her?? haha, dunno leh =) though i dont mind.
okay, so that's all for today. good night and have a good bath--for wengchen haha xD
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:38 pm.
arrgh, sometimes things are just so hard to accept. whenever i practise my violin, my mother will start screaming "GO PLAY YOUR PIANO LA!!" and when i ask her why, she'll say "I HEAR YOU PLAY UNTIL I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ALREADY!!" ha...she's like pulling down my esteem. but anyway, i'm not bothered. well, at least not yet.
this is going to be the worst year for me. practise till i drop, study till i flop, there's nothing like a good holiday. even my fingers are complaining. i need 30 hours a day to finish all my unfinishable stuff. tick tock, and the clock's up and running again before i am.
well, the sec 1s are coming on tuesday. hoho, cant wait(sarcastic) its gonna be sooooo fun. firstly, my sis and I have agreed to something, for the first time i guess. lots of people who play violin cant exactly play it well, and for heaven's sake dont try and fake your way through, there's no point in
pretending that you can play. and the worst of the hated, your parents calling up the teacher in charge, forcing your daughter to play the violin when she cant or doesnt want to. well, there are a number of reasons why some people do that, mainly:
1)Violin sounds the "nicest". (what bull)
2)Violin is the "smallest".(the size of your instrument does NOT matter)
3)Violin is the most "high class". (i get really fed up with parents who say that)
yeah, so what about the violas, the cellos, the basses. dumped to one corner, like trash?? some people think its trash, whereas i beg to differ. i heard this girl telling mrs tham :"my mother would prefer if i play the violin even if i DO NOT have any musical background". its your own choice, your own instrument. even if your MOTHER is the one telling you to play a certain instrument, its ultimately UP TO YOU. make the right decision, make sure it is the right decision.
so what exactly am i angry about?? actualy, i dont know =.= but i hope people can open their eyes, if you know what i mean.
pressing for time......
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:24 am.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
hahaha, and its wengchen's busy week again...
didnt attend full cca yesterday because I had this dinner function...the place was like WOW and the food were too WOW!! I'll put the pictures when i have time. but the bad thing was, i had to wear a hugging black white dress (bleh!) and a 2 1/2 inch stilleto. just for a dinner T.T but the food was worth all of that anyway xDD
history test and ting xie. had better study though...
music is a beautiful thing, as said so by someone in "Nodame Cantabile". i agree, haha, it really is :) and its free. at least, to hear it. I've yet to see a beggar begging for music^^ i hope to do better though, i still think its not enough to content me. my mother thinks i can never play to her expectations, i can never do anything to fit her expectations...maybe i can, how would she know anyway. i've always tried to improve, i will. i'll practise till someone applauds, i dont care how long that will take. u watch, i play.
haha, anyway i just recalled something...
wengjun: i think you look like alyssa with your braces on.
me: *stares
wengjun: i think i want to put braces too.
me: so that you can look like alyssa too? haha, anyway i found it quite funny.
yup, thats all for today :D
loves mozart and mendelssohn and chopin (^0^)/now hearing : Allegro from Beethoven's Sonata for Piano and Violin in F major, Op. 24 "Spring"...loving it ;)
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:20 am.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
for all those who have been desperately trying to view my blog, i'm sorry that i took to long to renovate it ;/ ahh, new term with LOADS and LOADS of homework *slumps. precisely why i look up to jessalyn and maryanne. maybe cause they are the only ones who has more workload than me?? anyway they're really super nice people, should get to know them better ;)
okay, so here's my irrational chronology of weird events:
-I had a high fever on the night of christmas eve(christmas day actually) 38C.
-christmas day, i did two things that were really wrong.
-i rushed through my homework for the holidays.
-my mother kept nagging.
-school unfortunately reopens
-studies till i cant study
-goes to 3rd lang with mayshuen now :D
-string orc is really fun, love stringers
-mr goh keeps asking when maryanne comes back
-maryanne comes back now every tues only(angela too)
-wasted my messages unknowingly
-had a really bad stomachache one day and didnt go for morning jog or PE.
-lost my handphone battery
-misses jessalyn T.T
-misses maryanne T.T
-my calculator got stolen! (of all things why a calculator?!)
-cried my way back home =.=
-heard SARASATE ZAPATEADO 10 times today.
-is feeling short of time
-had better do work instead of blog now.
-parents coming back home like----now (oh no!)
okay, yeah so basically that was what i've been having to do these days, my tuition teacher even threatens to kick me out...hey its really not my fault, cos I'm the only one doing crap load of stuff there......
i'm confused. should i concentrate more on my violin or piano?? well, obviously i cant concentrate on both because of the time limit, and I only have 24 hours a day. but i'm doing grade 8 piano, and i'm expected to improve miracally much in my violin. gah, i will *** sooner or later. yup, thats it for now. bye, haiz i'm so tired. :)
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何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:02 pm.