Sunday, January 27, 2008
okay, this is it. I stupidly typed this blogpost, only to redo it 4 times because i felt something was wrong with it. exactly what, i really dont know, boy am i weird. by now, you should know how i feel. bored, maybe irritated, maybe senile. Who cares, the point is, i'm still alive. trudging down the lane with an extra heavy schoolbag, holding maybe a few more books in my hand, clumsily hoping to make it to school as soon as possible. face it, i'm alive but dead. nobody's gonna help me even when i need it, but i HAVE to help others when THEY need it. nobody's gonna scream at them, but they JUST gotta scream their head off me. what is the society to come to, and what's it for? justice, love, peace and harmony? or maybe our pledge was invented by a genial. someone who cant think, cant understand the evolving society around him and always hopes for the best to happen---world peace.
Have you ever reached a point, where no matter how much you try, u just cant improve?? its frustrating and it makes me feel useless, more than i already am. To be confused, confined and caged up to stare at other people OUTSIDE the cage makes you feel really worthless. well, i mean, who goes recess alone, eats lunch alone, and is someone where people do not like being friends with??
Speaking of recess, i think i'm short of nutrition. take a look at my meal chart:
breakfast: BREAD
recess: BREAD
lunch: BREAD
tea?: BREAD
dinner: RICE.
i'm like a wheat monster, hahaha. oh well, i'm just going to end it here. :D
a miracle's not gonna come your way......
Have you ever reached a point, where no matter how much you try, u just cant improve?? its frustrating and it makes me feel useless, more than i already am. To be confused, confined and caged up to stare at other people OUTSIDE the cage makes you feel really worthless. well, i mean, who goes recess alone, eats lunch alone, and is someone where people do not like being friends with??
Speaking of recess, i think i'm short of nutrition. take a look at my meal chart:
breakfast: BREAD
recess: BREAD
lunch: BREAD
tea?: BREAD
dinner: RICE.
i'm like a wheat monster, hahaha. oh well, i'm just going to end it here. :D
a miracle's not gonna come your way......
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 12:08 pm.
