Sunday, January 20, 2008
arrgh, sometimes things are just so hard to accept. whenever i practise my violin, my mother will start screaming "GO PLAY YOUR PIANO LA!!" and when i ask her why, she'll say "I HEAR YOU PLAY UNTIL I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ALREADY!!" ha...she's like pulling down my esteem. but anyway, i'm not bothered. well, at least not yet.
this is going to be the worst year for me. practise till i drop, study till i flop, there's nothing like a good holiday. even my fingers are complaining. i need 30 hours a day to finish all my unfinishable stuff. tick tock, and the clock's up and running again before i am.
well, the sec 1s are coming on tuesday. hoho, cant wait(sarcastic) its gonna be sooooo fun. firstly, my sis and I have agreed to something, for the first time i guess. lots of people who play violin cant exactly play it well, and for heaven's sake dont try and fake your way through, there's no point in pretending that you can play. and the worst of the hated, your parents calling up the teacher in charge, forcing your daughter to play the violin when she cant or doesnt want to. well, there are a number of reasons why some people do that, mainly:
1)Violin sounds the "nicest". (what bull)
2)Violin is the "smallest".(the size of your instrument does NOT matter)
3)Violin is the most "high class". (i get really fed up with parents who say that)
yeah, so what about the violas, the cellos, the basses. dumped to one corner, like trash?? some people think its trash, whereas i beg to differ. i heard this girl telling mrs tham :"my mother would prefer if i play the violin even if i DO NOT have any musical background". its your own choice, your own instrument. even if your MOTHER is the one telling you to play a certain instrument, its ultimately UP TO YOU. make the right decision, make sure it is the right decision.
so what exactly am i angry about?? actualy, i dont know =.= but i hope people can open their eyes, if you know what i mean.
pressing for time......
this is going to be the worst year for me. practise till i drop, study till i flop, there's nothing like a good holiday. even my fingers are complaining. i need 30 hours a day to finish all my unfinishable stuff. tick tock, and the clock's up and running again before i am.
well, the sec 1s are coming on tuesday. hoho, cant wait(sarcastic) its gonna be sooooo fun. firstly, my sis and I have agreed to something, for the first time i guess. lots of people who play violin cant exactly play it well, and for heaven's sake dont try and fake your way through, there's no point in pretending that you can play. and the worst of the hated, your parents calling up the teacher in charge, forcing your daughter to play the violin when she cant or doesnt want to. well, there are a number of reasons why some people do that, mainly:
1)Violin sounds the "nicest". (what bull)
2)Violin is the "smallest".(the size of your instrument does NOT matter)
3)Violin is the most "high class". (i get really fed up with parents who say that)
yeah, so what about the violas, the cellos, the basses. dumped to one corner, like trash?? some people think its trash, whereas i beg to differ. i heard this girl telling mrs tham :"my mother would prefer if i play the violin even if i DO NOT have any musical background". its your own choice, your own instrument. even if your MOTHER is the one telling you to play a certain instrument, its ultimately UP TO YOU. make the right decision, make sure it is the right decision.
so what exactly am i angry about?? actualy, i dont know =.= but i hope people can open their eyes, if you know what i mean.
pressing for time......
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:24 am.
