Thursday, April 24, 2008
My world is upside down, downside up, then upside down. so thats why life is full of ups and downs, because the earth is constantly moving under our minute feet. The craziest, though not busiest life i have, with the craziest family, the craziest friends, the craziest PE scheme, etc. sometimes i just can't wait for everything to end, then i can settle down and read a book, do things that i want, listen to more music, have more time to practise...the life of a slacker is that appreciated.
i think i want to try for IP...go nanyang/rgs, seems like a good choice. though i will feel very bad for leaving snso, since some people there _______, and practically all my friends are trying out for IP/leaving the school for other purposes, i might as well just leave the school to somewhere much happier. don't ask me why. i'll be able to make new friends, start anew, clear of all bad memories i left behind, isn't that what everyone wants? ehh, why am i so emo today :\
i want someone to cheer me up, someone i can share all my memories with, whether good or bad, someone who likes me for who i am. i'll be the luckiest girl on earth if i have someone to care for me like that :)even though i constantly feel so down, i'm usually up whenever i can be so that the people around me can be happy and bouncy(haha!) and laugh and laugh and laugh. maybe i just miss having a special friend like that. if i had time too, i would vomit out everything i had stuffed in my heart.
i made contacts today! :D was merry till my sister told me she found out who said i looked like a c**** scholar =.=|| apparantly she's from 4D. oh well, there are pros you know?? like being able to twist that tongue faster, passing every cl test like eating chips. haha, okay no offence. i really mean that there can be pros.
"How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light."
Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived. There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.
i think i want to try for IP...go nanyang/rgs, seems like a good choice. though i will feel very bad for leaving snso, since some people there _______, and practically all my friends are trying out for IP/leaving the school for other purposes, i might as well just leave the school to somewhere much happier. don't ask me why. i'll be able to make new friends, start anew, clear of all bad memories i left behind, isn't that what everyone wants? ehh, why am i so emo today :\
i want someone to cheer me up, someone i can share all my memories with, whether good or bad, someone who likes me for who i am. i'll be the luckiest girl on earth if i have someone to care for me like that :)even though i constantly feel so down, i'm usually up whenever i can be so that the people around me can be happy and bouncy(haha!) and laugh and laugh and laugh. maybe i just miss having a special friend like that. if i had time too, i would vomit out everything i had stuffed in my heart.
i made contacts today! :D was merry till my sister told me she found out who said i looked like a c**** scholar =.=|| apparantly she's from 4D. oh well, there are pros you know?? like being able to twist that tongue faster, passing every cl test like eating chips. haha, okay no offence. i really mean that there can be pros.
"How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light."
Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived. There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.
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何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:01 pm.
