Tuesday, April 22, 2008
sit back and relax. Is that real?? sometimes we really do so much, so much that we forgot how to sit back and relax. when we do, we feel uneasy and uncomfortable, to the extent of looking for work to do, because it feels strange to have no work at all, as if there was something we forgot to do. the same routine everyday, the same school, same track (!), same class, same canteen food, sometimes we get sick of all these. we need a change, for the better. the best medicine to stress is laughter. just laugh, and things tend to get lighter, even your mood. even though there are people disturbing you, criticising you for every small thing you do wrongly, or even worse, laughing at you for the wrong thing, it makes you feel horrible. Makes you feel like smacking their ass with a baseball bat and they disappear into the far horizon like team rocket. yeah right. surely there must be something to mend this?? i tried simply everything, but everything turns out so wrong and so fake. "we're not angry at all" or "why are you doing this? its so weird really. just stop it" "thats ugly" all the hurtful things in the world start pouring into your ears from their mouths. surely there must be a reason for doing all these? surely you could share? please??
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:28 pm.
