don't snatch, cos' its a fairplay...
i put on 4 pounds, and i shrunk by a centimeter, i think i'll be a garden gnome soon. haha, anyway i feel very strange today, forgive me.
went to pass prawn the paper thing at newton mrt. I had this weird craving of takoyaki, so i went to sommerset, then went to bishan to buy prawn balls. Before i went there, i thought it was $3.20 and i miraculously brought $3.10 so thinking i was short of 10 cents, prawn lent me to add to my debt of 40cents. Then she said i needn't pay her, so i felt kinda bad. :( then i rushed to the takopachi stall, just to wait for another 20 minutes for that sloooow stall owner to turn the balls, turn turn turn turn...my legs turned to jelly waiting for her. then she suddenly said: sorry ah, prawn ball 10 minutes, bacon&cheese ball now. Which you want?" thinking bacon and cheese was a quick alternative, i hurriedly changed my offer, which caused me to wait another 10 minutes. half an hour for 3 balls. then, woah, she gave mine to a small boy and the lady queueing up BEHIND me. I badly wanted a refund, but did not voice it out. When i got my takoyaki, it turned out to be $2.30 hahaha wth-, i feel so bad lending money from prawn >;( but i'm going to pay her, i feel worse not paying her.
so i'm going to my new house now, to practise piano for 3 more hours i guess. since i have to sleep on a sleeping bag in my house again anyway, finally moving in tomorrow. bye :D
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 1:04 pm.
how long does it take for a person to die of shame?the humidity is killing me, someone make this place snow...i'll be out for the whole of today, starting from 9.30am to 9.30 pm i think. if we go to the temple then it'll be 11pm. go to kumiko's, then with prawn:D and haowen:D to marina square, then to chatterji's, then for dinner i guess.
Do i really blog that seldom? haha, its just that i'm too lazy to maintain it by blogging almost everyday. jane^^ showed me a picture of this whitewashed violin, i think it was a 3/4 sized one. it was...totally white, except for the bow hairs ;D then i remembered i saw this 1/16 white violin, haha it was so tiny i could probably stuff it in my pocket.
my primary 5 class hamster died on the windowsill of my friend's house :'( love doesn't last long after all. the more you want something, the harder it'll be to get, because that's life.
"IS THAT MY TOOTHBRUSH OR YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?? WHY LOOK THE SAME ONE??!!" famous quote from wengjun: slow and furious xDD
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:53 am.
i'll strive hard for this...semifinals, can't afford to lose now! go me, go me.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:38 pm.
i hate it when mikata feels sad. she just makes me sad too :(( hope everything will be fine...(i'm in super emo mood)
went to little india and almost fainted of heatstroke/gastric/nausea/humanreactionphobia/tiredness/global warming. the sun stood glaring at me as i walked down humble, narrow alleys, sick and tired but yet rather curious. every alley had a different smell, while majority smelt of...indian curry! :D (haha i just like the smell of indian food) i realised that the teachers made unnecessary u-turns and repeated routes to lenghten the time frame of our trip so it would match with the schedule =.=
the restaurant food "banana leaf apolo" was sooooooooo nice!!(^-^)b i was savouring every bite, then i turned my head 180 degrees to the back, and i saw a group of plates left untouched. ack! i was angry,,, i felt it was so wasted and food should not be wasted and they made it so far there just to waste their food i had an urge to force it down their throats so there would not be wasted (NICE) food on the wasted banana leaves. humph.
its so near jubilate :(( and i don't seem to be looking forward to it. yet. i played horrrriiibbble horible horrible and mr goh seems to be glaring at me almost throughout the whole session, or maybe half, or one quarter, hahhh but he still glared at me :(( or maybe i'm half paranoid, can't be full because i'm sure he did glare at me. shan't keep debating, but i feel so bad for my section members, especially mary-anne, who tries so hard just to help us through this jubilate T.T i guess practising lots more would be much better repayment then a zillion sorries.
i guess true friends are harder to find then those that just stick around and play. those you treat as true friends might not like you to be their true friends. i wonder when i'll be able to find one...
strangest line i've heard this week:
"i think i'm having premature ejaculation!"
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 2:32 pm.
it seems strange...what made you change your mind?? it feels not too good to be true, but this uneasy feeling that something is bound to be wrong because i can't understand, i'd rather it stay the past forever. ahh. anyway...
my mother wants to go for parents teachers meeting, the oh-so famous backstabbing club =.= its not like i can tell her not to go, but i can't tell her why i don't want her to go. bet most of you know already lah, the sweet relationship between me and hippo. the one that rolls her eyes like formula 1 car tyres secretly just that it doesn't just fall out infront of me, the one who criticizes but leaves the critisised unknown, the one who has the ultimate, ultimate bad impression of fat old me. Sweet alright. i pray to god that everyday will start to get better, though it takes time to get used to the thoughts pinching at me, if only SHE knew...
everything's just started...yayyyness, akikotan coming back!! heard it, she's coming coming COMING!!(haha sounds wrong in a way xD) over the galaxy would be the understatement. akachan mo motte itte kudasai wa ne?! (^-^)b reaallly~ excited to seeing her again :D weess going going GOING!!(at least this doesn't sound wrong xDD) though i may miss her lameness just a teeny weeny bit, oh well, if the bad ones don't go, the good ones won't come in...sorry for being so mean :(
okay, this shall be it. Hope tomorrow turns for the better again!^^
何とか嬉しかったり悲しかったり、心がびくびくした。。。
此からあきらめなきゃあ!!
*それ をずっと守るから。。。
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:25 pm.
Today has been a fair day...nothing much to do, just lie back and snore...
ever wondered why the sky is blue? everything has its own conspiracy, its own personality reflected by its appearance and colour. That gives no one the right to judge them for who or what they are, because they were formed out of love.
aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh bio test next week next week tested on everything everything everything i don't remember everything black and white :O i don't know what to blog about, i guess its boring being with someone like me :D hahaha
i managed to send the speech manuscript in! hooray (^-^)b the last date was thurs 5pm i did my Napfa in a hurry then rushed there to make it at 4.50pm ;)hah! made it. good luck dionne! :P The malay woman at the counter stared at me like i was her tea *actually thats a rather vague description haha :] seeing that she did not sniff me or take a bite out of me^^"
i still have my show and tell to prepare, but i haven't did anything because i stupidly wrote everything on carly's paper without copying it into my notebook as well -.- oh well, what's fun without taking risks?! :D i guess i'll just have to do my script on monday after asking poor amanda to explain everything (heh sorry!). macbeth turned out a disaster, ms goh was mad, the whole class was mad. Luckily that day ended soon.
went out with my grandmother and my family to this vegetarian restaurant to eat and celebrate mothers day(its celebrating two mothers at once!). My sister kept complaining that she was either going to vomit or going to sleep or going to get hungry or very bored or or or---etc so it wasn't very fun. i feel so accomplished, having watched bleach 169, vampire knight 5, 12 eps of sugar x2 rune and a bunch of other animes in one day :D something i would not have achieved unless it were the holidays.
what's your first impression of a teacher who looks like your average bobbin, has no colour/fashion resistance, dwindles about topics totally unrelated to her subject, and worse of all, scratches her armpits and then her hair and then marks your paper with the same hand?
"The mind remains undetermined in the great Void.
Here the highest knowledge is unbounded.
That which gives things their thusness cannot be delimited by things.
So when we speak of 'limits', we remain confined to limited things.
The limit of the unlimited is called 'fullness.'
The limitlessness of the limited is called 'emptiness.'
calmness is the source of both.
But it is itself neither fullness nor emptiness."
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 5:07 pm.
mahh...today was a bad good day i guess. Bad: i had the ********* examiner who didn't even allow me to write a word off the minute. "you write one more word and i'll TEAR YOUR PAPER!!!" freak. that is, him. though he did not TEAR my paper, i ended up TEARING because of him. loser ;O. i lost 20 marks out of the 40 and i'm bound to lose more. damn.
i was singing like a ballooney to manda, and i suddenly burped at her face. Then she looked at me like i was her nightmare. she started suffocation and hurling "eewww!!s" at me. thankfully she didn't run out of the classroom screaming with her mouth wide open :O hahaha :D
weess~ was talking about this lame joke that was...not a joke i suppose, you could rather say it made everyone...think. haha, in a dirty way that is. then she went laming on again.
"you know when the japanese get older they chomp off the sleves of their kimonos!!"
-note: interesting description used-one mark for that.
there has been frequent earthquakes in the yio chu kang-ang mo kio region. must be careful not to get flatenned into a pancake by any bigfoot or bimbo walking down the street. i was joking about the second part but not the first haha :) as in, everytime i'm in my tuition class the whole room suddenly shakes violently for a short second, then nothing happens, but when i look at the aircon, i feel like the sky's falling! and tuition today was booorrring seeing that all my teacher did was talk and talk and complain about how she failed her driving test a few days ago. then she did the wengjun handdrop(the only-your-wrist-drop-haiyah-action) and then she suddenly shrieked "SO SAD SO SAD!!" =.= but i suppose she can get seemingly interesting at times when she reveals gossip :P hahaha.
and--urrgh, MA didn't go for cca again :( boo. i realise cca gets boring without her and er hem, her too lame to be lame jokes XDD and i realise that even though i can hear my stand partner, it still means i'm far too loud :D hehe! and we played paganini oh paganini today :) so cool, a bit challenging though^^ but ever heard his 24 caprice?? i think i'll take my life to learn that, or maybe even more!
and for the umpteenth time, JANE STOP SMACKING/HURLING MY NAME/ABUSING/HAND MOVEMENT/ETC me!!!! haiyah, this is internal bullying, the bully gets hurt from saying my name too many a time, and the victim gets her ears hurt :D ahh, crisis so. and then peiying strangled me!! :O hoho i have never thought peiying could be so violent--looks are deceiving!!^^"
i made chicken kebab today!! (^-^)b yummy! i saved one entire piece for my sister/mary-anne but mary-anne didn't come today! :( and my sister was about to take it, when it fell onto the MEP room FLOOR!!! *shrieks then amanda and suxian finished it up :D aww.. at least someone appreciates my cooking! but since this happened, i regret not giving someone to xiangying or tricia! haiyah...i so regret X( nevermind, this shall not happen again! :D
this has been an awkwardly loooong post! i shall end this post here ;D g'night everyone!! (i dreamt of someone pretty! guess who she is?! ans: m*l*y :D) i dreamt she saw this dead cockroach and starting hopping around fervently looking for arable soil in our air-con classroom where she can dig a hole and plant her head in xD) okay, night! *please tag if you want my next home-econs dish! and i'll remember to offer some to amanda, jessica and suxian too, since they were so kind to finish up the remains! (^-^)// and of course, xiangying and tricia and amanda and anyone else that i feel i owe you too much! :D
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:34 pm.