Wednesday, December 31, 2008
forced by sempai to blog~! xD oh well, demand=supply heheheh :P
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!
1)maintain A1 for jap so i can be selected for immersion ><
2)okay this one's by my mom: get below 10 for L1R5 every term (apparantly not possible xD)
3)be more serious in whatever i do, talk less
4)get taller, hmmm...reach 156/157!
5)maintain weight below 45kg
6)this one's by mizusan: win next year's speech contest (T.T omg)
7)not owe homework/forms
8)make new friends! and hang out with old ones :DDD
9)get dist. for grade 8 violin and be selected by ms yap to enter NPAVC(national piano and violin competition)
10)improve on my singing
11)get A1 for chinese O levels
12)go escape theme park for the first time in my life
13)look prettier
14)say something nice to someone everyday
15)reflect on my actions everyday
16) gold for NAFA test
17)be a neat and tidy person
18)have a timetable on studying
19)learn new languages
20)be a better person :DDD
21)learn how to read stocks xD
22)stop being a crybaby
23)face my fears >< (okay maybe i'm not ready to do that yet)
24)think better of some teachers
25)face life with more optimism!
okay, all seem so impossible xD
lalala, thats all i intend to blog so i can continue chatting with sempai! :D
edit: sempai just logged off T.T
so i shall lengthen the post, yes? xD
funny how one year starts and ends just like one long day when you look back at it. in fact, its summarisable. all the shortcomings, bad recounts, memories of sadness, i feel it could all be surpassed easily, now that i think back about it. i remember crying after almost every test that i got a B3, afraid my mother would hit me. and i remember getting really depressed because i got A2 for one of the japanese tests. i remember a rush of disappointment when i saw how badly i fared for science EOYs. i even remember staring at myself and asking myself why i was such a loser. oh well, its OVER NOW! its a new year, so its the time to start afresh, and forget all that i have stated above and much more. yes, i'm throwing all of you away! xD
I know i have been disappointed.
that i have been sad and frustrated.
that i have lots of sad times.
but
i know i have always been happy after that.
that i have always known how you would always be by my side.
that i have as many or even more happy times than my sad, because its important to think of sadness as happiness.
thats all that matters, isn't it?
頑張らなきゃ...
jyaaa, ne! (^-^)/
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!
1)maintain A1 for jap so i can be selected for immersion ><
2)okay this one's by my mom: get below 10 for L1R5 every term (apparantly not possible xD)
3)be more serious in whatever i do, talk less
4)get taller, hmmm...reach 156/157!
5)maintain weight below 45kg
6)this one's by mizusan: win next year's speech contest (T.T omg)
7)not owe homework/forms
8)make new friends! and hang out with old ones :DDD
9)get dist. for grade 8 violin and be selected by ms yap to enter NPAVC(national piano and violin competition)
10)improve on my singing
11)get A1 for chinese O levels
12)go escape theme park for the first time in my life
13)look prettier
14)say something nice to someone everyday
15)reflect on my actions everyday
16) gold for NAFA test
17)be a neat and tidy person
18)have a timetable on studying
19)learn new languages
20)be a better person :DDD
21)learn how to read stocks xD
22)stop being a crybaby
23)face my fears >< (okay maybe i'm not ready to do that yet)
24)think better of some teachers
25)face life with more optimism!
okay, all seem so impossible xD
lalala, thats all i intend to blog so i can continue chatting with sempai! :D
edit: sempai just logged off T.T
so i shall lengthen the post, yes? xD
funny how one year starts and ends just like one long day when you look back at it. in fact, its summarisable. all the shortcomings, bad recounts, memories of sadness, i feel it could all be surpassed easily, now that i think back about it. i remember crying after almost every test that i got a B3, afraid my mother would hit me. and i remember getting really depressed because i got A2 for one of the japanese tests. i remember a rush of disappointment when i saw how badly i fared for science EOYs. i even remember staring at myself and asking myself why i was such a loser. oh well, its OVER NOW! its a new year, so its the time to start afresh, and forget all that i have stated above and much more. yes, i'm throwing all of you away! xD
I know i have been disappointed.
that i have been sad and frustrated.
that i have lots of sad times.
but
i know i have always been happy after that.
that i have always known how you would always be by my side.
that i have as many or even more happy times than my sad, because its important to think of sadness as happiness.
thats all that matters, isn't it?
頑張らなきゃ...
jyaaa, ne! (^-^)/
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:59 am.
