1) Name in Japanese: タン・ウェンチェン 2)[X]i study Japanese 3)[X]i am profficient in Japanese 4)[X]to prove no.2, i have taken JLPT and gotten good marks.(i'm not boasting xD) 5)[X]anything japanese is cool to me. 6)[]i am studying in a japanese school. (muuuull T___T ) 7)[]i wear cosplay clothes/have worn before. 8)[X]I have performed using japanese before. (JSC muahahahaaa xD) 9)[X]i like all japanese songs. 10)[X]i know what enka and kabuki is. 11)[X]i think my country lacks japanese influence 12)[X]i want to study in Japan(if you're not currently studying there) 13)[X]i looooooooove japanese food 14)[X]i play DDR 15)[X]i can read a menu written in japanese 16)[X]japanese fashion is the best. 17)[X]i speak japanese like a japanese. (as said so by...ahahaha xD) 18)[]i like my japanese teacher. 19)[X]i speak japanese dialect. (YAYYY :DDD kansaiben ga chukiyanen!) 20)[X]i have a/many japanese friends. 21)[X]i can differentiate between a japanese and a wannabe. (hahaha! this qn is xD) 22)[X]i support japanese products. (wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D) 23)[X]i have read a book written in japanese (only densetsu hahaha xD) 24)[X]i have understood the book from the previous question (not fully xD) 25)[]i have a fettish for japanese guys/girls (that sounds so ___ ! :D) 26)[X]my favourite actor/actress is japanese. (ueto aya and YAMAPIII <3) 27)[X]my favourite singer is japanese/sings japanese songs (manyyy >u<) 28)[]i am an otaku. (OMG nooo xD) 29)[X]i love shopping in Japan. (SHIBUYA 109!!! TAKESHITADORIII!) love <3 30)[X]my friends think i'm japanese. (hahaha some still think so xD) 31)[X]i look japanese/people have said so. (refer to previous blog posts xD) 32)[X]i can go crazy over japanese words/people/culture. (i really can :DDD) 33)[]japanese is my LIFE. (not really though :P cues: AWWWWW! xD) 34)[]i wouldn't mind marrying a japanese. 35)[]my boyfriend/girlfriend is japanese. 36)[X]i understand japanese lyrics and radio broadcasts. (saikouuu! :DDD) 37)[X]i love learning Japanese language. (ever since i got my hands on it xD) 38)[X]i learn japanese not for the sake of getting good grades but because i just love it. (this is so true! :)) 39)[X]i think anything japanese is way cool. (ahahaha xD this sounds corny :D) 40)[X]i know the meaning of "banzai!" and "kawaii!" 41)[X]not everyone can teach japanese because it is an art. 42)[X]i think japanese is cute. 43)[X]i wear/use mostly japanese branded products 44)[X]i have been mistaken for a japanese. 45)[X]i think i was a japanese in my past life. 46)[ ]i can cry doing something japanese/going to japan. 47)[ ]i have relatives staying in japan. 48)[X]i have gotten over the japanese occupation blues and think it doesn't affect the current generation. 49)[X]i watch japan hour. 50)[X]i LOVE JAPAN! xD
光のさしこむ方へと、今 歩き出す。 says: wow xD 光のさしこむ方へと、今 歩き出す。 says: who's GHEYER, the nick pitera guy or yon sensei xD Mireille says: ahahaha xD i won't be surprised if you stumble upon yon sensei's rendition of a whole new world some day xD 光のさしこむ方へと、今 歩き出す。 says: OMG! 光のさしこむ方へと、今 歩き出す。 says: NO xD Mireille says: HAHAHA! xD (bursts into laughter)
hahaha funnyyy! >u< okay shall do a quiz that'll probably shock alot of people who think i'm a good student xD
[ ] Gotten detention. [X] Gotten your phone taken away in class. [ ] Gotten suspended. [ ] Gotten caught chewing gum. [ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total: 1
[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times. [X] Didn’t do homework over 5 times [X] Turned at least 3 projects in late [ ] Missed school cause you felt like it. [X] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total : 3
[X] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school. [X] Texted people during class. [X] Passed notes. [X] Threw stuff across the room. [X] Laughed at the teacher.
Total : 5
[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm. (HAHAHA nooo xD) [X] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school. [X] Took pictures during school hours. [X] Called someone during school hours. [X] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.
Total : 4
[ ] Threw something at the teacher. [X] Went outside the classroom without permission. [X] Broke the dress code. [X] Failed a class. [X] Ate food during class.
Total : 4
[X] Gotten a call from school. [ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly. [X] Didn’t take your stuff to school. [X] Gotten a detention and didn't go. [ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking. (absurd =.=) [X] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
Total : 4
[X] Faked your parents signature [X] Slept in class. [X] Cursed at a teacher to their face. [X] Copied homework
Total: 4
total: 25 25x3=75% 3/4 of my teenage life is screwed hahaha! xD
shall study SS now :DDDDDDDDDDDD its a happy day~ >u<
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:05 pm.
J: are you totally Singaporean? me: yeahp :) J: are you SUREEE? did you, perhaps...stay in some other country when you were young or sth? me: hahaha nope :P J: wait...are you japanese? me: ...no xD (though i'd like to say yes) J: hmmm...i don't believe you!!! when you speak chinese, you've got this accent. when you speak english, you've got this accent. when you speak japanese, you've got this accent! J: i don't know what accent hahaha xD me: hahaha! xD
The road by Cormac Mccarthy is superbly written!!! >u< chuuuuuuuuuuu <3 go read it! :DDD its about...heh xD cannibalism. anyway, don't get daunted go read it yeah!!!
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:08 am.
Friday, February 27, 2009
ahahaha sempai's so kawaiii <3 today was a really bad day until the moment i came home, it became the happiest day in 2 years :P my aunt finally finally finally came back from overseas!!! >u< she's like my mom so i was really sad when she left, but now she's backkk and better than evaaa! <3
love is in the air~\(^-^)/
so...on why it was such a bad day at first. when the question says : identify the plant TISSUE, is there a difference when you write: 1)xylem vessel or 2)xylem vessel tissue obviously, there's NO difference cos the question asked for a TISSUE. so i wrote xylem vessel tissue and i got it WRONG. weitian wrote xylem vessel and she got it RIGHT. so i went to ms leong and tried to explain it to her... ms leong: you can't, cos there's such thing as xylem vessel but no such thing as xylem vessel tissue me: but ms leong, the question said tissue so it doesn't matter--- (starts screaming at me infront of the WHOLE 3J and 3L) ms leong: YOU COME HERE TO ARGUE WITH ME OR TO LEARN? HUH! 你以为你很大牌啊! me: (tries to keep chill) 没有啊. ms leong: 你还敢顶嘴!文真你的态度,很差!very bad attitude girl! me: (refuses to make eye contact with her cos i'm so pissed) ms leong: 你干嘛脸黑黑的?!真是的,这种学生也有。aiyerrr i am so angry! YOU ARE TO LISTEN TO ME! I AM YOUR TEACHER, DO YOU UNDERSTAND! me: YES I DO! (shouts but still refuses to make eye-contact) ms leong: OKAY! FINE! (glares)
tsk nope i'm not angry anymore! :D its just not worth my anger, really D:< just let it go :) since she has STM .___. she won't even recognise me on monday hahaha!
then later during audits i screwed up again T___T i'm going to get kicked out of cca real soon!
okay putting all the unhappiness aside... 93%!!! >u< chuuuuuuuuuuu <3 thank you nihongo!!!
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:23 pm.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
i'm so upset i might just start crying soon. i'm a selfish person, so i want you to look at me, and only me, so i'm going to work like crazy next term to achieve impossible results to shock you. yes, just for you, so be honoured yeah? there's no need to keep telling me about ___ because i really don't care. even if she got ___ for ___ i don't need to know for one simple reason, that i don't want to be compared to her.
wengchen-a very mean person. i think the whole cca hates me now. even though i say i don't care...i do! i really do, its showing by that "desperate", helpless look i naturally get when i'm playing. who will take all this pain away... okay i gotta, gotta gotta stop emoing. wengchen-strong!
bleeeeeh this fight is not over! (sticks out tongue ruefully)
this would be more accurate >u< pow!!! ore, makenai yatsu denna! <3
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:13 pm.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
psh. was waiting for a call that never came. stupid wengchen :( stupidstupidstupid. i need to hug somebody now. anyway, i got caught in the worst flood in Singapore today T___T the moment my foot touched the first floor(at the track out of shelter), it started drizzling, then a SECOND later it started FLOODING >.< it was so horrible everyone nearby started screaming and running to shelter, and you could actually see enormous ripples of wind wiping the ground from the sky... huiyi: "don't go back home in that rain! its dangerous!" and i did her justice by running in the flood back home .___. when i finally boarded the bus, a china woman boarded at the same time and complained about how translucent her blouse was. I was really shocked at the...transparency(not translucent, but transparent) then she just glared at me and shouted "该死的!有事没事就下雨!" ahahaha i sooo second that xD i felt like a sponge when i was walking back home. i was dragging my feet, then there came a sudden crash of deafening thunder. my hand just let go of the umbrella and i bit my lip so hard it almost bled. i.hate.thunder. by the time i came home my pinafore felt like, 10kg 0.0
(bored chuuu) okay enough of all the ranting, i'm going to listen to nobadae xD nobadae nobadae but chuuu! xD at least thats how it sounds like :P fine okay if shakes is dancing then i'll dance, but don't expect too much yeah! xD
st.nick's toilets should be on discovery channel. for being the most unusable and disfunctional toilets in history xD imma take some photos and sue the school someday :P
JLPT JLPT JLPT ODOROKE DON!!!
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 4:49 pm.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
wengchen=spent. bah can't elaborate on how exhausted i am. did 5 hours of math and 2/1/2 hours of dance continuously without eating dinner yesterday...i just flopped after that, but it seemingly felt like i got drunk ahahaha xD cos my brain just switched off and i kept muttering incessantly and replying smses crankily >.< i'm so so so sorryyy! T___T aaaaaanyway, that was YESTERDAY :D and today's today today's a good day lalala...
~~~ヾ(^∇^)コンバンハ ー♪ i'm so happy after hibernating todayyy >u< yes i DO hibernate xD that is, i sleep then wake up then sleep then wake up then sleep then wake up then sleep then wake up then sleep then wake up then-okay you get the point xD will probably be seeing a bandage on my arm at 3rd lang tomorrow :O my arm feels rotten...bleh. i feel like chopping it off (hyaaah! mendokusaiii) >.< oh well i can't anyway(and wouldn't want to ever) cos i still need 10 fingers to play the pianooo :DDDDD oh mrs sng said i was...borderline melodramatic :X am i really? hahahahaha thats funny xD
as i see the gentle breeze sway the trees, it sounds like the wind is beckoning me, to somewhere far away where you await...
bahhhhhhhh i just received an sms: "ganbatte. you'd better get first this year, don't let me down!" i can't get second anymore. i just can't, i need that trophy so badly to go for DSA. kamisama, onegai! >.< give me your strength to fight on. pow wow!
okay, waiting for someone now... jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 6:54 pm.
Friday, February 20, 2009
ponponpon~>u< school was quite fun today! hahaha xD miss yek was pleasantly surprised by what we planned for her :DDDDDDDDD miss yek, come back to visit us soon okayyy! :P (if you're a grey badge, then you should be...hmmm...oh 19!) and so i HAVE seen you before when i was in sec1 8) heheheh! i want this day to pass quickly, so my pain can pass quickly as well... its so annoying :( during chem i had to ask around for panadols hahaha xD
5 centimeters per second is niceee <3 but the seiyuus don't sound japanese, for some reason...i think the japanese nowadays are sounding less and less japanese :( hence my speech! :D 拝見: また、会えるのでしょうか。
yayyy got my IC today! :DDDDDDDDDDD somehow i feel so old all of a sudden, but maybe its a good thing after all :) someone said i was lucky i didn't use the demented photo heheheheheh xD
today was, okay hahaha xD what an understatement---it was so bad at one point i started screaming during orchestra prac HAHAHAHAHA! :X but, anyway... impromptu speech its okay to laugh at yourself! :DDD 想い人をいつもどこかに探しちゃうのはどうしてだろうね ~☆ >u<
山崎まさよし / One more time,One more chance:
But on a night like this When the stars themselves seem like they might fall I can't fool myself One more time--I don't want the season to change One more time--That time we spent joking together
"meaningful lyrics are good lyrics!" >u< -wengchen
yay and all of a sudden, i have made myself useful! :D jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:30 pm.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
i have been asked to blog yet again HAHAHAHAHA xD no my blog's not dead muahahaha :D anyone from 3J who sees this blog post will think i'm crazy. well, thats cos everyone's mugging for their bio and math test tomorrow and i'm...too lazy. lazaaay. the law of inertia.
darn it, i ALMOST got a fever today T___T almost! its always almost =.= school was rather hectic DDD: while i was listening to math, i had to do math hmk, revise math from another book, study bio, and stare at the teacher at the same time! 0_0 and, lilan should have realised already by now, that i sleep during all her lessons. its really not my fault, i'm just so tired and worn out of school...*yawwwns xD hahaha, oh well :DDD
"wengchen you're getting so fake you know! even your smile, your laughter...its all fake!" -Miss Quek and ChuanChuan
"your teacher is damn retarded :D how d'you fake laughter xD" -sempai
"to be or not to be, that is the question" -hamlet
HAHAHA yeah i'll believe source B :D you know why? cos i can swear that every millisecond of my happiness is genuine :)
i want a breadless receeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesss! psh.
p.s. i don't care i'm gonna bribe the teachers to let me in tooo! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:09 pm.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
i tried my hardest to forget everything. ああ...負けないで泣かないで、消えてしまいそうな時は、 自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの。 いつの時代も、悲しみも、避けては通れないけれど。 笑顔を見せて、今を生きていこう~
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:11 pm.
HAPPY VALENTINES DAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! :D 恋人の日おめでとちゅう~~~!>u< thats it! i shall hug my buchoku icecream! xD so anyway, valentines day in school was reaaaaaaaaaaaaally awesome >u<>or boyfriend xD and he was attempting to teach us chem on valentines day in a most unconventional way:
"non-metals are dull and unattractive-like boys! and easily brittle-just like their ego!" HAHAHAHAHA hilarious! xD
oh actually, now that i think of it, my first award was when i was 5...singapore national art competition 1st i think :O
bah, its valentines day and what happened to all the love in the world =.= my parents're out, my sis is out partying with her friends (again) and i'm at home mulling over math. roses over choco! :DDDDDDDDDDD
liebesträume no.3~ please don't let this dream waver. Ich versprech, werde nicht zulassen, gehen Sie immer und immer wieder. リスト ~愛の夢第3番~ ♪
i don't care anymoreeeeeeeeeeeee!!! >:O i will go shopping tomorrow and take a break from reality. yes, for that measley 3 hours tomorrow. then after that... jigoku no tokei o mawaru.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :D jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:58 pm.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
i wanna get in! i wanna i wanna i wannaaaaaaaaaaaa! anyway, rounds was really tiring today D: but it was really cool hahaha :D and mr chan was happyyy! >u< not bad not bad ganbachuuuuuuuuuuu :P
wrapping valentines day presents now :3 isn't 3 justice luckyyy ;) and stringers wheeeeeeee <3 greeeeens! will find val and steff tomorrow too :D sempai ga inai toki samishiii T___T
*yawwwns after seeing how many people got 0 for chinese cloze passage. maybe 8 isn't thaaaaaaat bad a grade (COUGHS!) hahaha okay i'll stop consoling myself yeah? :D so i shall do a quiz to cheer myself up :P
001. Real name → Tan Weng Chen 002. Nickname(s)→ ponyo, koala, baby(COUGHS!), zhenzhen, mireille, chen, etc. 003. Star sign → Scorpio 004. Male or female → Female. 005. Elementary → Mayflower Primary 006. Middle School → CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls School 007. High School → not yet :P 008. Hair color → Black black (really black hahaha!) 009. Long or short → Long. 010. Loud or Quiet → Loud and quiet depending on mood :D can be on both extremes xD 011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans. 012. Phone or Camera → Phone muahahaha! >u< 013. Health freak → yeahp :DDD 014. Drink or Smoke? → drink :P 015. Do you have a crush on someone? → maybeee? 016. Eat or Drink → mochiron eat! >u< 017. Piercings → gonna get one soon!!! :D 018. Tattoos → nope heheheh xD
HAVE YOU EVER? 019. Been in an airplane→ Yeahp! :DDD 020. Been in a relationship → No. 021. Been in a car accident → NOOO!(and i'm grateful for that >u<) 022. Been in a fist fight → HAHAHAHAHA of course! 8D
FIRSTS: 023. First piercing → stop tempting meee, i'm gonna get one soon! xD 024. First best friend → Cant remember :O Ohhh! isabelle :D and still is! >u< 025. First award → primary one---best in math, chinese and second in cohort :D 026. First crush → Primary one hahahahaha! xD (don't ask me who :P) 028. First vacation → Japan when i was 2 years old :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD BANZAI!
LASTS: 029. Last person you talked to → Mom who told me to get out of the room cos she wanted to mop the floor :D 030. Last person you texted → sempai :P 031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with → Kit-bedtime stories hahaha! 032. Last food you ate → rice with dishes :D 033. Last movie you watched → Bedtime stories >u< 034. Last song you listened to → Kiseki(yes i'm still hooked nevertheless xD)greeeen! 035. Last thing you bought → Vitasoy(for sugar rush before chem test :P) 036. Last person you hugged → NIL. on msn-sempai :P (does that count?)
FAVES: 037. Food → EVERYYY! :DDD 038. Drinks → EVERYYY! :DDD 039. Clothing → skirt, blouse, actually...everything too hahaha :D except tights :O 040. Books → i don't read heheheh xD only MAINICHI and NIKKEI and STRAITSTIMES :DDD 041. Music → japanese, classical, some korean, some chinese, a mixture of anything :P 042. Flower → hahaha guess? :P its pretty obvious---HIMAWARIII <3 (aka sunflower >u<) 043. Colors → orangeee! >u< and many many many others! 044. Movies → comedy/romance/sci-fi/i want to try watching a horror movie for once!:D 045. Positions →...ne? i like to stand? i don't understand this ques. .___. 046. Subjects → NIHONGO(hahaha of course >u<), math! (oooh sheen to onaji! :D) and lit actually hahaha! i actually like psychological study >u<
IN 2008..... I
047. [X] Kissed in the snow (i kissed my hot choco cos it was so freezing cold xD) 048. [X] celebrated Halloween (hahaha!) 049. [X] had your heart broken (over a million times T.T) 050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone 051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation 052. [ ] came out of the closet (huh? hahaha xD) 053. [ ] gotten pregnant (omggg 0_0) 054. [ ] had an abortion (even more omggg 0___0) 055. [x] done something you've regretted (too many, in fact :D bah who cares!) 056. [x] broke a promise 057. [x] hid a secret 058. [x] pretended to be happy 059. [x] met someone who changed your life 060. [x] pretended to be sick 061. [x] left the country 062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it (onsen xD) 063. [x] cried over the silliest thing (i forgot what it was hahaha!) 064. [x] ran a mile 065. [ ]went to the beach with your best friend(s) (i wannaaaaaaaa :( ) 066. [x] stay single the whole year (single and not double xD)
CURRENTLY: 067. Eating → air. 068. Drinking → air. 069. I'm about to → print out "Happy VDAE!!!" and staple them to my presents :DDD 070. Listening to → my clock strike 10pm >u< *yawwwns! 071. Plans for today → sleep enough for once :3 072. Waiting for → this quiz to finish xD
YOUR FUTURE: 073. Want kids? → maybeeeeeee :P 074. Want to get married? → why not? :DDD 075. Careers in mind → something to do with keizai, or maybe law mmm...>u< ah well!
WHICH IS BETTER WITH BOYS? 076. Lips or eyes → Eyes! 077. Shorter or taller? → taller. 078. Romantic or spontaneous → In the middle xD 079. Nice stomach or nice arms → how about nice everything 8) 080. Sensitive or loud → Too sensitive would be .___. and too loud would be >.< so in the middle! 081. Hook-up or relationship → Hookups are bad >:( Relationships! :D 082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → In the middleee.
HAVE YOU EVER: 083. Lost glasses/contacts → Yeahp, both! :D 084. Ran away from home → ran away from home to tuiion hahaha! xD 085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → not yet, planning to :P 086. Killed somebody → then i would be typing this in jail wouldn't I! wait, no i'd be hanged already .___. 087. Broken someone's heart → hahahahaha uncountable. 088. Been arrested → by a teacher for talking too much in primary 3 >u< ahahahaha now that i think of it, its really hilarious xD 089. Cried when someone died → Twice or thrice T___T
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 090. Yourself → Yeahp! :DDD 091. Miracles → Yes :D 092. Love at first sight → Maybe...not. 093. Heaven → Maybeee :D i'd like to believe there is though! 094. Santa Claus → Nope, though i used to "email santa" when i was really young .___. 095. Sex on the first date → No! 'course not! >.< 096. Kiss on the first date → nope...no :D
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? →Yeahp! :D 098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? →i'm happy but not satisfied yet :DDD mada mada wakai dennaaaaaaa!!! >u< 099. Do you believe in God → maybe...actually, i think i do :) 100. THE END.
OWATTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! >u< shall go print out my consent form, application form, and decopapers nowww! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:05 pm.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
so! today was really tiring :D half the class were asleep even during the 1st period :O but nah didn't complain, cos he knew everyone was really tired and fed up with doing 60 multiple choices at one go :D
anyway, mrs tham said something that really caught my attention :)
Music, is a language that cannot be spoken with words.
i second that! >u< no matter what music you listen to, the music alone without lyrics can tell a tale :) spring concerto by beethoven makes you really happy :DDD
孤独のカケラ and 手紙 ~拝啓 十五の君へ drove me to tears T___T angela aki saikouuu!!!
i really hate cca. i don't know why, or maybe i do. many people think its because of the seniors, but actually...partly, i guess. since they've been bullying me since the end of sec1. After all the experiece of locking myself in toilets, running away from the mep room, getting jeered at by them, many others, i've really come to get tired of all this hindrance. and now, though the bullying has lessened, i don't feel safe anymore. it just gets worse. I can choose to ignore, but it'll just make me rot inside. yada. sometimes i wish time could reverse itself, and let me lead a whole new life.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:49 pm.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
yeahp i'm supposed to blog today :D hamamatsu hamamatsu hamamatsu poof! i appeared in hamamatsu :P seeeeeeeeeeeeee i don't even need an application form! at least, i don't need one in my dreams :D anyway...one part of me wants to go reaaaaaaaaaaally badly, but the other remains hesitant >.< oh well, its not like i can get in, riiiiiight! xD so i shall just sign up and pray for good news :D
okay now i shall tell the truth: I REALLY WANNA GOOO~! not just to shop there, though thats my main objective(HEHEHEH xD) i wanna study thereee :D for real, not just for an exchange programme. is that possible?
MECHA IKITAI T___T demo tomodachi to issho yanattara, ikanai yo :P shall say more if i even stand a chance.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:37 pm.
Sunday, February 08, 2009
may i teleport to japan right now. jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:38 pm.
overall, today was so-so>fun>tiring :DDD i have just created an inequality! well, forgetting about math... today's masterclass was an eye-opener :D when the first girl plays, you think "is she from nafa?" yeahp, you'd actually think she plays really well, until 1)thomas says she sucks xD (really, she's okay!) 2)you hear miss Chen Jie play and you notice the difference in their playing is worlds apart :O anyway, she plays much better than me so i shan't judge muahahaha :P when the second girl plays, you think "is she from Nafa too?" yeahp, you'd actually think she plays really well, until 1)thomas says she sucks like crap xD (really, she's okay!) 2)you realise that she's been playing it for 3 years =.= but like the first girl, she plays really well for a 14 year old! :D kudos! >u<
sometimes i can't help but think you're sick of me... am i just paranoid? or is it really so.
α, β is fun mweheheheh xD alphabeta is a substitution ;) -b/a, c/a
jyaaa, ne! <3
P.S. really gonna try changing class?
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:36 pm.
Friday, February 06, 2009
i want a pet. like a parrot, or something. at least it can accompany me, without telling me not to disturb it. cos if this goes on, the wall will be my best friend. hi wall << if you keep staring at it you wonder why its towering over you D: i don't get it...everyone's so busy, shouldn't i be busy too! i don't want to be left alone :( at these times, i feel useless and a sense of self-loath.
"i miss you T___T" "no need to anymore, i'm here :D"
mweheheheh, you probably didn't know but i cried like mad when i saw that <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:45 pm.
apparantly there IS a university in Hokkaido that's not bad xD 北海道情報大学 or hokkaido university of information.
so here's what happened during chinese: i only remember hearing 2 sentences, both having been said by all my 3J classmates .___. "李老师早安!" "李老师再见,谢谢李老师。"
miss quek became eveeel D:< she went over to the bad side in a span of a few days :( nooooooooooo! miss quek, come back to the angels! (aka us xD) muahahaha aren't you in luck: 9 pics to upload todayyy :P
the time we've all been waiting for (ever since i slept during chinese :3) RECESS!!! 10.30 on fridays is lurve <3
the birthday girl grins widely at her cake full of chocolate xD happy belated bdae, shakespeare! :DDD you're getting the good germs already! xD
CHOCOLATE INSIDE-OUT!!! (shock xD) and jealousy rears its ugly green head hahaha jk xD
kawaiiiiiiiii~!!! >u< its really edible, but i highly doubt it after someone accidentally hit the container and it dropped but the cupcakes just bounced inside :O
the "KINDERGARTEN" math lesson hahaha! xD nah we were doing solutions for...something which i've already forgotten! :D
jolene and i were so bored we started playing with the blocks and tried to balance it hahaha! xD then mrs soh whipped her head in our direction and the whole thing fell :P
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! >u< me <3 may <3 heidi <3 minna daichuki neee! :D
hahaha! :DDD did this after school heh :P
hahaha juniors! :DDD and, if you pay much attention to the smaller but not so small details(yeah its oxymoronic xD), you'd notice, on a much more depressing note, that they're all towering over me like giants T___T i'm so not sempai-ish! maybe i should be their junior instead muahahaha! 8-)
okayyy, really tired after doing alot of rubbish >u< jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 4:20 pm.
mweheheheh the new computers in school are PWNAGE!!! :DDDDD wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wireless xD anyway, blogging from school today :D forced by huimin to put this: I LOVE HUIMIN VERY MUCH!!! ahahahaha yeahhhhhhhhhh xD but i can't type in japanese here :( ah well...
fell asleep during all 2 periods of chinese DDD: (huimin shakes index finger vigorously at me) 8-)
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:28 am.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
i'm so worried for you T.T take things easy, okay? i know i'm in no position to say such stuff...i get stressed over anything, over everything. i don't want you to overstress yourself okay? T.T i can tell you're frustrated, but you're not dumb at all! :DDD you mean alot to me, so i'm dedicating this post JUST for YOU!!! >u<
cheeeeeeeeeeer up yo! :D "you're my sunshine, my only sunshine! you make me happy, when skies are gray! no you're not stupid, and you can do log! its just a matter of time anyway~!" ahahahahaha nevermind being lame heh xD
『誰か、あたしをたすけて。』 どうしても悲鳴しても、この声、誰も聴こえなさそう。 怖い。どう泣いても、誰も知らない。 一人ぼっち、この部屋にいるから... i'm really scared and confused. -someone said that i don't belong in strings. -i have a loss of appetite: i'm hungry, but i can't eat. -i'm sick and tired and my head is aching. -i really hate insects and, i just had to clear a whole colony of ants in my kitchen which i did crying and screaming when the ants crawled all over me. -there's a plain white tablecloth outside my window that keeps flying and i get really frightened cos it looks like a ___ i don't know what to do...(kowai) T.T
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 4:06 pm.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
math is funny. 1X1000000000000000000000000 will still give you 1.
and thanks to clar and ismail, i have learnt matrices!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD even though i sleep during math in class mweheheheh :X and to my utter delight and (even)astonishment, mrs soh doesn't scold me for sleeping?! how lovely <3