Monday, March 30, 2009
firstly, before i start my blogpost...sorry about everything clar T___T i know i'm always making you depressed and stuff...gomen!!! and thank you so much for listening :)
fate...is a strange thing. its not straight, but curvy and meanders around the weirdest places.
like i have always wondered why i was born in Singapore and not other countries...and why most of my friends are instead born in other countries and not in Singapore. like i've always wondered why i was born on earth and not some other planet. i remember telling Dacy i didn't like Singaporean students and she laughed and said i was the most honest person in Singapore ;D but its kinda not my fault i think this way, cos my friends are from...thailand, indonesia, malaysia, canada, austrailia, france, korea, japan, china, HAWAII, ARGENTINA, SRI LANKA, taiwan, hongkong, etc. and they're all very nice people :))) hahaha if you didn't know me you'd think i was studying in an international school eh? :P
had a talk with yon sensei...sugoii sensei nanda! >u<
"you might get homesick, and not used to the food..."
"oh...so what happens then? D:"
"settle it yourself! xD"
still open to many options, like what he said, Tokyo University might not be the best option yet. 4 more years, so many things to do, so little time. :3 a fortune teller once said i would end up in a university in London. time will tell, but i'm placing bets. i always do, its just part and partial of meee:D like for example...
1)i dared myself to put braces asap.
2)i dared myself to sit a mini roller coaster...i'll pass for the actual one xD
3)i dared myself to join japanese speech competition knowing i had a slim chance cos nobody joined at 14 before.
4)i dared myself to take JLPT3 last year
5)i dared myself to tell mrs tham that the seniors were lying.
6)i dared myself to call up ABRSM and talk to the head of the office so that i could postpone my exam
7)i dared myself to call up the general office at moelc and complain :X
8)i dared myself to tell off a teacher.
9)i dared myself to talk to the principal of st.nicks so i could appeal to get in :D
fate cannot be changed, but DESTINY can be changed, and you can mould your future :)
if you can't get what you want at the first try, just try again and again and again until you finally reap the harvest hahaha xD
like Janeee said, when things go wrong, just pick yourself up and continue running. the race is not over yet! xD
can't blog anymore, or she'll do something that i don't wanna know. (shudders)
i'm fighting this till the end! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
fate...is a strange thing. its not straight, but curvy and meanders around the weirdest places.
like i have always wondered why i was born in Singapore and not other countries...and why most of my friends are instead born in other countries and not in Singapore. like i've always wondered why i was born on earth and not some other planet. i remember telling Dacy i didn't like Singaporean students and she laughed and said i was the most honest person in Singapore ;D but its kinda not my fault i think this way, cos my friends are from...thailand, indonesia, malaysia, canada, austrailia, france, korea, japan, china, HAWAII, ARGENTINA, SRI LANKA, taiwan, hongkong, etc. and they're all very nice people :))) hahaha if you didn't know me you'd think i was studying in an international school eh? :P
had a talk with yon sensei...sugoii sensei nanda! >u<
"you might get homesick, and not used to the food..."
"oh...so what happens then? D:"
"settle it yourself! xD"
still open to many options, like what he said, Tokyo University might not be the best option yet. 4 more years, so many things to do, so little time. :3 a fortune teller once said i would end up in a university in London. time will tell, but i'm placing bets. i always do, its just part and partial of meee:D like for example...
1)i dared myself to put braces asap.
2)i dared myself to sit a mini roller coaster...i'll pass for the actual one xD
3)i dared myself to join japanese speech competition knowing i had a slim chance cos nobody joined at 14 before.
4)i dared myself to take JLPT3 last year
5)i dared myself to tell mrs tham that the seniors were lying.
6)i dared myself to call up ABRSM and talk to the head of the office so that i could postpone my exam
7)i dared myself to call up the general office at moelc and complain :X
8)i dared myself to tell off a teacher.
9)i dared myself to talk to the principal of st.nicks so i could appeal to get in :D
fate cannot be changed, but DESTINY can be changed, and you can mould your future :)
if you can't get what you want at the first try, just try again and again and again until you finally reap the harvest hahaha xD
like Janeee said, when things go wrong, just pick yourself up and continue running. the race is not over yet! xD
can't blog anymore, or she'll do something that i don't wanna know. (shudders)
i'm fighting this till the end! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:58 pm.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
thanks so much, clar and ismail. :D
because i have the best friends in the universe that i'll never trade for anything.
thats all i need. thats all i ask for.
because i have the best friends in the universe that i'll never trade for anything.
thats all i need. thats all i ask for.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:33 pm.
sometimes i wanna surrender and just give up...
nobody's accepting me. suddenly,
i don't like anyone in this world anymore.
why is it that others can ask me for help, but i can't ask them.
i need to slap somebody. real hard. in the face. maybe that someone's me.
parents teachers meeting. mrs soh told my mother that i wasn't cooperating in SO. since when? didn't mrs tham just tell the seniors, in their faces, that my attitude in helping my juniors was good, and that they should follow? why, i would ask, rhetorically because nobody would bother explaining the logic behind. she then told my mom that i was sleeping in class. but has she ever thought that i, a person who has been sleeping at 1.30am due to projects this whole week, needs enough sleep to survive as well? Even science will tell you, lesser rapid eye movement=eye concentration getting tired and lazy=lesser haemoglobin to be delivered to the eye veins=lesser energy=message delivered to brain that eyes are tired=function: fall asleep in class. Its my own theory, or common sense you would call it, that i managed to explain it in this manner. but, my main point of the arguement is.
what on earth did i do wrong? was i wrong, to try to grasp as much sleep as possible that i would need to stay healthy, despite 5 hours of violin practise everyday? was i wrong, to defend myself infront of my seniors so i wouldn't have to surrender myself to them? was i wrong, to teach my juniors tactics on how to play the violin?
why tell my mother why. i don't think i ever want to talk to mrs soh ever again, after what my mother made me go through. its not because i'm humiliated, or ashamed, but...i feel betrayed. by mrs tham. by mrs soh. by my seniors. the pain i had been enduring for the past 1.5 years was not amusing, it was torture. but what was i supposed to do? i couldn't tell anyone because nobody would take me seriously. tell me, what am i supposed to do that is deemed by them to be RIGHT. so righteous that i have to throw my sanity and human instincts aside...
maybe i should shut myself from the outside world. then people would look at me with the same perspective my mom looked at me at: a quiet and obedient girl. that is, when i shut myself out of their world.
forget it, the stress is taking a toll on me, dont wanna blog anymore. btw, don't msn me unnecessarily cos i found out my mother reads my msn messages when i'm showering, and she reads my text messages in my phone when i'm sleeping.
nobody's accepting me. suddenly,
i don't like anyone in this world anymore.
why is it that others can ask me for help, but i can't ask them.
i need to slap somebody. real hard. in the face. maybe that someone's me.
parents teachers meeting. mrs soh told my mother that i wasn't cooperating in SO. since when? didn't mrs tham just tell the seniors, in their faces, that my attitude in helping my juniors was good, and that they should follow? why, i would ask, rhetorically because nobody would bother explaining the logic behind. she then told my mom that i was sleeping in class. but has she ever thought that i, a person who has been sleeping at 1.30am due to projects this whole week, needs enough sleep to survive as well? Even science will tell you, lesser rapid eye movement=eye concentration getting tired and lazy=lesser haemoglobin to be delivered to the eye veins=lesser energy=message delivered to brain that eyes are tired=function: fall asleep in class. Its my own theory, or common sense you would call it, that i managed to explain it in this manner. but, my main point of the arguement is.
what on earth did i do wrong? was i wrong, to try to grasp as much sleep as possible that i would need to stay healthy, despite 5 hours of violin practise everyday? was i wrong, to defend myself infront of my seniors so i wouldn't have to surrender myself to them? was i wrong, to teach my juniors tactics on how to play the violin?
why tell my mother why. i don't think i ever want to talk to mrs soh ever again, after what my mother made me go through. its not because i'm humiliated, or ashamed, but...i feel betrayed. by mrs tham. by mrs soh. by my seniors. the pain i had been enduring for the past 1.5 years was not amusing, it was torture. but what was i supposed to do? i couldn't tell anyone because nobody would take me seriously. tell me, what am i supposed to do that is deemed by them to be RIGHT. so righteous that i have to throw my sanity and human instincts aside...
maybe i should shut myself from the outside world. then people would look at me with the same perspective my mom looked at me at: a quiet and obedient girl. that is, when i shut myself out of their world.
forget it, the stress is taking a toll on me, dont wanna blog anymore. btw, don't msn me unnecessarily cos i found out my mother reads my msn messages when i'm showering, and she reads my text messages in my phone when i'm sleeping.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:25 pm.
Friday, March 27, 2009
I NEED TO GET BACK MY LOVE FOR JAPANESE!!! (frustrated)
i wont take the 3 years for granted. ever.
"And if the years go by
and you forget me
know that I've missed you
And that I've looked back on the days
that you were here with me"
i believe 大事な事は、何時も蕎麦にいる事。
I believe 同じ青空見上げて笑い会う事。
各々の胸の奥に、癒せない痛みがあるとしても・・・
僕達はきっと涙を優しさに帰って行けるはず。
からあとに見えた、この町の空も好きになれる。
只君が、隣にいるだけで。
i believe 光と蔭は、直ぐにいえがわるけど、
i believe 孤独の森に、迷ってしまわないように、
戻れない道を歩く、増え過ぎた荷物は僕が持つよ。
僕達はきっと涙を優しさに帰る為であった。
見馴れた景色が、振りすむのように、きらめいてる。
ただ君が、隣にいるだけで。
悲しみの毎世界へ、君を詰めて行く。
繋いだ手はもう消して放さない。
二度と話せない。
僕達はきっと、涙を優しさに帰って行けるはず。
見馴れた景色が、振り住むのようにきらめいてる。
只君が、隣にいるだけで。
その笑顔をi believe.
omg i can't believe i just translated the whole chunk above from english =.= (headache)
feel like crying whenever i hear "I believe" from my sassy girl OST. the lyrics are so touching! T___T (sobs hysterically) 엽기적인 그녀 !
today was a really happy day~! >u< (though i skipped recess)
got raped by char and steph >___< pop! okay nevermind that.
but it was definitely one of the best string pracs ever! TuT
we finally got our semiquavers RIGHT! :D that feeling is slowly coming back. the one that i had when i was sec1. the feeling of...getting high together as an orchestra.
and yes, OCC i'll thank you again for the motivation. arrrigataya!
mr goh said we were...
VERY GOOD. the best thing i've heard from his mouth in 2 years. omggg urechiii <3 keep it up SOs! xD
i wont take the 3 years for granted. ever.
"And if the years go by
and you forget me
know that I've missed you
And that I've looked back on the days
that you were here with me"
i believe 大事な事は、何時も蕎麦にいる事。
I believe 同じ青空見上げて笑い会う事。
各々の胸の奥に、癒せない痛みがあるとしても・・・
僕達はきっと涙を優しさに帰って行けるはず。
からあとに見えた、この町の空も好きになれる。
只君が、隣にいるだけで。
i believe 光と蔭は、直ぐにいえがわるけど、
i believe 孤独の森に、迷ってしまわないように、
戻れない道を歩く、増え過ぎた荷物は僕が持つよ。
僕達はきっと涙を優しさに帰る為であった。
見馴れた景色が、振りすむのように、きらめいてる。
ただ君が、隣にいるだけで。
悲しみの毎世界へ、君を詰めて行く。
繋いだ手はもう消して放さない。
二度と話せない。
僕達はきっと、涙を優しさに帰って行けるはず。
見馴れた景色が、振り住むのようにきらめいてる。
只君が、隣にいるだけで。
その笑顔をi believe.
omg i can't believe i just translated the whole chunk above from english =.= (headache)
feel like crying whenever i hear "I believe" from my sassy girl OST. the lyrics are so touching! T___T (sobs hysterically) 엽기적인 그녀 !
today was a really happy day~! >u< (though i skipped recess)
got raped by char and steph >___< pop! okay nevermind that.
but it was definitely one of the best string pracs ever! TuT
we finally got our semiquavers RIGHT! :D that feeling is slowly coming back. the one that i had when i was sec1. the feeling of...getting high together as an orchestra.
and yes, OCC i'll thank you again for the motivation. arrrigataya!
mr goh said we were...
VERY GOOD. the best thing i've heard from his mouth in 2 years. omggg urechiii <3 keep it up SOs! xD
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:17 pm.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
there's nothing to laugh at for being asian. and i'm SUPER proud to be one!!! :D
you're not even worth blogging about anyway xD
bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh! (talk to the finger cos the face doesn't care~♪)
school was kinda fun and kinda not today :)
well orchestra practice was more fruitful! :D
more SECTIONALS okayyy :(
did lots of stuff...lots of stuff...i've been lacking optimism these days. hahaha xD
suddenly i have no mood to blog.
人間の本膳は、善い。
人間の本膳も、悪い。
明るいポジティブな歌なのでネガティブに歌わないようにして下さい---
あの何と無くアァ~ンン~アァ~ハィヨット・・・
なんとあのうサーって冷めていく傾向があるので、
全てポジティブにその『さくらんぼ』の時間だけは、
もうワッショイ！ワッショイ！の感んじで歌ってできればお幸いな話しでござい
ます。
-maji ni hype up! :D
世界の果てまで、夢に君を会える。
お前の目的、知ってるよ。
☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
愛、あなたを大切にする事。
愛、私にもできる事だから...
was reaaally happy with eyebrow and OCC today~ :3
so happy i could have flown the moment she said that. (≧∀≦)♪
she appreciates and accepts me. T___T what more can i ask for?
i'm going to try really hard cos you made me have a purpose in this cca.
motivated to exceed my limits. watch me from afar, you you you! xD hahaha kidding, its a team effort yo! :DDD
why is it that, when everyone's crashing her house on sunday, i have theory class...(pouts) why is it that, when everyone's going for some super fun hiphop workshop this sat, i have math tuition. why is it, that people get to sleep at 9.30 when i have violin lessons till 10pm. why is it, that people get to wake up at 10pm on saturdays when i have to wake up at 5.30am. life needs more colour nowadays, cos the fun's not enough anymore.
okay, off to practice!
copland, rounds, vivaldi, lalo, britton, czardas, mozart, bach, scales, skillbook. okay that adds to ten books to practise...T___T!!! yeah life's unfair, talk about it.
i need strength. i need the power to carry on.
only i myself can do this.
mireille, you can do it!!!
:D
jyaaa, ne! <3
you're not even worth blogging about anyway xD
bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh! (talk to the finger cos the face doesn't care~♪)
school was kinda fun and kinda not today :)
well orchestra practice was more fruitful! :D
more SECTIONALS okayyy :(
did lots of stuff...lots of stuff...i've been lacking optimism these days. hahaha xD
suddenly i have no mood to blog.
人間の本膳は、善い。
人間の本膳も、悪い。
明るいポジティブな歌なのでネガティブに歌わないようにして下さい---
あの何と無くアァ~ンン~アァ~ハィヨット・・・
なんとあのうサーって冷めていく傾向があるので、
全てポジティブにその『さくらんぼ』の時間だけは、
もうワッショイ！ワッショイ！の感んじで歌ってできればお幸いな話しでござい
ます。
-maji ni hype up! :D
世界の果てまで、夢に君を会える。
お前の目的、知ってるよ。
☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
愛、あなたを大切にする事。
愛、私にもできる事だから...
was reaaally happy with eyebrow and OCC today~ :3
so happy i could have flown the moment she said that. (≧∀≦)♪
she appreciates and accepts me. T___T what more can i ask for?
i'm going to try really hard cos you made me have a purpose in this cca.
motivated to exceed my limits. watch me from afar, you you you! xD hahaha kidding, its a team effort yo! :DDD
why is it that, when everyone's crashing her house on sunday, i have theory class...(pouts) why is it that, when everyone's going for some super fun hiphop workshop this sat, i have math tuition. why is it, that people get to sleep at 9.30 when i have violin lessons till 10pm. why is it, that people get to wake up at 10pm on saturdays when i have to wake up at 5.30am. life needs more colour nowadays, cos the fun's not enough anymore.
okay, off to practice!
copland, rounds, vivaldi, lalo, britton, czardas, mozart, bach, scales, skillbook. okay that adds to ten books to practise...T___T!!! yeah life's unfair, talk about it.
i need strength. i need the power to carry on.
only i myself can do this.
mireille, you can do it!!!
:D
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:57 pm.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
head back shoulders leg arm fingers stomach brain ache :( baaah. all thanks to PE.
all of a sudden i thought of fried egg and our trips around Singapore again T___T uwaaah miss her loads!!! i wanna go croc farm next timeee:D
missing alot of people now :'( someone please knock me on the head.
i keep worrying over that thing.
its not going to happen yet, but i'm depressed to the limit already. when it really happens, i think i'll be too numb to cry anymore.
(wengchen accidentally caught a fly with her hand and it died on her palm T___T)
bleeeh kimochi warui :X forgive my sins, mister fly!
greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!
GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!
saying that makes me happy :D
hahaha mmm...sou ne!
whenever you're sad, you just gotta think of the many many many happy things. like last year's december holidays, one of the best ever! <3 you'll miss out on alooot if you keep sulking. i love you, you love me, lalalaaa...(yes i love all of you who bother to read my blogposts hahahaaa xD) this reminds me of yui's summer song >u< banzai!
if you have the most boring blogposts ever, people won't bother to read. so i shall try to constantly make interesting ones! :D
why do i get happy over the silliest things ever :3
like today, i managed to eat something i haven't eaten in 3 years for lunch, and i hyped up within a second :D
its raining again, and its the best weather so far! xDcos we managed to skip jogging 1.2km on tuesday due to lightning warnings :DDD
i don't know if teachers read my blog :( if they do, then they'll know what a retard i am. nooooooooo :Pyou're a retard if you say i'm a retard okayyy! xD hahaha kidding :D
okay gonna go shower now, then maybe take a long awaited AFTERNOON NAP >u< (hums a happy tune)
jyaaa, ne! <3
all of a sudden i thought of fried egg and our trips around Singapore again T___T uwaaah miss her loads!!! i wanna go croc farm next timeee:D
missing alot of people now :'( someone please knock me on the head.
i keep worrying over that thing.
its not going to happen yet, but i'm depressed to the limit already. when it really happens, i think i'll be too numb to cry anymore.
(wengchen accidentally caught a fly with her hand and it died on her palm T___T)
bleeeh kimochi warui :X forgive my sins, mister fly!
greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!
GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!
saying that makes me happy :D
hahaha mmm...sou ne!
whenever you're sad, you just gotta think of the many many many happy things. like last year's december holidays, one of the best ever! <3 you'll miss out on alooot if you keep sulking. i love you, you love me, lalalaaa...(yes i love all of you who bother to read my blogposts hahahaaa xD) this reminds me of yui's summer song >u< banzai!
if you have the most boring blogposts ever, people won't bother to read. so i shall try to constantly make interesting ones! :D
why do i get happy over the silliest things ever :3
like today, i managed to eat something i haven't eaten in 3 years for lunch, and i hyped up within a second :D
its raining again, and its the best weather so far! xD
i don't know if teachers read my blog :( if they do, then they'll know what a retard i am. nooooooooo :P
okay gonna go shower now, then maybe take a long awaited AFTERNOON NAP >u< (hums a happy tune)
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 3:48 pm.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
i have nothing to blog about today T___T (mull) besides how tired i am.
tired. tired. TIRED!
went to bed at 1am yesterday and even then, couldn't fall asleep with such a preoccupied mental status. (some people may think 1am's still early but you happen to be talking to a person who can't wake up if she sleeps later than 11.30pm :D peace!)
so i was half asleep throughout the entire day, with the nagging need to sleep in class but yet unable to do so because of the teachers present.
slurring in my speech makes me feel drunk :X i remember telling joey in my ultimate sleepiness that "omgican'ttakeitanymorehahahahahaaa......(falls asleep)" and, i feel really ___ over what you've said. i'm not disappointed in you, neither am i going crazy cos i "wasted" so much effort, i'm just...tired. irresponsibly tired. so much that i was unconsciously playing the violin today (yes i know pris and jomain were laughing xD) and my mind suddenly konked out, everything went blur and i almost fell from my chair during rehearsals because of that.
its not for me you know, its not just because of me. Its because...nothing will ever be the same for me if you...you know. don't do this to me if you care T.T cos i won't be able to take the blow when that time comes. i'm sorry but, the thing you said...is starting to make sense, and is starting to take shape...
こんなに疲れたの原因はそうかもしれないが、
それは余り関係ないだと思うけれど。
もう有りえないって、兎に角やらないって、
心の中には全然違うな理解でしょう?
I don't want to play mind games anymore...T.T まだ分からずに我儘をすれば・・・本当に、疲れられるよ。its tough being me, that sometimes i just wanna let go. you know, it'd be so much better to just forget everything and live a happy life being me and just me, not someone i'm trying to upkeep, upgrade and maintain everyday. if you kept reading the same book over and over again, wouldn't you get sick of it? wouldn't you look forward to a more interesting, fresh book to read? i really want my comfort zone but everything keeps pushing me out of it...rawr! D:
i feel like saying lots and lots and lots of things, but suddenly...i feel kinda empty. like there's nothing to say. yeah okay nothing to say so i'll stop blogging here :D
dont ask me if i'm fine, cos i am perfectly fine but i just need to drone everything out on this blogpost hahaha xD
P.S.: eliz! what blazer?! what conference?! :3
jyaaa, ne! <3
tired. tired. TIRED!
went to bed at 1am yesterday and even then, couldn't fall asleep with such a preoccupied mental status. (some people may think 1am's still early but you happen to be talking to a person who can't wake up if she sleeps later than 11.30pm :D peace!)
so i was half asleep throughout the entire day, with the nagging need to sleep in class but yet unable to do so because of the teachers present.
slurring in my speech makes me feel drunk :X i remember telling joey in my ultimate sleepiness that "omgican'ttakeitanymorehahahahahaaa......(falls asleep)" and, i feel really ___ over what you've said. i'm not disappointed in you, neither am i going crazy cos i "wasted" so much effort, i'm just...tired. irresponsibly tired. so much that i was unconsciously playing the violin today (yes i know pris and jomain were laughing xD) and my mind suddenly konked out, everything went blur and i almost fell from my chair during rehearsals because of that.
its not for me you know, its not just because of me. Its because...nothing will ever be the same for me if you...you know. don't do this to me if you care T.T cos i won't be able to take the blow when that time comes. i'm sorry but, the thing you said...is starting to make sense, and is starting to take shape...
こんなに疲れたの原因はそうかもしれないが、
それは余り関係ないだと思うけれど。
もう有りえないって、兎に角やらないって、
心の中には全然違うな理解でしょう?
I don't want to play mind games anymore...T.T まだ分からずに我儘をすれば・・・本当に、疲れられるよ。its tough being me, that sometimes i just wanna let go. you know, it'd be so much better to just forget everything and live a happy life being me and just me, not someone i'm trying to upkeep, upgrade and maintain everyday. if you kept reading the same book over and over again, wouldn't you get sick of it? wouldn't you look forward to a more interesting, fresh book to read? i really want my comfort zone but everything keeps pushing me out of it...rawr! D:
i feel like saying lots and lots and lots of things, but suddenly...i feel kinda empty. like there's nothing to say. yeah okay nothing to say so i'll stop blogging here :D
dont ask me if i'm fine, cos i am perfectly fine but i just need to drone everything out on this blogpost hahaha xD
P.S.: eliz! what blazer?! what conference?! :3
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:51 pm.
Monday, March 23, 2009
i don't get this, i really don't.
why is life so unfair, that all the "bad" people get all the advantages, and the "good" people must work their asses off and still not get what they should be getting.
why is life so unfair, such that when you feel happy about something, you suddenly realise there's something sadder that overpowers the hapiness.
wengchen---hurt and angry.
as dunno-who said...one person's success is another's downfall. i'm going to help you, i don't care. you deserve it more than anyone else going...and i'm sorry.
you must've been so hurt...T___T
i'm thinking of a plan right now, a fullproof one that'll get you in. just you wait, and to those people who failed their japanese and still got into the immersion...just, back away. give this chance to someone who deserves it infinite times more than you. you know you're limits and you'll be going there to suffer, either way. oh please, if you fail jap, you obviously don't take it seriously. why can't you just let someone who needs this chance so badly to go in replacement of you, a lazy and bochap person? yon sensei's not helping this time...>n<
just let it all out, don't hold it in...T.T and don't go back either.
i'm going to reflect. and anyone who's backing out of the immers, please please pleeeeeeeease tell me! T.T
(a silent prayer)
once again, moelc has DISAPPOINTED me by making the wrong choices all over again. i think i should be their supervisor or something, telling them who's eligible to do what and who's definitely not.
gonna talk to sheenchama and skye about this now.
why is life so unfair, that all the "bad" people get all the advantages, and the "good" people must work their asses off and still not get what they should be getting.
why is life so unfair, such that when you feel happy about something, you suddenly realise there's something sadder that overpowers the hapiness.
wengchen---hurt and angry.
as dunno-who said...one person's success is another's downfall. i'm going to help you, i don't care. you deserve it more than anyone else going...and i'm sorry.
you must've been so hurt...T___T
i'm thinking of a plan right now, a fullproof one that'll get you in. just you wait, and to those people who failed their japanese and still got into the immersion...just, back away. give this chance to someone who deserves it infinite times more than you. you know you're limits and you'll be going there to suffer, either way. oh please, if you fail jap, you obviously don't take it seriously. why can't you just let someone who needs this chance so badly to go in replacement of you, a lazy and bochap person? yon sensei's not helping this time...>n<
just let it all out, don't hold it in...T.T and don't go back either.
i'm going to reflect. and anyone who's backing out of the immers, please please pleeeeeeeease tell me! T.T
(a silent prayer)
once again, moelc has DISAPPOINTED me by making the wrong choices all over again. i think i should be their supervisor or something, telling them who's eligible to do what and who's definitely not.
gonna talk to sheenchama and skye about this now.
Labels: why did this have to happen
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:13 pm.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! :D (spastic outburst)
hahaha sorry heh! >u<
もう一回頑張らなきゃあ~！
ハハハ桔構うざいんだね、こう言う話を聞く時は。
なんか、こんなに一杯な宿題があるのに、めちゃくちゃ嬉しいで~す。
でも何時も先輩と話ている時嬉しくなるよ。
何も言える時は、嬉しいかな・・・
子供みたいな我儘がした。
term 2 is DA PUSH :3
i'm gonna work it out puffyyy >u<
(evil glint) just you wait and see...MUAHAHAHAAA :P
meanwhile, from this term, i hope for...
1)more S.O. outings from GREEEENs! <3
2)more GREEEENs bonding cum lunches
3)make new friends :)
4)study harderrr!
5)get into JSCeee :D
6)push myself to do more stuff i wanna do
7)master COPLAND YEAAAH! so at least i'll have something to perform heh xD
8)learn 2/3 of violin pieces :P
9)SYF you-know-what-i-ain't-gonna-jinx-it-here ;)
10)Do everything above and much moreee! :D
(like i said, i ain't gonna jinx it here hahahaaa xD)
*falls asleep
nah i'm too excited over SHIRITORIII :DDDDDDDDD
my only motivation to go to moelc nowadays TuT
Q.oh...there's japanese test tomorrow?
A.studying at 2pm tomorrow :P
thats so meee.
okay, gonna eat dinner now!
mom: i still don't get how you learn your japanese. you don't do homework, you never touch your portal...?
me: eh...hah. hahahah. well what d'you want me to say? :D just read and...wait i don't know how to answer this question! xD
jyaaa, ne! <3
hahaha sorry heh! >u<
もう一回頑張らなきゃあ~！
ハハハ桔構うざいんだね、こう言う話を聞く時は。
なんか、こんなに一杯な宿題があるのに、めちゃくちゃ嬉しいで~す。
でも何時も先輩と話ている時嬉しくなるよ。
何も言える時は、嬉しいかな・・・
子供みたいな我儘がした。
term 2 is DA PUSH :3
i'm gonna work it out puffyyy >u<
(evil glint) just you wait and see...MUAHAHAHAAA :P
meanwhile, from this term, i hope for...
1)more S.O. outings from GREEEENs! <3
2)more GREEEENs bonding cum lunches
3)make new friends :)
4)study harderrr!
5)get into JSCeee :D
6)push myself to do more stuff i wanna do
7)master COPLAND YEAAAH! so at least i'll have something to perform heh xD
8)learn 2/3 of violin pieces :P
9)SYF you-know-what-i-ain't-gonna-jinx-it-here ;)
10)Do everything above and much moreee! :D
(like i said, i ain't gonna jinx it here hahahaaa xD)
*falls asleep
nah i'm too excited over SHIRITORIII :DDDDDDDDD
my only motivation to go to moelc nowadays TuT
Q.oh...there's japanese test tomorrow?
A.studying at 2pm tomorrow :P
thats so meee.
okay, gonna eat dinner now!
mom: i still don't get how you learn your japanese. you don't do homework, you never touch your portal...?
me: eh...hah. hahahah. well what d'you want me to say? :D just read and...wait i don't know how to answer this question! xD
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:57 pm.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
another fun fun fun day! :DDDDDDDDD
and sleepyhead's finally FINALLY back! >u< (bounces around happily)
gonna watch departures with mom and aunt later, yayhooo! xD
wahahaaah feeling a shower of jealously now, clar's life is so FUN :P kinda makes me wanna plan somemore fun outings for SO <3 muahahahaaa greens'll make it the best SO camp in history!
my parents'll kill me if i go VJ okayyy :( if they'd allowed, i wouldn't be right here sulking over life in st.nicks. bah anyway, bright future! nothing to lose :D
sleptwalked(past-tense of sleepwalk? :P) to Esplanade yesterday just to get a page of Copland which i so miserably lost :3 but the trip made me 100000000x happier, cos i managed to get out of my house! :D and while ditzily waiting at city hall mrt for the JE train to come, i met elizabeeeth! >u< who had just come back from PSC and was on her way to a musical hahaha xD she's a really nice person who can talk enough to not make me fall asleep standing upright :DDD (its a biiig compliment!) cos most of the time i get sleepy when people talk alot hahaha xD
I WANNA WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATCH!!! <3s
i'm just a ring away! :DDDDDDDDD (wears sunglasses and holds up peace sign)
okay gonna rush homework! xD
jyaaa, ne! <3
and sleepyhead's finally FINALLY back! >u< (bounces around happily)
gonna watch departures with mom and aunt later, yayhooo! xD
wahahaaah feeling a shower of jealously now, clar's life is so FUN :P kinda makes me wanna plan somemore fun outings for SO <3 muahahahaaa greens'll make it the best SO camp in history!
my parents'll kill me if i go VJ okayyy :( if they'd allowed, i wouldn't be right here sulking over life in st.nicks. bah anyway, bright future! nothing to lose :D
sleptwalked(past-tense of sleepwalk? :P) to Esplanade yesterday just to get a page of Copland which i so miserably lost :3 but the trip made me 100000000x happier, cos i managed to get out of my house! :D and while ditzily waiting at city hall mrt for the JE train to come, i met elizabeeeth! >u< who had just come back from PSC and was on her way to a musical hahaha xD she's a really nice person who can talk enough to not make me fall asleep standing upright :DDD (its a biiig compliment!) cos most of the time i get sleepy when people talk alot hahaha xD
I WANNA WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATCH!!! <3s
i'm just a ring away! :DDDDDDDDD (wears sunglasses and holds up peace sign)
okay gonna rush homework! xD
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 1:25 pm.
Friday, March 20, 2009
嘆いた。 ☆⌒(＞。≪)ﾊﾞｶｼﾞｬﾈｰﾉ---------さすがあんた！！！
今日、食欲はないし、晩ご飯全然食べたくなかったけど、母親が言った
とおりに、半分を無理に食べました。>o< 朝からずっと、空想してるようにいってた。\(z__z)/
真逆、君を思ってるの。時々は本当に嘘したいなあ、めちゃ嬉しかったとか、
いなかったほうが喜んでいるとか・・・やめよ。現実は夢みたいに奇麗じゃないわ、
あたしがそう思っていたんだ。でもその日まで(どうやってなるのはまだ考えたくないや
ねん)、『君との毎日の残り時間は一緒に費やしたい』と自分が決めたんだ。d(-_^)
いつも短い休みのとおりに、宿題の多さにびっくりした。驚いたのは、
控えめな表現されると思った。ｶﾞ━━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━━ﾝ ムキャアー！こりゃ無理でしょう！泣いたり怒ったり
の気持ちは大変言葉にできない。なあああんで休みはそんなに苦しくなる訳 (涙が溢
れている)日本語試験、数学試験、地理試験、まだ勉強しないじゃん！((T.T； )(； T.T))おろおろ･･･
クセぇ~ >___< (pummels table with a huff)
（￣へ￣）~ me say punyaaan hmph! :3
学校へ帰りたくない。普通の生活と人生が、恐くて寂しくなったよ。『諦めない』
や『頑張らなきゃあ！』などと自分自身に話せるのは一つだけの応援だった。
でもなんかもう、いままでの未熟から成熟したよ。もう我儘にしませんから。めんどく
さいなら、あなたの注目は要りたくなかったほうがいいんでしょう。やっぱり他
人に邪魔をするのはいやだ。絶対やだ。-ｬダヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ
人と接するのは、とても大変な時もあり、精神的にも疲れるのかもしれません。
それは、その瞬間で言うと、はっきり言って『辛い』＝『不幸』なことかもしれ
ませんが、あなたがあなた自身としっかり話をすることが出来ていたたら、その
『辛い』出来事は、あなたの望む『楽しい』未来のための通過点なんでしょうね。:D
あなたの『楽しい』未来にいる自分は、どんな自分ですか？♡ <---(＾□＾*)/
お疲れ様でした。:3
おやちゅみぃ~ >u<
じゃあ、ね！<3
今日、食欲はないし、晩ご飯全然食べたくなかったけど、母親が言った
とおりに、半分を無理に食べました。>o< 朝からずっと、空想してるようにいってた。\(z__z)/
真逆、君を思ってるの。時々は本当に嘘したいなあ、めちゃ嬉しかったとか、
いなかったほうが喜んでいるとか・・・やめよ。現実は夢みたいに奇麗じゃないわ、
あたしがそう思っていたんだ。でもその日まで(どうやってなるのはまだ考えたくないや
ねん)、『君との毎日の残り時間は一緒に費やしたい』と自分が決めたんだ。d(-_^)
いつも短い休みのとおりに、宿題の多さにびっくりした。驚いたのは、
控えめな表現されると思った。ｶﾞ━━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━━ﾝ ムキャアー！こりゃ無理でしょう！泣いたり怒ったり
の気持ちは大変言葉にできない。なあああんで休みはそんなに苦しくなる訳 (涙が溢
れている)日本語試験、数学試験、地理試験、まだ勉強しないじゃん！((T.T； )(； T.T))おろおろ･･･
クセぇ~ >___< (pummels table with a huff)
（￣へ￣）~ me say punyaaan hmph! :3
学校へ帰りたくない。普通の生活と人生が、恐くて寂しくなったよ。『諦めない』
や『頑張らなきゃあ！』などと自分自身に話せるのは一つだけの応援だった。
でもなんかもう、いままでの未熟から成熟したよ。もう我儘にしませんから。めんどく
さいなら、あなたの注目は要りたくなかったほうがいいんでしょう。やっぱり他
人に邪魔をするのはいやだ。絶対やだ。-ｬダヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ
人と接するのは、とても大変な時もあり、精神的にも疲れるのかもしれません。
それは、その瞬間で言うと、はっきり言って『辛い』＝『不幸』なことかもしれ
ませんが、あなたがあなた自身としっかり話をすることが出来ていたたら、その
『辛い』出来事は、あなたの望む『楽しい』未来のための通過点なんでしょうね。:D
あなたの『楽しい』未来にいる自分は、どんな自分ですか？♡ <---(＾□＾*)/
お疲れ様でした。:3
おやちゅみぃ~ >u<
じゃあ、ね！<3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:54 pm.
WATCH THIIIS! :DDDDDDDDD (how to impress your japanese friend)
ブリっチロークミュジカル
今日は又々楽しい日になるよ。
休みは終わりたくないけど、皆も会いたいなあ。
でもさあ、来週はめちゃ忙しそうし、頭が混乱ように態々一杯しってるはず。
また、尻取りやるって嬉ちいけれど、なんか先生に謝らなきゃ。ヤッベ、言葉を失
うらしい。内の阿呆がして、全部その悪いだもん。
先週、紀伊国屋で、新しい伝説を買ったよ！
本のカバーがキラキラしたり、買わなくていやないと思ったら、衝動的に買いま
した。恋空の続編、"君空"と言う本なんだあ。面白くて、浪漫的に、あたしの心
を感動した。皆は時間があったら、是非、君空をご読んでね。
詰まんない日常に、自分が一番したい事をしましたか。それとも反対に、人造人
間のように毎日を生きているの。克く考えると、やっぱり、人生の教育は、学校
の勉強じゃないよ。人生の教育は、心と全ての平衡でしょう。まあ、あたし哲学
者なんかやないから、こう言う道理もはっきり分かる訳ないね。ここまで書いた
いから、今昼ご飯を食べに行くんだぜ！
じゃあ、ね！
(did you really bother to read the whole chunk above? xD)
ブリっチロークミュジカル
今日は又々楽しい日になるよ。
休みは終わりたくないけど、皆も会いたいなあ。
でもさあ、来週はめちゃ忙しそうし、頭が混乱ように態々一杯しってるはず。
また、尻取りやるって嬉ちいけれど、なんか先生に謝らなきゃ。ヤッベ、言葉を失
うらしい。内の阿呆がして、全部その悪いだもん。
先週、紀伊国屋で、新しい伝説を買ったよ！
本のカバーがキラキラしたり、買わなくていやないと思ったら、衝動的に買いま
した。恋空の続編、"君空"と言う本なんだあ。面白くて、浪漫的に、あたしの心
を感動した。皆は時間があったら、是非、君空をご読んでね。
詰まんない日常に、自分が一番したい事をしましたか。それとも反対に、人造人
間のように毎日を生きているの。克く考えると、やっぱり、人生の教育は、学校
の勉強じゃないよ。人生の教育は、心と全ての平衡でしょう。まあ、あたし哲学
者なんかやないから、こう言う道理もはっきり分かる訳ないね。ここまで書いた
いから、今昼ご飯を食べに行くんだぜ！
じゃあ、ね！
(did you really bother to read the whole chunk above? xD)
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 12:41 pm.
ス・マ・エ・ル！
~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)おはよー♪
i ♥ this blogskin! :DDDDDDDDD
自分が作ったの、めちゃくちゃヘッピー！>u<
credits goes to my friend, mireille ;) thank you!!!
hahaha just kidding, thats ME. (trying my best to make it official but phailing xD)
took an hour and a half, but it was worth the time! :D
随分可愛いと思うけど >u< ちゅうー!
☆ﾐ(o*･ω･)ﾉｲｯﾃｷﾏ-ｽ!! スタスタ...
went jogging with aunt today, and we ended up visiting isabelle and aunty sally! :D
it feels really nice to be able to talk with someone you've known for...well, 15-3=12 years :))) p.s. i'm in love with that cereal you bought muahahahaaa xD anything vanilla tastes/smells nice neee^-^
gotta break outta this childishness before its too late...
keep my head high! :3
sometimes i envy people who's lives are constantly up and going, a boring life isn't fun :P i kinda regret going to st.nicks actually :O its the same routine over and over again, nothing new, just studying in a cramped classroom. no OBS, no camps, no nothing. :( its sad that its so b-o-o-o-ring. which was why...
1)i took a 3rd language
2)i press myself to join outside competitions(like the super duper fun JSC)
3)i love taking part in hard projects
a teacher recently told my sister that i was a...
"rebel who tries to rebel in every single aspect possible"
mmm...nah. xD no i don't think so, quote from sheen: "confirm plus chop!" :P anyway, what's life without adventure and trouble? :D
one life, live it the way you want it.
i wanna play 隠れん坊 again :3 with kotoechan and keisakukun. i think people who don't know me and read my blog'd probably think i'm really free and all, but...maybe i'm not. i just choose to neglect some important stuff, and take into mind more less important stuff. i think that makes life a whole lot easier, especially if you're living in SINGAPORE :X
okay, so off to the esplanade now! :D gonna borrow copland scores >u<
and of course, some studying with isab <3
jyaaa, ne! <3
~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)おはよー♪
i ♥ this blogskin! :DDDDDDDDD
自分が作ったの、めちゃくちゃヘッピー！>u<
credits goes to my friend, mireille ;) thank you!!!
hahaha just kidding, thats ME. (trying my best to make it official but phailing xD)
took an hour and a half, but it was worth the time! :D
随分可愛いと思うけど >u< ちゅうー!
☆ﾐ(o*･ω･)ﾉｲｯﾃｷﾏ-ｽ!! スタスタ...
went jogging with aunt today, and we ended up visiting isabelle and aunty sally! :D
it feels really nice to be able to talk with someone you've known for...well, 15-3=12 years :))) p.s. i'm in love with that cereal you bought muahahahaaa xD anything vanilla tastes/smells nice neee^-^
gotta break outta this childishness before its too late...
keep my head high! :3
sometimes i envy people who's lives are constantly up and going, a boring life isn't fun :P i kinda regret going to st.nicks actually :O its the same routine over and over again, nothing new, just studying in a cramped classroom. no OBS, no camps, no nothing. :( its sad that its so b-o-o-o-ring. which was why...
1)i took a 3rd language
2)i press myself to join outside competitions(like the super duper fun JSC)
3)i love taking part in hard projects
a teacher recently told my sister that i was a...
"rebel who tries to rebel in every single aspect possible"
mmm...nah. xD no i don't think so, quote from sheen: "confirm plus chop!" :P anyway, what's life without adventure and trouble? :D
one life, live it the way you want it.
i wanna play 隠れん坊 again :3 with kotoechan and keisakukun. i think people who don't know me and read my blog'd probably think i'm really free and all, but...maybe i'm not. i just choose to neglect some important stuff, and take into mind more less important stuff. i think that makes life a whole lot easier, especially if you're living in SINGAPORE :X
okay, so off to the esplanade now! :D gonna borrow copland scores >u<
and of course, some studying with isab <3
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:44 am.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
i need a new jacket very badlyyy sasdjfgjafg :3
then i was surfing blogshops, and i saw this incredibly cute ORANGE jacket! <333 (notice i like it mostly because its orange muahahahaaa xD) don't think i'll be getting it anytime soon though...(pouts)
looking for a nihon blogskin but there.isn't.one.on.blogskins.com :(
oh well i'll just have to make one myself hahaha :D
here's a parody :P
different people's lives rotate around different things. and they have different perspectives about different things. mine's quite boring, or so i realised.
1)trying to make teachers not hate me anymore
2)trying to constantly improve so GU and YAP will be constantly happy :3
3)trying to study my hardest but apparantly phailing T___T
4)trying to lose weight
5)trying to squeeeze more free time from a full time jail schedule.
i'll be a nutshell if i ever get to take vocal lessons :DDD
I MISS HARAJUKUUU T_________T
hahaha i realise even though i like shopping and stuff, i'm actually more of a rural person :D i don't really like high-rise buildings and heavy traffic...hmmm. i've always liked cottages and fields of flowers xD
i will be the happiest person on earth and die a happy death if someone were to ever bring me here >u<
then i was surfing blogshops, and i saw this incredibly cute ORANGE jacket! <333 (notice i like it mostly because its orange muahahahaaa xD) don't think i'll be getting it anytime soon though...(pouts)
looking for a nihon blogskin but there.isn't.one.on.blogskins.com :(
oh well i'll just have to make one myself hahaha :D
here's a parody :P
different people's lives rotate around different things. and they have different perspectives about different things. mine's quite boring, or so i realised.
1)trying to make teachers not hate me anymore
2)trying to constantly improve so GU and YAP will be constantly happy :3
3)trying to study my hardest but apparantly phailing T___T
4)trying to lose weight
5)trying to squeeeze more free time from a full time jail schedule.
i'll be a nutshell if i ever get to take vocal lessons :DDD
I MISS HARAJUKUUU T_________T
hahaha i realise even though i like shopping and stuff, i'm actually more of a rural person :D i don't really like high-rise buildings and heavy traffic...hmmm. i've always liked cottages and fields of flowers xD
i will be the happiest person on earth and die a happy death if someone were to ever bring me here >u<
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 12:20 pm.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i have to agree on my own thesis :P
that!
1)God does not give us enemies, but only F.R.I.E.N.D.S :D
it is us who make friends and strangers into enemies.
2)If you think you're good then you ARE good.
3)everything in the world needs BALANCE :3
muahahahaaa i sound so philosophical! :D i am happy! >u< (i notice that my manner of speech is getting more and more disturbingly retarded by the day xD)
one day, i am almost certain that i won't be able to use the computer anymore :( my shan3guang1 (its not myopia, but some light deflect problem) gets alot worse everyday, and yesterday, i got freaked out when i suddenly couldn't see the screen T___- nevermind optimism tells me it'll get better ;P
kawaiiiii!!!! >u<
okay, gonna eat dinner now! :DDD
jyaaa, ne! <3
P.S.: all the best! >u< good luck, there will be good weather don't worry, and...don't cry okay? T___T :D <3
that!
1)God does not give us enemies, but only F.R.I.E.N.D.S :D
it is us who make friends and strangers into enemies.
2)If you think you're good then you ARE good.
3)everything in the world needs BALANCE :3
muahahahaaa i sound so philosophical! :D i am happy! >u< (i notice that my manner of speech is getting more and more disturbingly retarded by the day xD)
one day, i am almost certain that i won't be able to use the computer anymore :( my shan3guang1 (its not myopia, but some light deflect problem) gets alot worse everyday, and yesterday, i got freaked out when i suddenly couldn't see the screen T___- nevermind optimism tells me it'll get better ;P
kawaiiiii!!!! >u<
okay, gonna eat dinner now! :DDD
jyaaa, ne! <3
P.S.: all the best! >u< good luck, there will be good weather don't worry, and...don't cry okay? T___T :D <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:43 pm.
I.AM.BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED!!!
very bored.
bleeeh xP
asduigfyesougyo I LOST ALL MY HOLIDAY HMK NOOOOOOOOO T_______________T
someone paid me to blog today hahaha xD
kidding! if only :P
i have been reduced to watching cooking shows :D (someone just skateboard past and i'm going RAWWWWWWR!!! xD) i wanna do something wild and crazy :( create some nice HOLIDAY memories before term2 starts and the horror begins T___T *sobs hysterically.
fascinating. i have so many things to do and i'm BORED?! xD
i am officially getting PHAT :P
not my fault, cos my aunt came back and has been cooking very extremely fattening dishes muahahahaaa xD which are terribly delish :DDDDDDDDDD
anyway, there's always napfa training next term! xD
a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i,j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r,s,t,u,v,w,x,y,z
now i know my A,B,SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:D
won't you come and play with meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D
muahahahaaa xD
jyaaa, ne! <3
very bored.
bleeeh xP
asduigfyesougyo I LOST ALL MY HOLIDAY HMK NOOOOOOOOO T_______________T
someone paid me to blog today hahaha xD
kidding! if only :P
i have been reduced to watching cooking shows :D (someone just skateboard past and i'm going RAWWWWWWR!!! xD) i wanna do something wild and crazy :( create some nice HOLIDAY memories before term2 starts and the horror begins T___T *sobs hysterically.
fascinating. i have so many things to do and i'm BORED?! xD
i am officially getting PHAT :P
not my fault, cos my aunt came back and has been cooking very extremely fattening dishes muahahahaaa xD which are terribly delish :DDDDDDDDDD
anyway, there's always napfa training next term! xD
a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i,j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r,s,t,u,v,w,x,y,z
now i know my A,B,SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:D
won't you come and play with meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D
muahahahaaa xD
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 1:04 pm.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
[x] You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you. (my toe got stuck in the door xD)
[x]You have ran into a glass/screen door. (like some dodo bird hahaha! xD)
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. (a bicycle cos i didn't know how to brake :D)
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush (omg hahaha why this is embarrasing! :3)
[x] You have been called a "blonde"
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm
[ ] You sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.(AHAHA! its a dark secret mweheheheh! xP)
[x] You have choked on your own spit. (and i wasn't even talking! D:)
So far: 9 (omg i am SO retarded!) xD
[x] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it
[ ]You type with three fingers or less. (so L from deathnote's RETARDED?! xD)
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (innocent glance):3
[x] You have caught yourself drooling (while sleeping, that is! *coughs! xD)
so far: 3 (okay from here on i'm very sure i'm retarded xD)
[x] You have fallen asleep in class. (the day i don't fall asleep in class will be the day singapore experiences a tsunami xD)
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you. (those people are the retarded ones :P its like they're energiser powered to shake their heads)
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice". (huh? hahaha thats what i call retarded! xD)
so far: 3
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. (shut up! xD)
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally. (when i was young okayyy! xD)
[x]You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. (oh gosh this time its 5/5! i'm retarded oh nooo! xD)
so far: 5 T___T (i AM retarded!)
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't. (there should be HALF an X here xD)
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused. (ooops i didn't know THAT was retarded!)
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.(and amazingly i didn't know i had fallen from my chair and was still staring at the whiteboard xD)
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[ ] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
Total: 5
25x3=(counts using fingers xD) 75% OMG i am A1 retardness!!! xD :D :O D: ): T.T
i am a helpless retard hahahaaa xD
MULTIPLY BY 3 & REPOST WITH "I AM ___% RETARDED"
And if you use a calculator just put yourself as 100% Retarded. (phew! xD)
[x]You have ran into a glass/screen door. (like some dodo bird hahaha! xD)
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. (a bicycle cos i didn't know how to brake :D)
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush (omg hahaha why this is embarrasing! :3)
[x] You have been called a "blonde"
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm
[ ] You sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.(AHAHA! its a dark secret mweheheheh! xP)
[x] You have choked on your own spit. (and i wasn't even talking! D:)
So far: 9 (omg i am SO retarded!) xD
[x] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it
[ ]You type with three fingers or less. (so L from deathnote's RETARDED?! xD)
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (innocent glance):3
[x] You have caught yourself drooling (while sleeping, that is! *coughs! xD)
so far: 3 (okay from here on i'm very sure i'm retarded xD)
[x] You have fallen asleep in class. (the day i don't fall asleep in class will be the day singapore experiences a tsunami xD)
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you. (those people are the retarded ones :P its like they're energiser powered to shake their heads)
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice". (huh? hahaha thats what i call retarded! xD)
so far: 3
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. (shut up! xD)
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally. (when i was young okayyy! xD)
[x]You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. (oh gosh this time its 5/5! i'm retarded oh nooo! xD)
so far: 5 T___T (i AM retarded!)
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't. (there should be HALF an X here xD)
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused. (ooops i didn't know THAT was retarded!)
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.(and amazingly i didn't know i had fallen from my chair and was still staring at the whiteboard xD)
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[ ] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
Total: 5
25x3=(counts using fingers xD) 75% OMG i am A1 retardness!!! xD :D :O D: ): T.T
i am a helpless retard hahahaaa xD
MULTIPLY BY 3 & REPOST WITH "I AM ___% RETARDED"
And if you use a calculator just put yourself as 100% Retarded. (phew! xD)
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:59 pm.
today was another supeeerb day <3
i'll try to finish studying nihongo and math today! :DDDDDDDDDD
everything currently on my list:
1)study for japanese test
2)study for math test
3)see when the geog test is then decide when to start studying
4)do BZDHG (bleeeh :P)
5)all other school homework
6)discuss with Jeanette and Yuanting project work
7)find a day to go out with sempai
8)practise piano and LEARN COPLAND omggg T___T
9)practise violin and master Czardas!
10)SYF pieces, gonna practise somehow
11)tell mom to call chiyo
12)do theory hmk
13)do math tuition homework
14)do chinese tuition homework
15)cut myself some slack :X
16)get rid of all visible pimples on my face XP
17)discuss with kimberly and others chinese shinbun project
18)rewrite all my CME stuff(that i lost T.T)
19)go check on my earrings
20)read finish the storybook shakespeare lent me and do book review
21)all other stuff that i can't remember and don't want to remember.
(faints) oh well, i'll have fun!!! :D number one to twenty one shall be done on Sunday muahahahaaa xD kidding, though it did happen before! :P
went out with Charmaine, Alyssa, Charis and Natasha todayyy >u< super funnn! <3
went to eat at junction8, then charmaine accompanied me to and fro the moelc to pass the passport copy thing :) woman at the general office counter looked aghast at the disfigured sheet of what used to be a piece of paper, and asked me if i got caught in a tornado before i arrived .___. while walking back, we realised the big difference in weight in our violin cases hahaha! :D
went to watch "race to witch mountain" after that, of which i was so tired i went K.O. for 1/5 of the movie and slept soundly at the most action-packed part xD
(bang!)(crash!)(zooooom!)*UFO attacks and massive destruction everywhere
(a very thrilled audience stares focusedly at the screen)
(zzzzz...zzz...z...)-as heard from wengchen :P
heheheh! xD ah well, nah i didn't snore :3
it was a rather amusing movie, go watch it! :D
me sleeping totally doesn't mean it was boring muahahahaaa xD
then we went shopping after that, and i bought my FIRST PAIR OF EARRINGS!!! TuT (rejoices and holds earrings up like a trophy) tadaaaaah! :DDD natasha bought something punked from 77th street hahaha xD heard funny stories from charmaine about mr nah being ___ on the way home :DDDDD
"(wags finger) talk to the finger cos the face doesn't care ;P" OMG hahahahaha! xD can you imagine a guy teacher doing that? :D well, he did admit it, sooo......nevermind shan't talk about him anymore cos i feel bad now :3
and, YES i will not stand next to charmaine weee hah! xD so demoralising, my shoulder's at her waist and when we talk, i have to raise my head almost 90 degrees up T___T (hahaha just kidding, i'm happy for you that you're so tall :D) never fear, my growth spurt is nearrr! (yeaaaaaaaahhh xD)
oh did this quiz from facebook that's prettyyy accurate :D
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
hahahaaaa that was fun >u<
okay, gonna do some homework while waiting for someone to come back from tuition.
see ya! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
i'll try to finish studying nihongo and math today! :DDDDDDDDDD
everything currently on my list:
1)study for japanese test
2)study for math test
3)see when the geog test is then decide when to start studying
4)do BZDHG (bleeeh :P)
5)all other school homework
6)discuss with Jeanette and Yuanting project work
7)find a day to go out with sempai
8)practise piano and LEARN COPLAND omggg T___T
9)practise violin and master Czardas!
10)SYF pieces, gonna practise somehow
11)tell mom to call chiyo
12)do theory hmk
13)do math tuition homework
14)do chinese tuition homework
15)cut myself some slack :X
16)get rid of all visible pimples on my face XP
17)discuss with kimberly and others chinese shinbun project
18)rewrite all my CME stuff(that i lost T.T)
19)go check on my earrings
20)read finish the storybook shakespeare lent me and do book review
21)all other stuff that i can't remember and don't want to remember.
(faints) oh well, i'll have fun!!! :D number one to twenty one shall be done on Sunday muahahahaaa xD kidding, though it did happen before! :P
went out with Charmaine, Alyssa, Charis and Natasha todayyy >u< super funnn! <3
went to eat at junction8, then charmaine accompanied me to and fro the moelc to pass the passport copy thing :) woman at the general office counter looked aghast at the disfigured sheet of what used to be a piece of paper, and asked me if i got caught in a tornado before i arrived .___. while walking back, we realised the big difference in weight in our violin cases hahaha! :D
went to watch "race to witch mountain" after that, of which i was so tired i went K.O. for 1/5 of the movie and slept soundly at the most action-packed part xD
(bang!)(crash!)(zooooom!)*UFO attacks and massive destruction everywhere
(a very thrilled audience stares focusedly at the screen)
(zzzzz...zzz...z...)-as heard from wengchen :P
heheheh! xD ah well, nah i didn't snore :3
it was a rather amusing movie, go watch it! :D
me sleeping totally doesn't mean it was boring muahahahaaa xD
then we went shopping after that, and i bought my FIRST PAIR OF EARRINGS!!! TuT (rejoices and holds earrings up like a trophy) tadaaaaah! :DDD natasha bought something punked from 77th street hahaha xD heard funny stories from charmaine about mr nah being ___ on the way home :DDDDD
"(wags finger) talk to the finger cos the face doesn't care ;P" OMG hahahahaha! xD can you imagine a guy teacher doing that? :D well, he did admit it, sooo......nevermind shan't talk about him anymore cos i feel bad now :3
and, YES i will not stand next to charmaine weee hah! xD so demoralising, my shoulder's at her waist and when we talk, i have to raise my head almost 90 degrees up T___T (hahaha just kidding, i'm happy for you that you're so tall :D) never fear, my growth spurt is nearrr! (yeaaaaaaaahhh xD)
oh did this quiz from facebook that's prettyyy accurate :D
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
hahahaaaa that was fun >u<
okay, gonna do some homework while waiting for someone to come back from tuition.
see ya! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:46 pm.
Monday, March 16, 2009
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
hahaha! xD
oh btw you should photocopy your passport too just incase
Kit Chong says:
yeah..
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
do you know which page?
its the one with your face (only one page has your face i think) hahaha xD
Kit Chong says:
uhhh nope :/
oh you mean the one with my handsome face on it? XD
HAHA OKAY
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
*COUGHS wrong passport isit? xD
don't photocopy wrongly okay!
Kit Chong says:
no no, on the passport writes "The most handsome guy on planet earth, Ng kit chong" leh
then that must be me lah.
no one else with such a handsome name and such a sleek name
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
wow, i didn't know there were so many kitchongs in the world xD
Kit Chong says:
no
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
hahaha! xD
Kit Chong says:
theres only one -
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
kidding! xD
Kit Chong says:
ME!
WAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAH'
lol
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW xDDDDDDDDDD
(sudden bright blinding light) allelujah! 0___0 xD
Kit Chong says:
yes, embrace the bright future. ;)
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
LOL egoist muahahahaaa xD
nevermind, you're talking to a miss universe here xD
Kit Chong says:
kewll, i didnt know you had a miss universe as a relative! must intro someday ah!
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
oh intro wengchen? you're damn lucky man, today's the day you're finally talking to her on MSN wooow! xD
Kit Chong says:
wengchen? miss universe?
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
huh? that’s sad, why're you so outdated :/
Kit Chong says:
*slaps myself* then that wengchen must be some other wengchen. cause the only weng chen i know is..
tan weng chen
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
really pretty right! xD
Kit Chong says:
and as far as i know, shes definitely not near my league in terms of looks, appeal and appearance
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
sigh, ugly calling the pretty ugly xD
tsk the jealousy xD
Kit Chong says:
wengchen! why are you calling yourself ugly
i know you really are, but you dont have to have such low self esteem!
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
sorry, i think you have depression
you're talking mumbo jumbo
nevermind, I UNDERSTAND ;)
Kit Chong says:
people that dont have looks still have the heart, but oh well, doesn't make much of a difference since you don;t have both :/
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
sigh, why’re you so heartbroken? even though you're heartbroken you don't need to go crazy right xD
poor guy xD
Kit Chong says:
you're going crazy. I think I have to call your parents to make you see a doctor or something. You're messing up all the facts on who's more good-looking and etc.
I'd really have to do so. And fast.
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
wahhah i've called the doctor already, he going to your house now, don''t panic okay!
you're going to be, SANE ;D don't worry!
its not sugery or anything, just a brainwash xD
Kit Chong says:
lol i cant fight with you anymore in terms of bitching, i sure lose one. bitching is .. just, not my thing.
hahaha! xD
oh btw you should photocopy your passport too just incase
Kit Chong says:
yeah..
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
do you know which page?
its the one with your face (only one page has your face i think) hahaha xD
Kit Chong says:
uhhh nope :/
oh you mean the one with my handsome face on it? XD
HAHA OKAY
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
*COUGHS wrong passport isit? xD
don't photocopy wrongly okay!
Kit Chong says:
no no, on the passport writes "The most handsome guy on planet earth, Ng kit chong" leh
then that must be me lah.
no one else with such a handsome name and such a sleek name
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
wow, i didn't know there were so many kitchongs in the world xD
Kit Chong says:
no
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
hahaha! xD
Kit Chong says:
theres only one -
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
kidding! xD
Kit Chong says:
ME!
WAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAH'
lol
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW xDDDDDDDDDD
(sudden bright blinding light) allelujah! 0___0 xD
Kit Chong says:
yes, embrace the bright future. ;)
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
LOL egoist muahahahaaa xD
nevermind, you're talking to a miss universe here xD
Kit Chong says:
kewll, i didnt know you had a miss universe as a relative! must intro someday ah!
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
oh intro wengchen? you're damn lucky man, today's the day you're finally talking to her on MSN wooow! xD
Kit Chong says:
wengchen? miss universe?
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
huh? that’s sad, why're you so outdated :/
Kit Chong says:
*slaps myself* then that wengchen must be some other wengchen. cause the only weng chen i know is..
tan weng chen
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
really pretty right! xD
Kit Chong says:
and as far as i know, shes definitely not near my league in terms of looks, appeal and appearance
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
sigh, ugly calling the pretty ugly xD
tsk the jealousy xD
Kit Chong says:
wengchen! why are you calling yourself ugly
i know you really are, but you dont have to have such low self esteem!
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
sorry, i think you have depression
you're talking mumbo jumbo
nevermind, I UNDERSTAND ;)
Kit Chong says:
people that dont have looks still have the heart, but oh well, doesn't make much of a difference since you don;t have both :/
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
sigh, why’re you so heartbroken? even though you're heartbroken you don't need to go crazy right xD
poor guy xD
Kit Chong says:
you're going crazy. I think I have to call your parents to make you see a doctor or something. You're messing up all the facts on who's more good-looking and etc.
I'd really have to do so. And fast.
ユェンジェンだよ！~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)パタポンー♪ 【ひまわり】盛りのどっかへ行きたいチュウ---！ says:
wahhah i've called the doctor already, he going to your house now, don''t panic okay!
you're going to be, SANE ;D don't worry!
its not sugery or anything, just a brainwash xD
Kit Chong says:
lol i cant fight with you anymore in terms of bitching, i sure lose one. bitching is .. just, not my thing.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:57 pm.
i wanna spend more time with _________ (pouts) :3
if only i had all the time in the world :(
but that doesn't really matter right now.
today was suuuper fun!!! <3 :DDDDDDDDD
went out with tiannie, hannah and charlyn(tangyuan! xD) for a "level outing" which only the 4 of us could make it :P
i don't get it, since there's a chance for us to bond, why isn't anyone bothering to bond?! its team spirit, we can't do without anyone...kinda sad i guess. that you care so much for your section, you care so much for your playing and your reputation, and yet...nothing for your own level? bleeeh you people. (sticks out tongue :P)
hahaha went to watch Marley and me >u< nice and touching! :DDD but i happened to be laughing at the scene where everyone was crying .___. anticlimax whooops! xD
then we went to take purikuraaa! :D retarded and comical poses hahaha!
bonding camp was fun tooo >u< but hurdles was omg cos my arm almost dislocated from all the tugging and tickling xD then our whole group just staggered to the ground like dominoes hahaha xD and i freaked out when someone just dragged hannah on the ground 0___0 >u<
overall, i lost my voice! :D (i'll take it as a good thing :P)
moelc shut down on me today rawrrr DDD:
going tomorrow! :DDD
if you're late i'll slaughter you muahahahaaa xD
jyaaa, ne! <3
if only i had all the time in the world :(
but that doesn't really matter right now.
today was suuuper fun!!! <3 :DDDDDDDDD
went out with tiannie, hannah and charlyn(tangyuan! xD) for a "level outing" which only the 4 of us could make it :P
i don't get it, since there's a chance for us to bond, why isn't anyone bothering to bond?! its team spirit, we can't do without anyone...kinda sad i guess. that you care so much for your section, you care so much for your playing and your reputation, and yet...nothing for your own level? bleeeh you people. (sticks out tongue :P)
hahaha went to watch Marley and me >u< nice and touching! :DDD but i happened to be laughing at the scene where everyone was crying .___. anticlimax whooops! xD
then we went to take purikuraaa! :D retarded and comical poses hahaha!
bonding camp was fun tooo >u< but hurdles was omg cos my arm almost dislocated from all the tugging and tickling xD then our whole group just staggered to the ground like dominoes hahaha xD and i freaked out when someone just dragged hannah on the ground 0___0 >u<
overall, i lost my voice! :D (i'll take it as a good thing :P)
moelc shut down on me today rawrrr DDD:
going tomorrow! :DDD
if you're late i'll slaughter you muahahahaaa xD
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:57 pm.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
never gonna give you up, never gonna let you cry, never gonna tell a lie to hurt you...<3
hahahahahaaa xD sure says alot about me, though its not really accurate in my opinion :P
today was a fun day! :DDD
I PIERCED MY EARS YOOOOOOOOO! xD xD xD
its not really painful, and my mom forced me to anyway wahhah :D
"one at a time or two in one shot?"
"er...one! no, two! no, how bout just pierce without telling me xD"
don't worry, to all who want to pierce your ears...its not that painful as some people say it to be, don't worry! :) i don't have a high pain tolerance btw :3
anyway, happy birthday chiyochaaaan >U<
<333
otanjoubi omedetou neee, imouto :P love ya lots!
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hahahahahaaa xD sure says alot about me, though its not really accurate in my opinion :P
today was a fun day! :DDD
I PIERCED MY EARS YOOOOOOOOO! xD xD xD
its not really painful, and my mom forced me to anyway wahhah :D
"one at a time or two in one shot?"
"er...one! no, two! no, how bout just pierce without telling me xD"
don't worry, to all who want to pierce your ears...its not that painful as some people say it to be, don't worry! :) i don't have a high pain tolerance btw :3
anyway, happy birthday chiyochaaaan >U<
<333
otanjoubi omedetou neee, imouto :P love ya lots!
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:17 pm.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
ホワイトデー<3
1)what's your full name?
i don't have a starving name :O MCYZ hahaha! xD
2)Do you like your first name ?
yeahp duh i created it :P
3)How long have u liked the person u currently like?
can't answer this question.
4)Have you kissed anyone in the last 48hours ?
nope :D
5)Did you cry today ?
yeahhh xD over something very retarded.
6)What were u doing at 8am this morning ?
having piano lessons T___T
7)What were you doing an hour ago ?
dancing hahaha :D
8)What are you currently doing now ?
stoning and doing this quiz :P
9)Who were the last 3 people who texted you?
mizukawa, joy, amanda.
10)Have you told anybody that u love them today ?
hahaha nope :P must i? :D
11)Do you miss anyone now ?
not anymore :)
12)Any plans for tomorrow ?
many, too many .___. gonna...
1)chinese tuition
2)theory class
3)rush lunch again
4)rush to chiyo's house to celebrate her bdae
5)homework(hahaha like reaaal xD)
13)What was the reason the last time u cried ?
i was really hungry. HEH heh heeeh xD told ya~ :P
14)Is anyone with you now ?
my family.
15)Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C ?
HAHAHA the Cleaner. kidding! nope :3 (starts kissing people who's name starts with C)
bleeeh! xD
16)Name someone who make you smile today- and how ?
ms yap---"did you do your theory homework?" hahaha! :DDD
17)Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'
Zijun.
18)Which of ur friends stays closest to you ?
mmm...many many many i guess :O
19)Do you prefer tuu call or to text ?
whats with the tuuu xD (laughs) i don't mind both, but i prefer to call actually :D i like to hear people's voices on the phone hahaha xD
20)Was yesterday better then today ?
naaah. today's a nice dayyy <3
21)Can you live a day without tv and your phone ?
if i don't have a choice i'll just have to with a broken heart :3
22)Are you still mad about anything now ?
not really, i forget stuff i'm mad about easily heheheh xD
23)Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it ?
why not :D friendship, kinship, they're all special in one way or another.
24)Last person your visted in the hospital ?
i don't remember going to one :) which is a good thing i guess...i don't want anyone to be in the hospital! T___T
25)When is ur last and second last hug ?
before i'm going to sleep-with my pillow hahaha xD
26)What does the last text message in ur inbox says ?
"有難う~千代はきっと、大喜びだよ！" wheeeee!:DDD
27)How do you feel about your life now ?
i don't know, what am i supposed to feel hahaha xD
28)Do you hate anyone ?
nope...don't think i ever will either. its baaad >:O
29)Last person u called ?
my dad.
30)Who usually sent you the most texts in a month ?
sempai hahaha well who else :D
31)Is your room messy now ?
will always be, has always been, is still.
32)Who will be mad if your room is messy ?
Nobody, they've given up on making it tidy hahaha! xD my little/large pigsty :P
33)Your shortest realationship ?
if its friendship...a few seconds! xD (she just saw me and said hi and ran away 0_0)
34)Who do you look like ?
my mom, but in terms of mannerism, my dad hahaha <3
35)Are you a happy or sad person ?
i vary on both extremes xD
36)Who do you constantly tease and why?
i don't really tease people...hahaha not really :D
37)Do you hate the person(s) mentioned above ?
who? hahaha no "people" isn't a person's name .___.
38)If you could time travel,where and when will you want to go to?
mweheheheh its a secret :3
happy white day people! <3
don't forget to demand for chocolates hahaha! xD
okay gonna turn in now :3
jyaaa, ne! <3
1)what's your full name?
i don't have a starving name :O MCYZ hahaha! xD
2)Do you like your first name ?
yeahp duh i created it :P
3)How long have u liked the person u currently like?
can't answer this question.
4)Have you kissed anyone in the last 48hours ?
nope :D
5)Did you cry today ?
yeahhh xD over something very retarded.
6)What were u doing at 8am this morning ?
having piano lessons T___T
7)What were you doing an hour ago ?
dancing hahaha :D
8)What are you currently doing now ?
stoning and doing this quiz :P
9)Who were the last 3 people who texted you?
mizukawa, joy, amanda.
10)Have you told anybody that u love them today ?
hahaha nope :P must i? :D
11)Do you miss anyone now ?
not anymore :)
12)Any plans for tomorrow ?
many, too many .___. gonna...
1)chinese tuition
2)theory class
3)rush lunch again
4)rush to chiyo's house to celebrate her bdae
5)homework(hahaha like reaaal xD)
13)What was the reason the last time u cried ?
i was really hungry. HEH heh heeeh xD told ya~ :P
14)Is anyone with you now ?
my family.
15)Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C ?
HAHAHA the Cleaner. kidding! nope :3 (starts kissing people who's name starts with C)
bleeeh! xD
16)Name someone who make you smile today- and how ?
ms yap---"did you do your theory homework?" hahaha! :DDD
17)Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'
Zijun.
18)Which of ur friends stays closest to you ?
mmm...many many many i guess :O
19)Do you prefer tuu call or to text ?
whats with the tuuu xD (laughs) i don't mind both, but i prefer to call actually :D i like to hear people's voices on the phone hahaha xD
20)Was yesterday better then today ?
naaah. today's a nice dayyy <3
21)Can you live a day without tv and your phone ?
if i don't have a choice i'll just have to with a broken heart :3
22)Are you still mad about anything now ?
not really, i forget stuff i'm mad about easily heheheh xD
23)Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it ?
why not :D friendship, kinship, they're all special in one way or another.
24)Last person your visted in the hospital ?
i don't remember going to one :) which is a good thing i guess...i don't want anyone to be in the hospital! T___T
25)When is ur last and second last hug ?
before i'm going to sleep-with my pillow hahaha xD
26)What does the last text message in ur inbox says ?
"有難う~千代はきっと、大喜びだよ！" wheeeee!:DDD
27)How do you feel about your life now ?
i don't know, what am i supposed to feel hahaha xD
28)Do you hate anyone ?
nope...don't think i ever will either. its baaad >:O
29)Last person u called ?
my dad.
30)Who usually sent you the most texts in a month ?
sempai hahaha well who else :D
31)Is your room messy now ?
will always be, has always been, is still.
32)Who will be mad if your room is messy ?
Nobody, they've given up on making it tidy hahaha! xD my little/large pigsty :P
33)Your shortest realationship ?
if its friendship...a few seconds! xD (she just saw me and said hi and ran away 0_0)
34)Who do you look like ?
my mom, but in terms of mannerism, my dad hahaha <3
35)Are you a happy or sad person ?
i vary on both extremes xD
36)Who do you constantly tease and why?
i don't really tease people...hahaha not really :D
37)Do you hate the person(s) mentioned above ?
who? hahaha no "people" isn't a person's name .___.
38)If you could time travel,where and when will you want to go to?
mweheheheh its a secret :3
happy white day people! <3
don't forget to demand for chocolates hahaha! xD
okay gonna turn in now :3
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:43 pm.
daichukiii <3
hahaha anyway, was really happy that i got to eat my favourite food just now! :DDD
marie digby-say it again >u< hooked mweheheheh~! xD
"say it again for me
it's like the whole world
stops to listen" :3
coming back at 10.30 todayyy (pouts)
okay, ciao! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
hahaha anyway, was really happy that i got to eat my favourite food just now! :DDD
marie digby-say it again >u< hooked mweheheheh~! xD
"say it again for me
it's like the whole world
stops to listen" :3
coming back at 10.30 todayyy (pouts)
okay, ciao! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 3:35 pm.
hahaha my mom says my japanese is aizai xD
but thats actually one of the reasons why i chose japanese :P
there's probably alot of history behind why i did so.
when i was p5, i wanted to be a japanese singer.
when i was p6, i wanted to be a seiyuu.
when i was sec one, i wanted to be a news reporter stationed in japan.
when i was sec two, i wanted to have my own japanese fashion line.
now, i'm sec 3.
this time,
i have a concrete goal :D
which is why i'm working so hard to prove myself.
when i was in p6, i borrowed a book from the amk library called "japanese for idiots". i read it for one week after my psle, and forced myself to remember at least 1/3 of the book. then after remembering, i made myself read out the same sentence over and over and over again, to make sure i could SAY japanese. then i remember doing this in takashimaya, and this japanese guy started laughing at me because i pronounced "arimasu" as "arrimasuuu". then he even told his nephew who was beside him who also turned around and pointed at me and started laughing. i was so humiliated i made up my mind that i would beat him in japanese someday, even if he was japanese.
sooo...when i was in sec1, my japanese teacher kept critisizing my japanese, saying it was inaccurate and lousy and blah blah blah. i went home and blasted some japanese news broadcast and paused it after every sentence, while mimicking what they said in the exact same tone and manner. sometimes, when i couldn't get the desired outcome, i would just cry and blame myself for being so lousy, then get back up and work on it again. after 3 consecutive weeks, i finally managed to rid myself of the singaporean pronounciation.
its all about determination. like how meowth learnt english, he forced himself to speak in a certain manner so that he could woe the girl of his dreams. if there's a will, there will be a way :)
hahaha aside from that!
this is really funny, taken from xiaxue's nuffnang post hahaha xD
article adapted from how bloggers were viewed by the nation in the past.
bah, so much for sharing, really tired right now hahaha :P
jyaaa, ne! <3
but thats actually one of the reasons why i chose japanese :P
there's probably alot of history behind why i did so.
when i was p5, i wanted to be a japanese singer.
when i was p6, i wanted to be a seiyuu.
when i was sec one, i wanted to be a news reporter stationed in japan.
when i was sec two, i wanted to have my own japanese fashion line.
now, i'm sec 3.
this time,
i have a concrete goal :D
which is why i'm working so hard to prove myself.
when i was in p6, i borrowed a book from the amk library called "japanese for idiots". i read it for one week after my psle, and forced myself to remember at least 1/3 of the book. then after remembering, i made myself read out the same sentence over and over and over again, to make sure i could SAY japanese. then i remember doing this in takashimaya, and this japanese guy started laughing at me because i pronounced "arimasu" as "arrimasuuu". then he even told his nephew who was beside him who also turned around and pointed at me and started laughing. i was so humiliated i made up my mind that i would beat him in japanese someday, even if he was japanese.
sooo...when i was in sec1, my japanese teacher kept critisizing my japanese, saying it was inaccurate and lousy and blah blah blah. i went home and blasted some japanese news broadcast and paused it after every sentence, while mimicking what they said in the exact same tone and manner. sometimes, when i couldn't get the desired outcome, i would just cry and blame myself for being so lousy, then get back up and work on it again. after 3 consecutive weeks, i finally managed to rid myself of the singaporean pronounciation.
its all about determination. like how meowth learnt english, he forced himself to speak in a certain manner so that he could woe the girl of his dreams. if there's a will, there will be a way :)
hahaha aside from that!
this is really funny, taken from xiaxue's nuffnang post hahaha xD
article adapted from how bloggers were viewed by the nation in the past.
bah, so much for sharing, really tired right now hahaha :P
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:58 am.
Friday, March 13, 2009
何故か、この世界では・・・
分からずに毎日を過ごいてる人々がそんなに多過ぎの?
如何して、この毎日では、
運命の周り輪を気付いてる人々がそんなに少な過ぎの?
命の意味、知ってるか。
もしもあの日君に出会っていなければ、
こんなに苦しくて
こんなに悲しくて
こんなに切なくて
こんなに涙が溢れるような想いはしなかったと思う。
けれど君が出会っていければ、
こんなに嬉しくて
こんなに優しくて
こんなに愛しくて
こんなに温かくて
こんなに幸せな気持ちを知ることもできなかったよ。
いつか、また、もう一度、君に出会いたい。
眩して、透明で、果てしなく壮大な、この青空の下で。
ご感動した? :)
jyaaa, ne! <3
分からずに毎日を過ごいてる人々がそんなに多過ぎの?
如何して、この毎日では、
運命の周り輪を気付いてる人々がそんなに少な過ぎの?
命の意味、知ってるか。
もしもあの日君に出会っていなければ、
こんなに苦しくて
こんなに悲しくて
こんなに切なくて
こんなに涙が溢れるような想いはしなかったと思う。
けれど君が出会っていければ、
こんなに嬉しくて
こんなに優しくて
こんなに愛しくて
こんなに温かくて
こんなに幸せな気持ちを知ることもできなかったよ。
いつか、また、もう一度、君に出会いたい。
眩して、透明で、果てしなく壮大な、この青空の下で。
ご感動した? :)
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:40 pm.
wo men.lai.dao.le
and we have come to theee
MARCH HOLIDAYSSS!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
deck da HOLS babyyy yeah! xD
i have been holding my violin for 12 hours eeep spent!!! T.T
my legs are disfigured, especially the right one. cos i sorta fell, and the entire leg(from foot to knee cap) was badly bruised whereas the left one just has a huge abrasion .___. uzai naaa. i applied some iodine thing and my entire right leg is purple now :O and as usual, i shall not say "why meee" because i believe there's a reason for everything to happen. maybe purple legs will be the new trend wahhah xD
(yawwwns) i shall make full use of the holidays to snooze :3 (hugs pillow happily) >u<
我好想念你...T___T
watched this cantonese movie during chinese lesson called 地久天长. its a proverb i think :) really sad and touching cos, like all sad movies, the protagonist died .___. while yunwen was crying, may and i were digressing hahaha xD and, heyheyyy! i learnt how to say some stuff okayyy! :DDD (glowers at someone who will probably read this soon) even if its a limited vocab of 6 words *COUGHS! xD (as said so by steph) and i didn't pop your buttons steph, i swear! muahahahaaa :P
steph: yay today's the only day my buttons didn't get popped! xD
char, val and I: (evil grins) ohhh! xDDD
10 seconds later...(this scene is R-rated)
steph: *screams AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! xD
hahaha hilarious! eh you popped mine too. its not visible cos its downwards from the second button :P outrage of modesty!!! xD
and after cca, i was so frustrated with wengjun that i just shouted ___! on the phone and everyone looked at me like i was crazy, especially...miss Foo who's presence was unknown to me at that time UH-OH! D:
oops i did it again heh :D dummmoh.
I WANNA WAAAAAAAAATCH!!! yayayayayaaada >u< :3
<3
<33
<333
you'd better go watch with me okay! :D i'll drag you even if you don't wanna hahaha xD
gonna plan monday's level outing nowww! :DDD
love you guys, stay happy and yappy! >u<
jyaaa, ne! <3
and we have come to theee
MARCH HOLIDAYSSS!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
deck da HOLS babyyy yeah! xD
i have been holding my violin for 12 hours eeep spent!!! T.T
my legs are disfigured, especially the right one. cos i sorta fell, and the entire leg(from foot to knee cap) was badly bruised whereas the left one just has a huge abrasion .___. uzai naaa. i applied some iodine thing and my entire right leg is purple now :O and as usual, i shall not say "why meee" because i believe there's a reason for everything to happen. maybe purple legs will be the new trend wahhah xD
(yawwwns) i shall make full use of the holidays to snooze :3 (hugs pillow happily) >u<
我好想念你...T___T
watched this cantonese movie during chinese lesson called 地久天长. its a proverb i think :) really sad and touching cos, like all sad movies, the protagonist died .___. while yunwen was crying, may and i were digressing hahaha xD and, heyheyyy! i learnt how to say some stuff okayyy! :DDD (glowers at someone who will probably read this soon) even if its a limited vocab of 6 words *COUGHS! xD (as said so by steph) and i didn't pop your buttons steph, i swear! muahahahaaa :P
steph: yay today's the only day my buttons didn't get popped! xD
char, val and I: (evil grins) ohhh! xDDD
10 seconds later...(this scene is R-rated)
steph: *screams AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! xD
hahaha hilarious! eh you popped mine too. its not visible cos its downwards from the second button :P outrage of modesty!!! xD
and after cca, i was so frustrated with wengjun that i just shouted ___! on the phone and everyone looked at me like i was crazy, especially...miss Foo who's presence was unknown to me at that time UH-OH! D:
oops i did it again heh :D dummmoh.
I WANNA WAAAAAAAAATCH!!! yayayayayaaada >u< :3
<3
<33
<333
you'd better go watch with me okay! :D i'll drag you even if you don't wanna hahaha xD
gonna plan monday's level outing nowww! :DDD
love you guys, stay happy and yappy! >u<
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:20 pm.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
yay its overrr! <3
Q: when a teacher's eyes pop out after you say sth, is it a good or bad thing? hmmm...hahaha :3
today was a rather relaxing day, as usual :DDD love it when we get free periods!!!
and...uhhh! she's a really nice person actually. yeah i feel bad, and oh maaan she was really nice to me okay! :3
Q. what kind of a person do your friends see you as?
A. (laughs at thought of ___) well! presumably, i'm a humorous person. even when i don't joke, people still laugh at me xD heh! (teachers stare at me with .___. face)
(notices the anti-climax situation and hurriedly adds in) but i have my serious side too! :DDD ooops. xD
you know, i don't want next term to come. (jumps in alarm as dad suddenly blurts out something while watching tv) hahaha xD no napfa test for me pleeease T___T i dreamt i was running my 2.4km, and i suddenly stretched some kind of muscle(no thats not a dream, i really did have a muscle cramp while SLEEPING X_X) and so i woke up at 2am? just to groan and hit my leg. it cramped so badly i almost started screaming hahaha xD luckily the neighbours were dead asleep :P
3 tests on friday, and someone's far far far away in malaysia enjoying himself :DDD
okay, well enjoy yourself! <3
should i pon bonding camp.
i wanna pon bonding camp.
i exist as a monoatomic molecule.
(greaaat chem's stuck in my head again xD)
yes, i've changed my mind about you. i really like you as a person! :) i realise i judge people by first impression :0 no, i don't look at whether you're pretty or not hah xD more of...how should i put it. hmmm. kokoro ga mieru yo, minna no seikaku to ka shitteta :) (i'm sorry for the non-japanese speaking population) kidding! :D but if you're kind, people can feel it you know.
i wanna go overseas. so badly :(((
dacyyy, bring.me.ta.hawaiii.
i envy mrs chiong. who's going for a ROUND-THE-WORLD trip omggg T.T for 80DAYS omggg!
why can't i be in her suitcase :/
back to alphabeta. (i've grown to love that topic btw xD)
i don't wanna say anything about it.
i'll wait, and if fate likes me, then so be it :)
just pray.
new soul-yael naim whooooo!!! <3
okay thats all i wanna write. sleeepy :3
jyaaa, ne! <3
Q: when a teacher's eyes pop out after you say sth, is it a good or bad thing? hmmm...hahaha :3
today was a rather relaxing day, as usual :DDD love it when we get free periods!!!
and...uhhh! she's a really nice person actually. yeah i feel bad, and oh maaan she was really nice to me okay! :3
Q. what kind of a person do your friends see you as?
A. (laughs at thought of ___) well! presumably, i'm a humorous person. even when i don't joke, people still laugh at me xD heh! (teachers stare at me with .___. face)
(notices the anti-climax situation and hurriedly adds in) but i have my serious side too! :DDD ooops. xD
you know, i don't want next term to come. (jumps in alarm as dad suddenly blurts out something while watching tv) hahaha xD no napfa test for me pleeease T___T i dreamt i was running my 2.4km, and i suddenly stretched some kind of muscle(no thats not a dream, i really did have a muscle cramp while SLEEPING X_X) and so i woke up at 2am? just to groan and hit my leg. it cramped so badly i almost started screaming hahaha xD luckily the neighbours were dead asleep :P
3 tests on friday, and someone's far far far away in malaysia enjoying himself :DDD
okay, well enjoy yourself! <3
should i pon bonding camp.
i wanna pon bonding camp.
i exist as a monoatomic molecule.
(greaaat chem's stuck in my head again xD)
yes, i've changed my mind about you. i really like you as a person! :) i realise i judge people by first impression :0 no, i don't look at whether you're pretty or not hah xD more of...how should i put it. hmmm. kokoro ga mieru yo, minna no seikaku to ka shitteta :) (i'm sorry for the non-japanese speaking population) kidding! :D but if you're kind, people can feel it you know.
i wanna go overseas. so badly :(((
dacyyy, bring.me.ta.hawaiii.
i envy mrs chiong. who's going for a ROUND-THE-WORLD trip omggg T.T for 80DAYS omggg!
why can't i be in her suitcase :/
back to alphabeta. (i've grown to love that topic btw xD)
i don't wanna say anything about it.
i'll wait, and if fate likes me, then so be it :)
just pray.
new soul-yael naim whooooo!!! <3
okay thats all i wanna write. sleeepy :3
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:45 pm.
Monday, March 09, 2009
i don't want to go back to cca tomorrow T.T
i don't wannaaa!
i'll just get...abused. again.
2 more months.
after that, i'm breaking free from this prison.
1 and a half years...surprising how time flies.
maybe those 2 months'll be even faster?
i don't wanna get bullied by THEM anymore T.T
like some weak idiot, but i can't do anything.
i'm not influential, i'm just...i dunno.
i remember when i was in sec 2, i used run as far as possible away from the mep room, to cry in toilets every cca. which was, twice a week. omg. wonder where all that water came from.
then OCC and MQ knew something was wrong with me, so they decided to confront me, and i didn't tell them everything of course, but still...i couldn't tell them with a straight face. its hard. and they don't believe me. i wanna shake them real hard.
now i'm sec 3, i won't be so stupid anymore. i keep saying that but i have no visible solution ahead. why.can't.i.do.anything.
putting cca aside...(yeah i dón't even care about syf)
3rd lang's getting...boring T.T
nihongo's getting dry.
especially when...
and something's bothering me.
but i shouldn't be disheartened.
perseverance!
wengchen-must not quit japanese.
okay, jyaaa ne! <3
i don't wannaaa!
i'll just get...abused. again.
2 more months.
after that, i'm breaking free from this prison.
1 and a half years...surprising how time flies.
maybe those 2 months'll be even faster?
i don't wanna get bullied by THEM anymore T.T
like some weak idiot, but i can't do anything.
i'm not influential, i'm just...i dunno.
i remember when i was in sec 2, i used run as far as possible away from the mep room, to cry in toilets every cca. which was, twice a week. omg. wonder where all that water came from.
then OCC and MQ knew something was wrong with me, so they decided to confront me, and i didn't tell them everything of course, but still...i couldn't tell them with a straight face. its hard. and they don't believe me. i wanna shake them real hard.
now i'm sec 3, i won't be so stupid anymore. i keep saying that but i have no visible solution ahead. why.can't.i.do.anything.
putting cca aside...(yeah i dón't even care about syf)
3rd lang's getting...boring T.T
nihongo's getting dry.
especially when...
and something's bothering me.
but i shouldn't be disheartened.
perseverance!
wengchen-must not quit japanese.
okay, jyaaa ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:45 pm.
Sunday, March 08, 2009
i don't want to hurt anyone, anymore.
especially you.
god help me.
especially you.
god help me.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:50 pm.
Saturday, March 07, 2009
oh hoh hoh hoooh.
yes, i'm regretting now, oh the duuuuuuuuumb me :(
(smacks head with log worksheet)
ouch! that sure made my head hurt xD hahaha!
anyway, charlyn pointed out something that i've forgotten i guess...that i must forgive. if i can't forgive, i can always choose to forget.
you put on quite a show...
very entertaining.
but its over now...take a bow?
"we must love each other!"
"hate is a type of love."
ahahaha i can't believe miss Gu's husband said "not bad".
guilty conscience D: :D (i learnt it for only 10 mins or so whooops :P)
czardas-she wrote on stephanieee's paper!!! :O (oh no oh no oh no)
uhhh oh. heh. i'll just have to...rub it off! :)
I TOOK OFF MY BRACES YAAAAAAAAAAYYY! <333
love at first sight >u<
that day, when i stared into the mirror, i saw my true love HAHAHA xD
"am i pretty?"
"errr...errr...!!!"
"okay i take it for a no xD"
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :3
i'm gonna start afresh.
i'm going to give miss lim(aka the interviewer this wed!!!) bananas.
i'm going to tell her it contains potassium and it aids digestion.
"hope you'll digest out your hate for meee" :D
hahaha ewww! xD (sudden change of mind)
no i'll just tell her, yeah?
i'll be the most demure and sensitive girl she ever saw in the universe.
IF she grants my wish.
i dont want no pumpkin, or mice, i just want an AIR TICKET TO TOKYO.
i'll then humbly tell her that she's the prettiest woman in the universe. :/
yayyy oh yayyy oh yayyy kit's gonna be there :DDDDDDDDDDDD (peace sign)
you go, girl! <3
he's so busyyy nowadays...:( (i won't sigh)
if you're reading this...i'm sorry.
school is fun when shakes, heidi, tiannie and may, jolynn, amanda're around :DDD
hahaha amanda aka bestieeeeeee :D
"i didn't get in...you know."
"huh? oh i'm not going too then."
"what? hahaha no! go!"
"you are the fun of the trip T.T"
"awww xD hahaha! :D okayyy i'll try asking moelc yeah?"
"'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing"
shakes's blog cannot be read DDDDDDD: hahaha apparantly its life journal :P
do bloggerrrrrr i wanna read your blog!!!
and tag :P (both may and shakes are GUILTY heheheh!) xD
if you don't know what to tag, just tag "hello!" or "i love wengchen!" or sth! :D
hahaha kidding.
i malfunctioned just now D: i just reached home, flopped on the bed, and slept for 3 hours!!!
i'll say it again :)
ATASHI, MAKENAI YATSU DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
hahaha okay i'm gonna do my stuff nowww :3
3 hours of math-wengchen braces herself! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
yes, i'm regretting now, oh the duuuuuuuuumb me :(
(smacks head with log worksheet)
ouch! that sure made my head hurt xD hahaha!
anyway, charlyn pointed out something that i've forgotten i guess...that i must forgive. if i can't forgive, i can always choose to forget.
you put on quite a show...
very entertaining.
but its over now...take a bow?
"we must love each other!"
"hate is a type of love."
ahahaha i can't believe miss Gu's husband said "not bad".
guilty conscience D: :D (i learnt it for only 10 mins or so whooops :P)
czardas-she wrote on stephanieee's paper!!! :O (oh no oh no oh no)
uhhh oh. heh. i'll just have to...rub it off! :)
I TOOK OFF MY BRACES YAAAAAAAAAAYYY! <333
love at first sight >u<
that day, when i stared into the mirror, i saw my true love HAHAHA xD
"am i pretty?"
"errr...errr...!!!"
"okay i take it for a no xD"
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :3
i'm gonna start afresh.
i'm going to give miss lim(aka the interviewer this wed!!!) bananas.
i'm going to tell her it contains potassium and it aids digestion.
"hope you'll digest out your hate for meee" :D
hahaha ewww! xD (sudden change of mind)
no i'll just tell her, yeah?
i'll be the most demure and sensitive girl she ever saw in the universe.
IF she grants my wish.
i dont want no pumpkin, or mice, i just want an AIR TICKET TO TOKYO.
i'll then humbly tell her that she's the prettiest woman in the universe. :/
yayyy oh yayyy oh yayyy kit's gonna be there :DDDDDDDDDDDD (peace sign)
you go, girl! <3
he's so busyyy nowadays...:( (i won't sigh)
if you're reading this...i'm sorry.
school is fun when shakes, heidi, tiannie and may, jolynn, amanda're around :DDD
hahaha amanda aka bestieeeeeee :D
"i didn't get in...you know."
"huh? oh i'm not going too then."
"what? hahaha no! go!"
"you are the fun of the trip T.T"
"awww xD hahaha! :D okayyy i'll try asking moelc yeah?"
"'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing"
shakes's blog cannot be read DDDDDDD: hahaha apparantly its life journal :P
do bloggerrrrrr i wanna read your blog!!!
and tag :P (both may and shakes are GUILTY heheheh!) xD
if you don't know what to tag, just tag "hello!" or "i love wengchen!" or sth! :D
hahaha kidding.
i malfunctioned just now D: i just reached home, flopped on the bed, and slept for 3 hours!!!
i'll say it again :)
ATASHI, MAKENAI YATSU DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
hahaha okay i'm gonna do my stuff nowww :3
3 hours of math-wengchen braces herself! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 2:07 pm.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
i feel so drowned in boredom o___-
yayayayayaaa :DDD (sorry that was random hahaha xD)
so anyway, today was kinda a good day in school...
had lotsa fun >u<
even though i'm really not in the mood to study, i gotta studyyy!
life's full of downs, but if you're looking at it upside-down, it'll be full of ups then :)
sorry ismail, sorry sheen, sorry clarence. about monday, i know you guys were really disappointed and stuff. gomeneee T.T
sorry yon sensei, but i won't let the plane take off until you accept me T.T i'll be glaring at you and the other teachers going from your hand carry luggage.
sorry dentist, i will brush my teeth better yeah? :D
oh yeah, the whole point of TODAY was:
I TOOK OUT MY BRACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ain't that the best thing ever
(dances around) nananaaa <3
oh btw, i still can't talk properly now that i've removed something i've had for 3 years, so...don't laugh at me okayyy! hahahahaha! xD
YES ISMAIL I'M VINCENT I KNOW xD
YES ISMAIL I'M SHEEN I KNOW THAT TOO xD
"did wengchen tell you or did you ask her?" -sheen
"Vincent, i hope your happy, i've spent thrice of what i usually spend for transport a day and it is now 9 plus and i am still not home :)" -vincent
my reply: "yeah i know. sorry dude, accept it, yeah? lots of love, vincent xD"
yeahp so i have been acknowledged to be Vincent
muahahahaaaaaaa :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
oh gosh i'm having that mood swingy thing again DDD:
i'd better stop blogging now.
jyaaa, ne! <3
yayayayayaaa :DDD (sorry that was random hahaha xD)
so anyway, today was kinda a good day in school...
had lotsa fun >u<
even though i'm really not in the mood to study, i gotta studyyy!
life's full of downs, but if you're looking at it upside-down, it'll be full of ups then :)
sorry ismail, sorry sheen, sorry clarence. about monday, i know you guys were really disappointed and stuff. gomeneee T.T
sorry yon sensei, but i won't let the plane take off until you accept me T.T i'll be glaring at you and the other teachers going from your hand carry luggage.
sorry dentist, i will brush my teeth better yeah? :D
oh yeah, the whole point of TODAY was:
I TOOK OUT MY BRACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ain't that the best thing ever
(dances around) nananaaa <3
oh btw, i still can't talk properly now that i've removed something i've had for 3 years, so...don't laugh at me okayyy! hahahahaha! xD
YES ISMAIL I'M VINCENT I KNOW xD
YES ISMAIL I'M SHEEN I KNOW THAT TOO xD
"did wengchen tell you or did you ask her?" -sheen
"Vincent, i hope your happy, i've spent thrice of what i usually spend for transport a day and it is now 9 plus and i am still not home :)" -vincent
my reply: "yeah i know. sorry dude, accept it, yeah? lots of love, vincent xD"
yeahp so i have been acknowledged to be Vincent
muahahahaaaaaaa :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
oh gosh i'm having that mood swingy thing again DDD:
i'd better stop blogging now.
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:02 pm.
i'm so angry hurrr. sorry if this post will contain alot of $%#@!#%^
I'M the one who got SECOND plus SPECIAL MENTION for JSC when all the other competitors were 15/16 and i was only fourteen.
I'M the one who took JLPT LEVEL 3 last year and i got 373/400 which is a 93.6%.
I'M the one who got 14.4 for a RIDICULOUSLY DIFFICULT sumiyasuishakai sakubun.
WHY DID I NOT GET IN! HUH?! is MOELC BLIND?! or do they just want losers to get in so that they can freaking improve their shitty japanese there and die from non-communication for 20 days. stranded. like THE ISLAND. surely singapore doesn't want 20 students to mass suicide from the rooftop of a school in japan? or maybe they do. THEY DO.
all the other people who got in got FIRST FOR JSC? obviously NOT!
all the other people who got in got JLPT LEVEL 3 100%? obviously NOT!
all the other people who got in got 15 for SUMIYASUISHAKAI? obviously NOT!
no, i shouldn't be pissed.
its moelc's LOSS that they didn't select me.
they think i'm ruining their reputation but they're the ones ruining MY reputation.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yes i'm laughing at you, moelc.
its really...too bad eh?
zannen daze.
I'M the one who got SECOND plus SPECIAL MENTION for JSC when all the other competitors were 15/16 and i was only fourteen.
I'M the one who took JLPT LEVEL 3 last year and i got 373/400 which is a 93.6%.
I'M the one who got 14.4 for a RIDICULOUSLY DIFFICULT sumiyasuishakai sakubun.
WHY DID I NOT GET IN! HUH?! is MOELC BLIND?! or do they just want losers to get in so that they can freaking improve their shitty japanese there and die from non-communication for 20 days. stranded. like THE ISLAND. surely singapore doesn't want 20 students to mass suicide from the rooftop of a school in japan? or maybe they do. THEY DO.
all the other people who got in got FIRST FOR JSC? obviously NOT!
all the other people who got in got JLPT LEVEL 3 100%? obviously NOT!
all the other people who got in got 15 for SUMIYASUISHAKAI? obviously NOT!
no, i shouldn't be pissed.
its moelc's LOSS that they didn't select me.
they think i'm ruining their reputation but they're the ones ruining MY reputation.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yes i'm laughing at you, moelc.
its really...too bad eh?
zannen daze.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:51 pm.
