firstly, before i start my blogpost...sorry about everything clar T___T i know i'm always making you depressed and stuff...gomen!!! and thank you so much for listening :)
fate...is a strange thing. its not straight, but curvy and meanders around the weirdest places.
like i have always wondered why i was born in Singapore and not other countries...and why most of my friends are instead born in other countries and not in Singapore. like i've always wondered why i was born on earth and not some other planet. i remember telling Dacy i didn't like Singaporean students and she laughed and said i was the most honest person in Singapore ;D but its kinda not my fault i think this way, cos my friends are from...thailand, indonesia, malaysia, canada, austrailia, france, korea, japan, china, HAWAII, ARGENTINA, SRI LANKA, taiwan, hongkong, etc. and they're all very nice people :))) hahaha if you didn't know me you'd think i was studying in an international school eh? :P
had a talk with yon sensei...sugoii sensei nanda! >u<
"you might get homesick, and not used to the food..."
"oh...so what happens then? D:"
"settle it yourself! xD"
still open to many options, like what he said, Tokyo University might not be the best option yet. 4 more years, so many things to do, so little time. :3 a fortune teller once said i would end up in a university in London. time will tell, but i'm placing bets. i always do, its just part and partial of meee:D like for example...
1)i dared myself to put braces asap.
2)i dared myself to sit a mini roller coaster...i'll pass for the actual one xD
3)i dared myself to join japanese speech competition knowing i had a slim chance cos nobody joined at 14 before.
4)i dared myself to take JLPT3 last year
5)i dared myself to tell mrs tham that the seniors were lying.
6)i dared myself to call up ABRSM and talk to the head of the office so that i could postpone my exam
7)i dared myself to call up the general office at moelc and complain :X
8)i dared myself to tell off a teacher.
9)i dared myself to talk to the principal of st.nicks so i could appeal to get in :D
fate cannot be changed, but DESTINY can be changed, and you can mould your future :)
if you can't get what you want at the first try, just try again and again and again until you finally reap the harvest hahaha xD
like Janeee said, when things go wrong, just pick yourself up and continue running. the race is not over yet! xD
can't blog anymore, or she'll do something that i don't wanna know. (shudders)
i'm fighting this till the end! :D
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:58 pm.