Monday, March 09, 2009
i don't want to go back to cca tomorrow T.T
i don't wannaaa!
i'll just get...abused. again.
2 more months.
after that, i'm breaking free from this prison.
1 and a half years...surprising how time flies.
maybe those 2 months'll be even faster?
i don't wanna get bullied by THEM anymore T.T
like some weak idiot, but i can't do anything.
i'm not influential, i'm just...i dunno.
i remember when i was in sec 2, i used run as far as possible away from the mep room, to cry in toilets every cca. which was, twice a week. omg. wonder where all that water came from.
then OCC and MQ knew something was wrong with me, so they decided to confront me, and i didn't tell them everything of course, but still...i couldn't tell them with a straight face. its hard. and they don't believe me. i wanna shake them real hard.
now i'm sec 3, i won't be so stupid anymore. i keep saying that but i have no visible solution ahead. why.can't.i.do.anything.
putting cca aside...(yeah i dón't even care about syf)
3rd lang's getting...boring T.T
nihongo's getting dry.
especially when...
and something's bothering me.
but i shouldn't be disheartened.
perseverance!
wengchen-must not quit japanese.
okay, jyaaa ne! <3
i don't wannaaa!
i'll just get...abused. again.
2 more months.
after that, i'm breaking free from this prison.
1 and a half years...surprising how time flies.
maybe those 2 months'll be even faster?
i don't wanna get bullied by THEM anymore T.T
like some weak idiot, but i can't do anything.
i'm not influential, i'm just...i dunno.
i remember when i was in sec 2, i used run as far as possible away from the mep room, to cry in toilets every cca. which was, twice a week. omg. wonder where all that water came from.
then OCC and MQ knew something was wrong with me, so they decided to confront me, and i didn't tell them everything of course, but still...i couldn't tell them with a straight face. its hard. and they don't believe me. i wanna shake them real hard.
now i'm sec 3, i won't be so stupid anymore. i keep saying that but i have no visible solution ahead. why.can't.i.do.anything.
putting cca aside...(yeah i dón't even care about syf)
3rd lang's getting...boring T.T
nihongo's getting dry.
especially when...
and something's bothering me.
but i shouldn't be disheartened.
perseverance!
wengchen-must not quit japanese.
okay, jyaaa ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:45 pm.
