i don't get this, i really don't.
why is life so unfair, that all the "bad" people get all the advantages, and the "good" people must work their asses off and still not get what they should be getting.
why is life so unfair, such that when you feel happy about something, you suddenly realise there's something sadder that overpowers the hapiness.
wengchen---hurt and angry.
as dunno-who said...one person's success is another's downfall. i'm going to help you, i don't care. you deserve it more than anyone else going...and i'm sorry.
you must've been so hurt...T___T
i'm thinking of a plan right now, a fullproof one that'll get you in. just you wait, and to those people who failed their japanese and still got into the immersion...just, back away. give this chance to someone who deserves it infinite times more than you. you know you're limits and you'll be going there to suffer, either way. oh please, if you fail jap, you obviously don't take it seriously. why can't you just let someone who needs this chance so badly to go in replacement of you, a lazy and bochap person? yon sensei's not helping this time...>n<
just let it all out, don't hold it in...T.T and don't go back either.
i'm going to reflect. and anyone who's backing out of the immers, please please pleeeeeeeease tell me! T.T
(a silent prayer)
once again, moelc has DISAPPOINTED me by making the wrong choices all over again. i think i should be their supervisor or something, telling them who's eligible to do what and who's definitely not.
gonna talk to sheenchama and skye about this now.
Labels: why did this have to happen
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:13 pm.