Friday, April 24, 2009
MORE THAN 500HOURS OF PRACTICE.
MORE THAN 1000PIECES OF BREAD.
MORE THAN AWESOME ORCHESTRA.
time to show the world. SNSO-Without a Doubt, YES.
one word: exhausted. yesterday when i came home at 10pm after Gu's lesson my knees just buckled and i fell down in the carpark ._. baka mitain da. so i just rushed home, set the aircon to the lowest temperature possible(18C), put it on "powerful" mode so i wouldn't fall asleep and started studying my chem at 11pm.
totally disappointed by today's chinese newspaper discussion, especially when the teacher just bluntly said it was rubbish. we spent alot of time doing...rubbish. and i'm definitely going to fail chem, just worried that i'll get a single digit. please don't let me get a single digit mark...! Q___Q i sacrificed this test for SYF, nothing much to say about that. i realise that i've been failing almost every test this term, not joking or exaggerating and it certainly pains me, but i've decided on something: keep strong, keep moving, keep faith. i'm refraining from smsing anyone to tell them that i'm sad or depressed or anything, i need to train myself to be independant.
"cos someday you're gonna leave me."
Sakakibara Yui looks like NANA kitade :3 i feel like a grumpy old woman .psh. ever since sec1, my interest for anime and manga just dissolved into thin air. poof! maybe because it wasn't an accurate reflection of what i was facing in reality. i feel myself gradually evolving into a monotonous and boring person. :( no mood to go Hamamatsu, when there's so much to do in Singapore.
1)Changi Airport with Yayne!!!2)Green badge outing 3)Orchestra camp4)section outing5)CIP6)NYAA7)Japanese speech contest8)3J outing KBOX 9)going out with Mizukawas 10)outing with Yumi and Norika 11)Job attachment 12) dance 13) violin lessons 14) piano lessons 15)General Musicianship exam 16)National Piano and Violin competition 17)SERVICE LEARNING(icankillmyselfwhenicomebacktosingapore) 18)Jap project 19)going with sis to Kinokuniya 20)shopping with sempai(yes imma drag you out muahahahaaa xD) i keep telling myself its not worth it. at least, the trip's definitely not worth the time i can spend in Singapore studying for Chinese Os and going out with people that i know here.
i will get homesick.
i will get homesick.
i will get homesick.
now i feel sick :X
Speaking of sick, my juniors are so horrendously professional at saying sick stuff xD and gang raping. and, well you don't wanna know :P
why's everyone having mid-years. i want mid-years too. then i wouldn't have to struggle with SS, BIO and GEOG tests in week 10 when everyone else has finished their mid-years and are busy slacking away. One of the reasons why i can only go out on the last week of june, or even not go out at all. i miss sempai...T.T who's rather preoccupied. like me. i want the good ole' days back, the holidays last year one shot...sugu modoritai yanen! >___<
please remind me to go VCH on 12th may to support VJC's String Orchestra and Quek.
okay, gonna go sleep now. (yawwwns) :3 finally, i can sleep 8 hours today!!! :DDDDD
jyaaa, ne! <3
MORE THAN 1000PIECES OF BREAD.
MORE THAN AWESOME ORCHESTRA.
time to show the world. SNSO-Without a Doubt, YES.
one word: exhausted. yesterday when i came home at 10pm after Gu's lesson my knees just buckled and i fell down in the carpark ._. baka mitain da. so i just rushed home, set the aircon to the lowest temperature possible(18C), put it on "powerful" mode so i wouldn't fall asleep and started studying my chem at 11pm.
totally disappointed by today's chinese newspaper discussion, especially when the teacher just bluntly said it was rubbish. we spent alot of time doing...rubbish. and i'm definitely going to fail chem, just worried that i'll get a single digit. please don't let me get a single digit mark...! Q___Q i sacrificed this test for SYF, nothing much to say about that. i realise that i've been failing almost every test this term, not joking or exaggerating and it certainly pains me, but i've decided on something: keep strong, keep moving, keep faith. i'm refraining from smsing anyone to tell them that i'm sad or depressed or anything, i need to train myself to be independant.
"cos someday you're gonna leave me."
Sakakibara Yui looks like NANA kitade :3 i feel like a grumpy old woman .psh. ever since sec1, my interest for anime and manga just dissolved into thin air. poof! maybe because it wasn't an accurate reflection of what i was facing in reality. i feel myself gradually evolving into a monotonous and boring person. :( no mood to go Hamamatsu, when there's so much to do in Singapore.
1)Changi Airport with Yayne!!!2)Green badge outing 3)Orchestra camp4)section outing5)CIP6)NYAA7)Japanese speech contest8)3J outing KBOX 9)going out with Mizukawas 10)outing with Yumi and Norika 11)Job attachment 12) dance 13) violin lessons 14) piano lessons 15)General Musicianship exam 16)National Piano and Violin competition 17)SERVICE LEARNING(icankillmyselfwhenicomebacktosingapore) 18)Jap project 19)going with sis to Kinokuniya 20)shopping with sempai(yes imma drag you out muahahahaaa xD) i keep telling myself its not worth it. at least, the trip's definitely not worth the time i can spend in Singapore studying for Chinese Os and going out with people that i know here.
i will get homesick.
i will get homesick.
i will get homesick.
now i feel sick :X
Speaking of sick, my juniors are so horrendously professional at saying sick stuff xD and gang raping. and, well you don't wanna know :P
why's everyone having mid-years. i want mid-years too. then i wouldn't have to struggle with SS, BIO and GEOG tests in week 10 when everyone else has finished their mid-years and are busy slacking away. One of the reasons why i can only go out on the last week of june, or even not go out at all. i miss sempai...T.T who's rather preoccupied. like me. i want the good ole' days back, the holidays last year one shot...sugu modoritai yanen! >___<
please remind me to go VCH on 12th may to support VJC's String Orchestra and Quek.
okay, gonna go sleep now. (yawwwns) :3 finally, i can sleep 8 hours today!!! :DDDDD
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:09 pm.
