Friday, April 10, 2009
my all---mariah carey.
so many things to do, so little time.
i really regret...really regret not spending more time with you T___T you're gonna leave me one day, and yet i can't bring myself to accept that fact. i miss you. ♥
"cos i can't go on...living in memories."
i don't wanna go for the hamamatsu trip anymore...T.T
i don't get it. there's something wrong with fate, and its probably cos i screwed it up. its people like me who battle against fate, that end up losing more than what we were supposed to lose. but not doing anything about something i can't bring myself to live with...is not me.
tis such irony.
(hugs pillow)
i wonder...when you say there's no such thing as reincarnation. God makes people and throws them down to earth. People then age, grow fat lose hair and die. then they apparantly end up in heaven/hell/whatever/blank space/kallang river. then what'll you do? will you have a CPF? will you have best friends and enemies? will you fall down on a cloud while riding a bike in heaven and injure your knee? will you be able to complain to your friends in heaven "OUCH WTH I INJURED MY KNEEE!!!" it wouldn't be fun...being enemies with someone else for the ETERNITY that people have to spend after they die. and sad to say, it wouldn't be fun either...being friends with someone for eternity. because both parties wouldn't really treasure each other. won't heaven/hell/whatever i listed out above besides kallang river be too crowded and stuffy when so many people keep entering it but don't leave it? i dunno...maybe its really just my childish thinking. but since i always believe in balance, if there's a place for people to end at...there should also be a place for people to start at, and it shouldn't be the same place...(just like heaven and hell aren't the same place) sorry i'm probably offending alot of people here. :X (ducks behind a tree and realises i'm phatter)
okay gonna do some practising and mugging now! :D 80 pages of geog, i can do it!!! \(>A<)/
P.S. i don't use LOL cos it sounds unsincere, like you're not really laughing hahaha xD
so many things to do, so little time.
i really regret...really regret not spending more time with you T___T you're gonna leave me one day, and yet i can't bring myself to accept that fact. i miss you. ♥
"cos i can't go on...living in memories."
i don't wanna go for the hamamatsu trip anymore...T.T
i don't get it. there's something wrong with fate, and its probably cos i screwed it up. its people like me who battle against fate, that end up losing more than what we were supposed to lose. but not doing anything about something i can't bring myself to live with...is not me.
tis such irony.
(hugs pillow)
i wonder...when you say there's no such thing as reincarnation. God makes people and throws them down to earth. People then age, grow fat lose hair and die. then they apparantly end up in heaven/hell/whatever/blank space/kallang river. then what'll you do? will you have a CPF? will you have best friends and enemies? will you fall down on a cloud while riding a bike in heaven and injure your knee? will you be able to complain to your friends in heaven "OUCH WTH I INJURED MY KNEEE!!!" it wouldn't be fun...being enemies with someone else for the ETERNITY that people have to spend after they die. and sad to say, it wouldn't be fun either...being friends with someone for eternity. because both parties wouldn't really treasure each other. won't heaven/hell/whatever i listed out above besides kallang river be too crowded and stuffy when so many people keep entering it but don't leave it? i dunno...maybe its really just my childish thinking. but since i always believe in balance, if there's a place for people to end at...there should also be a place for people to start at, and it shouldn't be the same place...(just like heaven and hell aren't the same place) sorry i'm probably offending alot of people here. :X (ducks behind a tree and realises i'm phatter)
okay gonna do some practising and mugging now! :D 80 pages of geog, i can do it!!! \(>A<)/
P.S. i don't use LOL cos it sounds unsincere, like you're not really laughing hahaha xD
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 5:36 pm.
