Monday, April 20, 2009
sometimes, people just fail to cherish what they have presently. thenafter, regret. when, in actual fact, if they'd just bother to show more concern to something or someone, they wouldn't have to feel so painful in the end.
i just really hope that...things will change.
i realise, after trying so hard to change myself in all aspects, that my motivation has always been to gain recognition. be it a person, or many people...i have always wanted recognition.
i want people to know that i exist in this world.
so that they wouldn't keep treating me like dirt on the floor.
so that, indirectly, i wouldn't always have this stinging feeling in my heart. mendokuse.
i'm always playing with stakes.
我的命虽然比那些人不运多了，但至少我要努力创造出属于我自己的天地。
让别人能抬头感叹的成就，梦寐以求的地位。
以后，那些看不起或取笑过我的人都要闭嘴了。
不然我死咗去好過咯 :3 hahaha kidding!
bleh, what am i talking about asldkfjslgjkh
just ignore .___. i wanna cry it all out.
and after crying, its time to get moving. motivate the section. then motivate the orchestra. not me, WE can DO IT. i believe we can! we, as seniors, are putting in infinite amounts of dedication...some of us even practise till we drop dead and start crying. hard work will pay off, we just have to have the CONFIDENCE :D. jiayou!
i love this cca.
i love my cca mates. no matter what they say, nothing can take away my passion for music.
i want to motivate everyone to love the cca, to soar with music together, to achieve our common goal: GOLD. WITH. HONOURS. i'll be pushing you guys muahahaha xD
i wish i had mid-years.
then i wouldn't have to struggle with so many tests until may 30. i'm sorry, i won't be able to go out till the last week of june...gomen!!!
okay, gonna go study now.
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
jyaaa, ne! <3
i just really hope that...things will change.
i realise, after trying so hard to change myself in all aspects, that my motivation has always been to gain recognition. be it a person, or many people...i have always wanted recognition.
i want people to know that i exist in this world.
so that they wouldn't keep treating me like dirt on the floor.
so that, indirectly, i wouldn't always have this stinging feeling in my heart. mendokuse.
i'm always playing with stakes.
我的命虽然比那些人不运多了，但至少我要努力创造出属于我自己的天地。
让别人能抬头感叹的成就，梦寐以求的地位。
以后，那些看不起或取笑过我的人都要闭嘴了。
不然我死咗去好過咯 :3 hahaha kidding!
bleh, what am i talking about asldkfjslgjkh
just ignore .___. i wanna cry it all out.
and after crying, its time to get moving. motivate the section. then motivate the orchestra. not me, WE can DO IT. i believe we can! we, as seniors, are putting in infinite amounts of dedication...some of us even practise till we drop dead and start crying. hard work will pay off, we just have to have the CONFIDENCE :D. jiayou!
i love this cca.
i love my cca mates. no matter what they say, nothing can take away my passion for music.
i want to motivate everyone to love the cca, to soar with music together, to achieve our common goal: GOLD. WITH. HONOURS. i'll be pushing you guys muahahaha xD
i wish i had mid-years.
then i wouldn't have to struggle with so many tests until may 30. i'm sorry, i won't be able to go out till the last week of june...gomen!!!
okay, gonna go study now.
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
jyaaa, ne! <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:06 pm.
