Monday, August 31, 2009
ms-crapping ftw
i agree:DD today was really cool. went to play bball with tinhsiao, zhongzhen, yuwei, tenghwee and mayshuen. couldnt be more CMI^^ haha. then went to J8 for dinner?(5.30pm) cos i was starving. then we ate pizza!! and crapped until 10.30pm. time passes furiously fast when i least want it to but that always happens.
at least i know which friends last. like, the friends that'll always be there for me when something happens.
but actually..it doesnt really matter.
zz: do you think __ is a bit..despo :/
maybe when people are lonely, they do weird things. like when they just desperately need someone to talk to, like someone who understands them better than themselves, they take measures just to find that one such person. because friends who act like "people" around you can never be more than acquaintances. friends wouldnt treat you like someone they acknowledge but dont really care about.
i realise i can stare into space and keep thinking about the same old thing, the same old person. どうして。誰のことを。
存在できることを考えていちゃってるのあたしは..
やっぱり、木から落ちる事がある訳ねえ。猿なんかじゃないからさ。
あなたの今は．．どこまでの違さ？
i agree:DD today was really cool. went to play bball with tinhsiao, zhongzhen, yuwei, tenghwee and mayshuen. couldnt be more CMI^^ haha. then went to J8 for dinner?(5.30pm) cos i was starving. then we ate pizza!! and crapped until 10.30pm. time passes furiously fast when i least want it to but that always happens.
at least i know which friends last. like, the friends that'll always be there for me when something happens.
but actually..it doesnt really matter.
zz: do you think __ is a bit..despo :/
maybe when people are lonely, they do weird things. like when they just desperately need someone to talk to, like someone who understands them better than themselves, they take measures just to find that one such person. because friends who act like "people" around you can never be more than acquaintances. friends wouldnt treat you like someone they acknowledge but dont really care about.
i realise i can stare into space and keep thinking about the same old thing, the same old person. どうして。誰のことを。
存在できることを考えていちゃってるのあたしは..
やっぱり、木から落ちる事がある訳ねえ。猿なんかじゃないからさ。
あなたの今は．．どこまでの違さ？
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:01 pm.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
i almost died today.
what a way to start the post. anyway, i was 1cm to getting hit by a car. The car was like "BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP" and next you would expect a "BANG!!" but i didnt die cos it missed me by 0.00001mm. then after that i was so traumatised i kept sweating and sweating for the next 2 hours. my heartbeat is still unsteady now because of the aftershock that it really missed me by just that little bit.
that brings me to the question..would anyone care if i died? i think everyone in my school would just treat it like a small section in the orbituaries(sp). maybe..my teachers would be happier without me. and all the other people who hate me so dearly would jump in joy. insignificance.
but. this is exactly why i won't die. so that all the people who hate me will lead miserable lives watching me win them in practically everything. losers will always be losers. and trust me, they wont live to see me die so there :)) may my existance continue to light a flame in their sorrowful hearts.
what a way to start the post. anyway, i was 1cm to getting hit by a car. The car was like "BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP" and next you would expect a "BANG!!" but i didnt die cos it missed me by 0.00001mm. then after that i was so traumatised i kept sweating and sweating for the next 2 hours. my heartbeat is still unsteady now because of the aftershock that it really missed me by just that little bit.
that brings me to the question..would anyone care if i died? i think everyone in my school would just treat it like a small section in the orbituaries(sp). maybe..my teachers would be happier without me. and all the other people who hate me so dearly would jump in joy. insignificance.
but. this is exactly why i won't die. so that all the people who hate me will lead miserable lives watching me win them in practically everything. losers will always be losers. and trust me, they wont live to see me die so there :)) may my existance continue to light a flame in their sorrowful hearts.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:31 pm.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
sometimes i just feel like installing a device in everyone's brains to make them think sensibly.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:29 pm.
blogger is still screwed up and i cant really post pictures :/
the natsu matsuri post'll have to wait.
anyway, the past few days have been awesomely boring and anticlimatic. some of the highlights were of course, the TAIKO PERFORMANCE and..and nothing else haha. the taiko performance was really good^^ saikou!ww i think that was by far the best 3rd lang lesson i've had in the year. :D banzaibanzaibanzaibanzaiiii. yuanting aka bob and jeanette elmo are damn funny~ then we were discussing..
J: can you imagine Nah __?
YT: can you imagine Sulong __?
me: can you imagine Grace's form teacher __?
then we burst into laughter like crazy people while waiting to go into the auditorium before the taiko performance. jeanette and I laughed till we fell and hit each other so we ended up laughing even more. the nanyang and cat high people were staring at us with the wth face.
before 3rd lang, i had to sit this lameass taxi driver's taxi .__. he looked like some bonitos mexican advert guy cos of his mexican moustache and red indian-ish skin.
taxi driver: have you ever wondered why the leaves turn green, why the wind has no colour?
me: .__.
driver:(talks to Manda) you are an O blood, dont really do much exercise one, right?
manda: err..yeah?
driver: hah! i knew it. i'm psychic.
me: i'm psychic too. haha, we have something in common eh?
driver: really?
me: yeah. both of us can bullshit. =.=
*driver decided to shut up
(after 5 mins, driver turns behind to stare at me)
driver: i see a pair of pearly white teeth, means you can talk alot and you're very hygienic.
(surely i dont need to be psychic to tell if someone's hygienic or not right)
me: ..thank you.
driver: but your height cannot make it.
he totally deserves what i'm going to say next..
me: really? i think tall people look absolutely DUMB and CLUMSY. like you. (shoots an annoyed glare at the uncle who doesnt turn back in fear that i'll do something evil to him)
*driver finally shuts up for good. :/
you really shouldnt try to provoke me :) muahaha
i recently found out that some of the greys are quite nice and cute^^ like the girl sitting next to may who keeps apologising for no apparant reason, and weiling of course :DD my junior for..5 years so far! yayy <3
the natsu matsuri post'll have to wait.
anyway, the past few days have been awesomely boring and anticlimatic. some of the highlights were of course, the TAIKO PERFORMANCE and..and nothing else haha. the taiko performance was really good^^ saikou!ww i think that was by far the best 3rd lang lesson i've had in the year. :D banzaibanzaibanzaibanzaiiii. yuanting aka bob and jeanette elmo are damn funny~ then we were discussing..
J: can you imagine Nah __?
YT: can you imagine Sulong __?
me: can you imagine Grace's form teacher __?
then we burst into laughter like crazy people while waiting to go into the auditorium before the taiko performance. jeanette and I laughed till we fell and hit each other so we ended up laughing even more. the nanyang and cat high people were staring at us with the wth face.
before 3rd lang, i had to sit this lameass taxi driver's taxi .__. he looked like some bonitos mexican advert guy cos of his mexican moustache and red indian-ish skin.
taxi driver: have you ever wondered why the leaves turn green, why the wind has no colour?
me: .__.
driver:(talks to Manda) you are an O blood, dont really do much exercise one, right?
manda: err..yeah?
driver: hah! i knew it. i'm psychic.
me: i'm psychic too. haha, we have something in common eh?
driver: really?
me: yeah. both of us can bullshit. =.=
*driver decided to shut up
(after 5 mins, driver turns behind to stare at me)
driver: i see a pair of pearly white teeth, means you can talk alot and you're very hygienic.
(surely i dont need to be psychic to tell if someone's hygienic or not right)
me: ..thank you.
driver: but your height cannot make it.
he totally deserves what i'm going to say next..
me: really? i think tall people look absolutely DUMB and CLUMSY. like you. (shoots an annoyed glare at the uncle who doesnt turn back in fear that i'll do something evil to him)
*driver finally shuts up for good. :/
you really shouldnt try to provoke me :) muahaha
i recently found out that some of the greys are quite nice and cute^^ like the girl sitting next to may who keeps apologising for no apparant reason, and weiling of course :DD my junior for..5 years so far! yayy <3
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 4:24 pm.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
today, i got bombarded again.
"why you so tired? you sick right. you sick right." -Ms Yap
"daijoubu? you looked tired and unhappy" -Benjamin
i dont know, dont ask me the reason as to why i can get pissed and unhappy over a million things/sec. i bet if i ask everyone what the reason would be, everyone would have a different one to contribute. anyway i dont know who invented the word "sorry" and why people can forgive each other just by saying "sorry", but i'm sorry if my attitude's sending waves of negativity to you or something. sorry for getting pissed and tired over every little thing. the main reason why i'm feeling like this is because i cant tell anyone whats on my mind. i cant vent it unless i say it out so its just..stuck inside like an ulcer.
yay i can finally take the mrt after nihongo tmrw. sweeeet^^
just another transition of my life.
oh. the schubert thingo that dr chew(HEY I DO MY HMK OKAY!!) showed us was rather nice :) the guy had a nice round voice hahahaha. the poem/song was about this guy emoing in winter..
"i guess you'll laugh at the dreamer who can see flowers in winter. when will the leaves turn green? when will i hold my beloved in my arms?" then doctor chew scolded me for not handing up my work when i hand it up 90% of the time :/ then i just scowled and said "gayshit" and miss yap was sitting right beside me!! OMG i totally forgot T.T and she glared at me with this totally shocked and bewildered expression that made me feel guilty .__. i bet she never knew her wanzhen could be so vulgar.
wengchen. suddenly, my name seems to mean something else.
"why you so tired? you sick right. you sick right." -Ms Yap
"daijoubu? you looked tired and unhappy" -Benjamin
i dont know, dont ask me the reason as to why i can get pissed and unhappy over a million things/sec. i bet if i ask everyone what the reason would be, everyone would have a different one to contribute. anyway i dont know who invented the word "sorry" and why people can forgive each other just by saying "sorry", but i'm sorry if my attitude's sending waves of negativity to you or something. sorry for getting pissed and tired over every little thing. the main reason why i'm feeling like this is because i cant tell anyone whats on my mind. i cant vent it unless i say it out so its just..stuck inside like an ulcer.
yay i can finally take the mrt after nihongo tmrw. sweeeet^^
just another transition of my life.
oh. the schubert thingo that dr chew(HEY I DO MY HMK OKAY!!) showed us was rather nice :) the guy had a nice round voice hahahaha. the poem/song was about this guy emoing in winter..
"i guess you'll laugh at the dreamer who can see flowers in winter. when will the leaves turn green? when will i hold my beloved in my arms?" then doctor chew scolded me for not handing up my work when i hand it up 90% of the time :/ then i just scowled and said "gayshit" and miss yap was sitting right beside me!! OMG i totally forgot T.T and she glared at me with this totally shocked and bewildered expression that made me feel guilty .__. i bet she never knew her wanzhen could be so vulgar.
wengchen. suddenly, my name seems to mean something else.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:52 pm.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:48 pm.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
i've been having a spicy penchant recently. its totally addictive, but because its addictive, its my penchant. right? :D
one fine day, i was flipping through some photo albums in my house, and i realised two major facts.
1)my dad used to be really hawt. note: used to be.
2)i used to be freaking ugly =.= note: used to be.(maybe you still think i am but thats beside the point)
anyway, over the years, i think my mentality(personality) changed the most. like when i was really young, i used to think adults are really stupid. i still think so, though not as much haha. i'll make sure i be the first unstupid adult :) but i'm definitely not sure what i'll be in 6 years.
i feel like ranting.
firstly, please stop bothering me about my jap CA results. honestly, wait till you get that mark and see if it feels good. :/ especially when peoplesuan you. secondly, char and val are not making cca life any easier for me. gw, i know you're probably regretting like crap cos you didnt think that __. please regret now, its already too late to :) and stop daoing me. like when you pass by, and you stare right in my face and walk through me, my first intention is to smack you in the face. being prettier does not mean you are more capable. urrgh i'm hoping that you. grow up. stop faking that you're a totally fair and justified person because everyone knows the truth. can you just admit that you're biased and stop hiding it like some __?
what am i gonna do about this sat..>__< i doubt mom will let me skip tuition just for summer fest. how!! and mizu sensei hasnt replied me yet >:
i keep telling myself: i cannot be like this, i cannot be like that. i'm really trying, can't you try too?
i'll miss you truckloads and more Mary-anneeeeeeeee T__T seriously, if you werent here for me, i wouldn't have survived my past one and a half years. love ya, take care okay!!
i'm still worrying about the thing mrs soh said a few days ago during __ edu. i keep feeling its wrong, like maybe there's something wrong. this is so frustrating, i keep thinking i'm __. am i really __?? i went online to search like if you __, will you still __, then it states that it is a sign of __. omg this is making me paranoid. i dont know how to ask my mom to bring me to go and see a __ either. maymay, help!!
one fine day, i was flipping through some photo albums in my house, and i realised two major facts.
1)my dad used to be really hawt. note: used to be.
2)i used to be freaking ugly =.= note: used to be.(maybe you still think i am but thats beside the point)
anyway, over the years, i think my mentality(personality) changed the most. like when i was really young, i used to think adults are really stupid. i still think so, though not as much haha. i'll make sure i be the first unstupid adult :) but i'm definitely not sure what i'll be in 6 years.
i feel like ranting.
firstly, please stop bothering me about my jap CA results. honestly, wait till you get that mark and see if it feels good. :/ especially when people
what am i gonna do about this sat..>__< i doubt mom will let me skip tuition just for summer fest. how!! and mizu sensei hasnt replied me yet >:
i keep telling myself: i cannot be like this, i cannot be like that. i'm really trying, can't you try too?
i'll miss you truckloads and more Mary-anneeeeeeeee T__T seriously, if you werent here for me, i wouldn't have survived my past one and a half years. love ya, take care okay!!
i'm still worrying about the thing mrs soh said a few days ago during __ edu. i keep feeling its wrong, like maybe there's something wrong. this is so frustrating, i keep thinking i'm __. am i really __?? i went online to search like if you __, will you still __, then it states that it is a sign of __. omg this is making me paranoid. i dont know how to ask my mom to bring me to go and see a __ either. maymay, help!!
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:46 pm.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
ITS A NEW WEEK!!!!!!!!!
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:28 pm.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:22 pm.
Friday, August 14, 2009
my face was totally black when i came home today. snso just makes my blood boil ttm. does mr goh need to be so biased? He did that alot of times to me and the whole world knows about it. does gw need to be so biased and immature and ridiculous(imposing his words on himself)? does jessalyn need to vent every single ounce of her anger on me even though i did nothing at all to her? like, even when she's gone, her spirit medium tells me i have to sit 2nd. Because. the almighty Oh hail Queen Jessalyn says so. i dont get it, why isnt ANYONE bothering to use just maybe the 0.000000000000001% of their brain? so what if you're my senior. so what if you're my teacher. so what if you're my conductor. so what if i'm just a student. arent we all human.__.
もう駄目だと言われていても．．
あいちゃく。
もう駄目だと言われていても．．
あいちゃく。
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:49 pm.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
when you just sit down there and study, you actually gain alot of kcal.
today, mr nah's words failed to penetrate my preoccupied brain when it soundedexactly vaguely like tamil. then i just stared at the hindu worksheet with the =.= expression. chem is not chem when your chem teacher is not a chem teacher.
methods of preparing salts. what about sugar?
i want to use money to buy more time, just free time for me to breathe.
JAPAN. :D
today, mr nah's words failed to penetrate my preoccupied brain when it sounded
methods of preparing salts. what about sugar?
i want to use money to buy more time, just free time for me to breathe.
JAPAN. :D
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:56 pm.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
when you feel so bloody tired..what can you do besides zz..zz..
last week was great. this week is..next week will be..
anyway, anyway!
finally bought my JLPT books. heh i'm exhilarated :D
i dont know how i'm going to study for any test if there're constantly 5 tests per week? plus so much extra unnecessary hmk. then if you dont study, you fail your test, you get irritated, you dont feel like studying for the next one, then it'll end with.. and if you dont do hmk, you'll just get trashed by people like mrs soh and miss nair. so..dont do hmk and get scolded and screamed at but study for your tests, or do hmk but fail all your tests and get irritated at yourself? sometimes st.nicks really goes overboard. they think that after school we have all the time in the world to play, eat, exercise, have family time and study. like the 80s or 70s when they had no such thing as homework and went out to play with..sticks and stuff.
"i really pity you guys. after school i just went anywhere i wanted to go."-Mr nah
"..wth" -3J
why doesnt anyone bother to do something different in their lives. many people nowadays just care about the most superficial stuff.
stephanie and liting all said the same thing. but i dont have a choice just because of the seniors and gw. obviously its unfair-.- which was why i didnt want to __. because i would just be __. anyway, i dont care about my cca anymore.
i like my specs. :D
Lucky star is so awesomely KAWAIIII^^ mechakucha!!
should i go school tomorrow? or just get an MC.
time to K.O. again. finally.
last week was great. this week is..next week will be..
anyway, anyway!
finally bought my JLPT books. heh i'm exhilarated :D
i dont know how i'm going to study for any test if there're constantly 5 tests per week? plus so much extra unnecessary hmk. then if you dont study, you fail your test, you get irritated, you dont feel like studying for the next one, then it'll end with.. and if you dont do hmk, you'll just get trashed by people like mrs soh and miss nair. so..dont do hmk and get scolded and screamed at but study for your tests, or do hmk but fail all your tests and get irritated at yourself? sometimes st.nicks really goes overboard. they think that after school we have all the time in the world to play, eat, exercise, have family time and study. like the 80s or 70s when they had no such thing as homework and went out to play with..sticks and stuff.
"i really pity you guys. after school i just went anywhere i wanted to go."-Mr nah
"..wth" -3J
why doesnt anyone bother to do something different in their lives. many people nowadays just care about the most superficial stuff.
stephanie and liting all said the same thing. but i dont have a choice just because of the seniors and gw. obviously its unfair-.- which was why i didnt want to __. because i would just be __. anyway, i dont care about my cca anymore.
i like my specs. :D
Lucky star is so awesomely KAWAIIII^^ mechakucha!!
should i go school tomorrow? or just get an MC.
time to K.O. again. finally.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 5:44 pm.
Sunday, August 02, 2009
here's what i plan to do this weeeek.
-play shiritori:))
-bake a cake for belle<33
-cip with tiannie and maymay!!
-dinner with V1seniors?
-get mendelssohn scores
-call mary-anne<33
-get mendelssohn scores from ms yap:D
-play badminton.
-national day? go far east plaza with lyn!! :DD
yeahp. thats about it.
-play shiritori:))
-bake a cake for belle<33
-cip with tiannie and maymay!!
-dinner with V1seniors?
-get mendelssohn scores
-call mary-anne<33
-get mendelssohn scores from ms yap:D
-play badminton.
-national day? go far east plaza with lyn!! :DD
yeahp. thats about it.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:46 pm.
oday i just kept thinking..
"why __ and not __?"
and the obvious answer never did appear.
yay:D playing Mendelssohn Capriccio Op. 118 for the year end competition.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Mea5HGYWWI
go watch it! :))
mrs soh and gwong are not making my life any better. almost the whole class failed(less than 10 people passed?) cos everyone mugged for bio instead of math and mrs soh made us write an apology letter to our parents and a confession on how much time we actually spent on studying math. then when she returned the paper i checked through and its like.. all careless mistakes, and she didnt give me marks for the 10m graph question cos i wrote it in pencil. >:( so i did my corrections and rushed my farewell present(since handover was in 2h) then mrs soh saw me not looking at the visuallizer and she was like "one of the reasons why you never ever score in math tests is because you totally lack focus." and i didnt even fail the test.__. when 75% of the class failed? who is she to judge me.
and gw is just..frustrating. he shouldnt smile that often, really. cos dear mr chan gets annoyed at his smiley face. if you forgot/dont know how it looks like, it happens to be about the same as his msn dp, except.. with wrinkled skin and blusher i guess. actually..you can describe his appearance in just one word. nevermind what that word is, i'm sure he reads my blog. but he's really biased and childish. everything must go his way or he'll throw a tantrum. (which is why he chose __ to be __ because unopiniated people always give way to opiniated people) he goes for appearance and ranking. i feel like buying a baton for cws now cos only he can roll his magnificent eyes at gw. gogo cws!!
thank you wt, maymay, maine, ernie for being there on fri:)) especially may and charmaine, you guys really made my day. i dont think the seniors liked farewell very much.
the person i really need most now is someone that i dont need. maybe you're not that bad as i thought you to be, cos when you're not here with me i feel empty.
i realise that i dont like to be.. its a strange feeling. sometimes i really dont understand what i'm doing but i just have to keep moving on. and on. when i'm sad, japanese just flows in me like a way to vent my feelings. when i'm happy, i'm light-headed but my head is full of japanese. is this the same for any other language?
haha.
"why __ and not __?"
and the obvious answer never did appear.
yay:D playing Mendelssohn Capriccio Op. 118 for the year end competition.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Mea5HGYWWI
go watch it! :))
mrs soh and gwong are not making my life any better. almost the whole class failed(less than 10 people passed?) cos everyone mugged for bio instead of math and mrs soh made us write an apology letter to our parents and a confession on how much time we actually spent on studying math. then when she returned the paper i checked through and its like.. all careless mistakes, and she didnt give me marks for the 10m graph question cos i wrote it in pencil. >:( so i did my corrections and rushed my farewell present(since handover was in 2h) then mrs soh saw me not looking at the visuallizer and she was like "one of the reasons why you never ever score in math tests is because you totally lack focus." and i didnt even fail the test.__. when 75% of the class failed? who is she to judge me.
and gw is just..frustrating. he shouldnt smile that often, really. cos dear mr chan gets annoyed at his smiley face. if you forgot/dont know how it looks like, it happens to be about the same as his msn dp, except.. with wrinkled skin and blusher i guess. actually..you can describe his appearance in just one word. nevermind what that word is, i'm sure he reads my blog. but he's really biased and childish. everything must go his way or he'll throw a tantrum. (which is why he chose __ to be __ because unopiniated people always give way to opiniated people) he goes for appearance and ranking. i feel like buying a baton for cws now cos only he can roll his magnificent eyes at gw. gogo cws!!
thank you wt, maymay, maine, ernie for being there on fri:)) especially may and charmaine, you guys really made my day. i dont think the seniors liked farewell very much.
the person i really need most now is someone that i dont need. maybe you're not that bad as i thought you to be, cos when you're not here with me i feel empty.
i realise that i dont like to be.. its a strange feeling. sometimes i really dont understand what i'm doing but i just have to keep moving on. and on. when i'm sad, japanese just flows in me like a way to vent my feelings. when i'm happy, i'm light-headed but my head is full of japanese. is this the same for any other language?
haha.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 12:37 am.
