Sunday, August 30, 2009
i almost died today.
what a way to start the post. anyway, i was 1cm to getting hit by a car. The car was like "BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP" and next you would expect a "BANG!!" but i didnt die cos it missed me by 0.00001mm. then after that i was so traumatised i kept sweating and sweating for the next 2 hours. my heartbeat is still unsteady now because of the aftershock that it really missed me by just that little bit.
that brings me to the question..would anyone care if i died? i think everyone in my school would just treat it like a small section in the orbituaries(sp). maybe..my teachers would be happier without me. and all the other people who hate me so dearly would jump in joy. insignificance.
but. this is exactly why i won't die. so that all the people who hate me will lead miserable lives watching me win them in practically everything. losers will always be losers. and trust me, they wont live to see me die so there :)) may my existance continue to light a flame in their sorrowful hearts.
what a way to start the post. anyway, i was 1cm to getting hit by a car. The car was like "BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP" and next you would expect a "BANG!!" but i didnt die cos it missed me by 0.00001mm. then after that i was so traumatised i kept sweating and sweating for the next 2 hours. my heartbeat is still unsteady now because of the aftershock that it really missed me by just that little bit.
that brings me to the question..would anyone care if i died? i think everyone in my school would just treat it like a small section in the orbituaries(sp). maybe..my teachers would be happier without me. and all the other people who hate me so dearly would jump in joy. insignificance.
but. this is exactly why i won't die. so that all the people who hate me will lead miserable lives watching me win them in practically everything. losers will always be losers. and trust me, they wont live to see me die so there :)) may my existance continue to light a flame in their sorrowful hearts.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 7:31 pm.
