Wednesday, September 30, 2009
THAT IS NOT MUSIC!! seriously, why must you irritate me to such an extent?
i've got anger management issues okay, dont constantly put my patience to the test. i dont really want to tolerate you and your anger management issues as well.
even dad is asking me to quit piano. mom just tells me to quit everything in my life. wth!! its not like i dont like music, but i cant focus on music all the time wad!! i have japanese. at least nobody is forcing me to learn the language in a faster and faster pace. and i'm doing just fine in japanese -.- stoopid.
..
whole day make me sad. dead sea already la! no more tears, all salt, happy?
since i'm feeling angsty now, i'll take the opportunity to say..
please dont stalk my blog. if you visit, leave a tag cos sometimes it gets unnerving when i dont know you're stalking my blog. :/ yeahpp.
i've got anger management issues okay, dont constantly put my patience to the test. i dont really want to tolerate you and your anger management issues as well.
even dad is asking me to quit piano. mom just tells me to quit everything in my life. wth!! its not like i dont like music, but i cant focus on music all the time wad!! i have japanese. at least nobody is forcing me to learn the language in a faster and faster pace. and i'm doing just fine in japanese -.- stoopid.
..
whole day make me sad. dead sea already la! no more tears, all salt, happy?
since i'm feeling angsty now, i'll take the opportunity to say..
please dont stalk my blog. if you visit, leave a tag cos sometimes it gets unnerving when i dont know you're stalking my blog. :/ yeahpp.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:07 pm.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
i really envy mary-anne now :D glad you're doing superb in new york!!!!^^ shall send you a letter haha.
live the day by the second. or the first, at that.
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO JAPAN. *hyperventilates
now i finally know what i'm missing.
why are all/most of my friends from mep? their exam ends 2 days later so what am i going to do within those 2 days?!! D:
heheh. nevermind i shall shop at illuma. ;) i like that summer dress :3 someone sponser it for me~
chia sensei hasnt replied me.
ahh sheesh i'm wasting my time on the com again. :(
and everyone shouldnt worry about me. i dont need to be cared for. more like i dont like to be cared for in such circumstances. :/
wengchen could actually sit down for one hour. pleasantly surprised at myself. i thought my butt repels the chair .__.
byeez. back to ss.
live the day by the second. or the first, at that.
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO JAPAN. *hyperventilates
now i finally know what i'm missing.
why are all/most of my friends from mep? their exam ends 2 days later so what am i going to do within those 2 days?!! D:
heheh. nevermind i shall shop at illuma. ;) i like that summer dress :3 someone sponser it for me~
chia sensei hasnt replied me.
ahh sheesh i'm wasting my time on the com again. :(
and everyone shouldnt worry about me. i dont need to be cared for. more like i dont like to be cared for in such circumstances. :/
wengchen could actually sit down for one hour. pleasantly surprised at myself. i thought my butt repels the chair .__.
byeez. back to ss.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:14 pm.
Monday, September 28, 2009
my mind is only about one thing. if you want me to blog about yesterday, i wont be able to blog about it in full sentences.
jap oral was so embarrassing!! >__< for some reason i was really really hyper when i was on my way to the lc today, i just kept running back and forth on the long long pavement leading to the lc. crazy right. :P bleeh.
instead of asking me stuff like, 日常生活とか、日本語の勉強について等の事、she just asked me "hey hey do you watch NHK?!!" the channel 43 lar. T__T i no cable..*sniff
and i cant help it laaQ__Q everytime during oral i will talk like i'm talking to some good friend, then i'll just rattle alot of rubbish..:/ then before i left it was like below:
コー先生：さようなら！＾＾
あたし：さようなら。
コー先生：頑張っていますねえ！＾＾
あたし：あ…？有難う！ｗｗ
コー先生：またね！
あたし：またね！
コー先生：さようなら！
…大体そんな場合だったぶっ。
i want more of that japanese hi-chew kyandeeee. rawr >:] (eats a gummy) some yamakawa trading thingy.^^ japanese sweets are always da best. kanpeki!!<3
OOGIE. i havent finish SS. DDDDDDDDD:
omg my nose is bleeding again. WHOSE NOSE BLEEDS ONCE EVERY FEW DAYS?!! =.= anyway, tell you what happened during theory. I am sick of all those faggots screaming at me like i'm 90% deaf to do the things they want me to do.
miss yap kicked me out of theory class cos i didnt do hmk. she just said "i dont like people wasting other people's time here. get out and dont make me scream at you." WTFuck.
thefucking woman fucking chased me out of class when she gave me 132 fucking questions to do. not like i devote all my time to do fucking theory. so i fucking wasted my time at delifrance with giogi and noel trying to do fucking theory only to find out that that fucking woman fucking smsed my parents. then my mother tried to call me but i deliberately didnt answer cos i didnt want to fucking die so early. so i waited till lesson ended only to see her fucking face black and pouting steam. then infront of my cousin's dad, her voice was like trembling, trying not to explode in his face. the VERY SECOND we left yms, she fucking started screaming her fucking head off at me in the middle of the junction waiting for the traffic light to turn green where so many fucking people were staring at me with their fucked-up faces like "what's so fucking wrong with this girl? why cant she just obey the fucking world and be a filial daughter?" fuck luhh please, if they were in my fucking shoes they would keep their bloody fucking faces to themselves and mind their own businesses. arent singaporeans always very busy? isnt the excuse "no time la.." very overused?? where did all their fucking time go? spent kae-poing at other people's fucking business? i'm surprised singaporeans dont have long and sharp noses for constantly poking their fucking noses into other people's businesses. she just fucking shouted "YOU USELESS IDIOT! EVERYTHING ALSO CANNOT DO PROPERLY!! JUST GIVE UP EVERYTHING LA, GIVE UP EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE! DONT LEARN ANY fucking THING ANYMORE!! YOU ARE THE MOST USELESS SHIT IN THE UNIVERSE! NOBODY IN THIS UNIVERSE WOULD BE CURSED TO HAVE SUCH A DAUGHTER LIKE YOU!!!!" if you were a mother, would you fucking scream such stuff infront of a whole audience of strangers in a public place? havent you spared a thought for your daughter who might possibly be so fucking humiliated over it? i guess not.
i couldnt take it anymore. such verbal abuse cannot be tolerated. i just shouted back "I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEORY LA!!" then i fought back infuriated tears and told my dad "i dont want to be with that woman anymore". then i just ran all the way to city hall mrt and took an mrt home by myself. everytime such incidents happen, it just makes me hate myself more and more.fuck the world.
that relieved a whole day of bitterness which fortunately passed. today was a great day. i think tomorrow will be a bad one. its always like that, one day good and the next day bad.
blearh. shall distract myself by mugging.
jap oral was so embarrassing!! >__< for some reason i was really really hyper when i was on my way to the lc today, i just kept running back and forth on the long long pavement leading to the lc. crazy right. :P bleeh.
instead of asking me stuff like, 日常生活とか、日本語の勉強について等の事、she just asked me "hey hey do you watch NHK?!!" the channel 43 lar. T__T i no cable..*sniff
and i cant help it laaQ__Q everytime during oral i will talk like i'm talking to some good friend, then i'll just rattle alot of rubbish..:/ then before i left it was like below:
コー先生：さようなら！＾＾
あたし：さようなら。
コー先生：頑張っていますねえ！＾＾
あたし：あ…？有難う！ｗｗ
コー先生：またね！
あたし：またね！
コー先生：さようなら！
…大体そんな場合だったぶっ。
i want more of that japanese hi-chew kyandeeee. rawr >:] (eats a gummy) some yamakawa trading thingy.^^ japanese sweets are always da best. kanpeki!!<3
OOGIE. i havent finish SS. DDDDDDDDD:
omg my nose is bleeding again. WHOSE NOSE BLEEDS ONCE EVERY FEW DAYS?!! =.= anyway, tell you what happened during theory. I am sick of all those faggots screaming at me like i'm 90% deaf to do the things they want me to do.
miss yap kicked me out of theory class cos i didnt do hmk. she just said "i dont like people wasting other people's time here. get out and dont make me scream at you." WTFuck.
the
i couldnt take it anymore. such verbal abuse cannot be tolerated. i just shouted back "I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEORY LA!!" then i fought back infuriated tears and told my dad "i dont want to be with that woman anymore". then i just ran all the way to city hall mrt and took an mrt home by myself. everytime such incidents happen, it just makes me hate myself more and more.
that relieved a whole day of bitterness which fortunately passed. today was a great day. i think tomorrow will be a bad one. its always like that, one day good and the next day bad.
blearh. shall distract myself by mugging.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:16 pm.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
yay i've gotten better at badminton!^^ must keep playing with boon hian da pro!! \>A
today was a so-so day. i totally didnt know i had miss yap's lesson DD: tomorrow confirm die. and my mom was like..black face as always. then my sister was being a biatch. :/ oh well, there's always a time and place for everything wrong. sent may a pic of food cos she didnt have enough DD: go eat kay!! then cgs(cho genius sensei) nahh chia sensei sent me an sms saying the timings had to change. again. :X
then i went to bishan library to study before math tuition and bumped into sabrina and her bf. i will never ever study at bishan library again, i've had enough mannz. .__. the first time i ever went there to study, kids kept running and screaming and the freaking announcement was on REPEAT >:" it just kept playing over and over again until it got stuck in my brain and i almost went mad. then now, this group of secondary school girls kept laughing and talking like the person next to them, aka ME was invisible. "antigen la! dumbass!" "huh? antigen ah HAHAHAHA so funnae" =.= the convo was..about this standard. then i got really pissed cos i was trying to do something that needed more foldings in my brain--math. so i was totally black-faced and all. then mom came to find me in this super pissed-off mood, so she just kept silent with this irritated look on her face. a primary school girl sat next to me and kept looking at the math worksheet which i was rushing through so i just suddenly turned to glare at her with a super fierce look on my face and she hurried away. wengchen remains unprovokable. :P
i miss a certain somebody again..>__< !! cant wait for eoys to be over and done with. then we shall watch the gigolo show, yes?;DDDDDDDDD
yisong is super sweet! :D i didnt study for terms(like always -.-) then i had to pass it to the back row to mark so i passed it to him, and he helped me fill in the blanks and even changed my answers^^ thanks!! <3
omg i seriously dont wanna go for theory tmrw. my ss is screwed to the max!!!! and i just realised ss is just round the corner. so much for brenda tan looking like lky.
speaking of which, i saw her with this baby in the canteen.
"mrs tan! is that your son?"
"nope."
"is that your daughter?"
"nope."
"uhh. then?"
HAHA. okay nevermind it was miss kay's. i couldnt recognise her luhh. i keep seeing that someone in the canteen!! its quite scary, because i dont ever talk much to her and ever since someone kept mentioning her she's been appearing infront of me all the time. D:< maybe its just that i havent really bothered to notice her presence until he told me luhh.
connexio is out-with greasy faces due to the unprofessional photographer .__. usually its like, full body but HE takes only the faces so everyone looks fat and fugly. or only me.
okay shall do theory now..:( byee!
today was a so-so day. i totally didnt know i had miss yap's lesson DD: tomorrow confirm die. and my mom was like..black face as always. then my sister was being a biatch. :/ oh well, there's always a time and place for everything wrong. sent may a pic of food cos she didnt have enough DD: go eat kay!! then cgs(cho genius sensei) nahh chia sensei sent me an sms saying the timings had to change. again. :X
then i went to bishan library to study before math tuition and bumped into sabrina and her bf. i will never ever study at bishan library again, i've had enough mannz. .__. the first time i ever went there to study, kids kept running and screaming and the freaking announcement was on REPEAT >:" it just kept playing over and over again until it got stuck in my brain and i almost went mad. then now, this group of secondary school girls kept laughing and talking like the person next to them, aka ME was invisible. "antigen la! dumbass!" "huh? antigen ah HAHAHAHA so funnae" =.= the convo was..about this standard. then i got really pissed cos i was trying to do something that needed more foldings in my brain--math. so i was totally black-faced and all. then mom came to find me in this super pissed-off mood, so she just kept silent with this irritated look on her face. a primary school girl sat next to me and kept looking at the math worksheet which i was rushing through so i just suddenly turned to glare at her with a super fierce look on my face and she hurried away. wengchen remains unprovokable. :P
i miss a certain somebody again..>__< !! cant wait for eoys to be over and done with. then we shall watch the gigolo show, yes?;DDDDDDDDD
yisong is super sweet! :D i didnt study for terms(like always -.-) then i had to pass it to the back row to mark so i passed it to him, and he helped me fill in the blanks and even changed my answers^^ thanks!! <3
omg i seriously dont wanna go for theory tmrw. my ss is screwed to the max!!!! and i just realised ss is just round the corner. so much for brenda tan looking like lky.
speaking of which, i saw her with this baby in the canteen.
"mrs tan! is that your son?"
"nope."
"is that your daughter?"
"nope."
"uhh. then?"
HAHA. okay nevermind it was miss kay's. i couldnt recognise her luhh. i keep seeing that someone in the canteen!! its quite scary, because i dont ever talk much to her and ever since someone kept mentioning her she's been appearing infront of me all the time. D:< maybe its just that i havent really bothered to notice her presence until he told me luhh.
connexio is out-with greasy faces due to the unprofessional photographer .__. usually its like, full body but HE takes only the faces so everyone looks fat and fugly. or only me.
okay shall do theory now..:( byee!
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:02 pm.
ohmygawd. first thing in the morning, i wake up to see this bride and groom walking down the freaking pavement .__. the bride's dress looked like super heavy and the pavement was like narrower than her dress, i was surprised she didnt fall into the pool beside the pavement. :O
anyway, this blogskin is niceeee 8) was deciding between loccolotion from orange range and riot girl by hirano aya.
i wanna go trekking with maymay and tiannie. go shokudo again, go shopping, more jap life. if i cant go london i shall go japan. cos..i dunno, i dont feel good about skipping jlpt :X and i dont want to lose to A either.
happy daze.
-wengchen
anyway, this blogskin is niceeee 8) was deciding between loccolotion from orange range and riot girl by hirano aya.
i wanna go trekking with maymay and tiannie. go shokudo again, go shopping, more jap life. if i cant go london i shall go japan. cos..i dunno, i dont feel good about skipping jlpt :X and i dont want to lose to A either.
happy daze.
-wengchen
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:48 am.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
くれたまま。
兎に角、今日だって大変だったわ。
i cant express the distress i'm feeling now. its like-flooding over my face!! D:
i have no mood to do anything now :/ just k.o.
studied bio with tiannie and mayyay today :D after which hannah and hilary came to join us. i finally finally get what excretion is talking about .__. loop of henle, proximal convoluted tube, distal convoluted tube, glomulus, renal capsule, blah blah.
i dont feel like blogging nowadays..just stone at the screen
oh i hope wt's foot gets better. the convo was super funny haha. wearing a __ on your sole?!!
i realise like some people can rattle on and on and on and on and dont giva damn about the person listening. and. the person listening doesnt really giva damn either. what is the listener to a speaker? vice versa what a speaker is to a listener. a listener would be a good listener if the speaker was not..boring? condescending? condemning? vulgar? too nice? full of crap? too emo? crazy? always tongue-tied and weird? and the speaker would be a good speaker if she/he has..a good command of language? a willing listener? more interesting stuff to talk that the listener actually bothers about? an active listener?
24/7 is not enough. neither is 24/8. i think i need at least..25/9 or 100000/7
WHEEEPEEEE guess what rongen said today :DDDD
"wanna go mandarin oriental buffet lunch with me after EOYs?"
YESYESYESYES OBVIOUSLY <3 love rongen!!
mrs sng is a ficklehead. she called me an ah lian todayzz(-.-) just because i borrowed yunwen's portable fan to use. the weather was awfully stale and blazing hot again :/ i definitely, 200% think that i'm not an ah lianzzzz. eggxpecially wen i dun tok lik datz. and zz all the time. i dont get the "worrhz" and "euu" etc. whats "worrhz" supposed to mean in english anyway. how un-kewlx is that.
ohoh. diana and I were singing in class again then mrs soh went "OI SHUDDUP LEH" haha i cant believe she has 3? 4? ear piercings.
I really hope the vienna trip does not clash with JLPT or..it'll send destructive waves crashing in the cliff in my heart. rawr all that crap is still stuck in my head :/ okay i dont wanna blog anymore. byebye blog.
P.S. i think __'s english is awesome.
兎に角、今日だって大変だったわ。
i cant express the distress i'm feeling now. its like-flooding over my face!! D:
i have no mood to do anything now :/ just k.o.
studied bio with tiannie and mayyay today :D after which hannah and hilary came to join us. i finally finally get what excretion is talking about .__. loop of henle, proximal convoluted tube, distal convoluted tube, glomulus, renal capsule, blah blah.
i dont feel like blogging nowadays..just stone at the screen
oh i hope wt's foot gets better. the convo was super funny haha. wearing a __ on your sole?!!
i realise like some people can rattle on and on and on and on and dont giva damn about the person listening. and. the person listening doesnt really giva damn either. what is the listener to a speaker? vice versa what a speaker is to a listener. a listener would be a good listener if the speaker was not..boring? condescending? condemning? vulgar? too nice? full of crap? too emo? crazy? always tongue-tied and weird? and the speaker would be a good speaker if she/he has..a good command of language? a willing listener? more interesting stuff to talk that the listener actually bothers about? an active listener?
24/7 is not enough. neither is 24/8. i think i need at least..25/9 or 100000/7
WHEEEPEEEE guess what rongen said today :DDDD
"wanna go mandarin oriental buffet lunch with me after EOYs?"
YESYESYESYES OBVIOUSLY <3 love rongen!!
mrs sng is a ficklehead. she called me an ah lian todayzz(-.-) just because i borrowed yunwen's portable fan to use. the weather was awfully stale and blazing hot again :/ i definitely, 200% think that i'm not an ah lianzzzz. eggxpecially wen i dun tok lik datz. and zz all the time. i dont get the "worrhz" and "euu" etc. whats "worrhz" supposed to mean in english anyway. how un-kewlx is that.
ohoh. diana and I were singing in class again then mrs soh went "OI SHUDDUP LEH" haha i cant believe she has 3? 4? ear piercings.
I really hope the vienna trip does not clash with JLPT or..it'll send destructive waves crashing in the cliff in my heart. rawr all that crap is still stuck in my head :/ okay i dont wanna blog anymore. byebye blog.
P.S. i think __'s english is awesome.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:34 pm.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
SHOULD I HECK TOKYO AND GO TO VIENNA?????????
-wengchen is confused.
-wengchen is confused.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:45 pm.
hehe. thinking of a really cool blogskin now. 8-) cant wait to change it after EOYs!
i think this school year passed in a daze. like fast and unclear.
looking back, i feel very dumb. somethings that were supposed to happen didnt happen. some things that werent supposed to happen suddenly happened. some things that i wanted to happen couldnt happen. some opportunities lost, some feelings gained, some trust lost, more life experience..
its all the same.
every year, you'll look back at the previous year and feel glad that you've grown up by just that little bit due to any reason. like for some people, maybe they're glad they've grown up because they look better. for others, they became smarter. but for me, its really..so that..nevermind its kinda ironical :/
haha Natasha's so nice :) (betcha feelin' awesome now) at least you have the heart to acknowledge me as your senior and try to get to know me :) hee!
and..my mom thinks i'm super duper mean for having blogged about riz loh. sorry, i'm a mean person, live with it :D but being honest, her english is terribly fluent and flawlessly impeccable. i'm serious. sorry for blogging about your excellent command of english because my england is nowhere near.
more bio. left with..homeo and excretion D: (guilty face)
left with math, 1 chap of SS, geog, lit, chem, someone throw me out of singapore now.
NOW!! rawrr.
and i found something awesome again^^
i think this school year passed in a daze. like fast and unclear.
looking back, i feel very dumb. somethings that were supposed to happen didnt happen. some things that werent supposed to happen suddenly happened. some things that i wanted to happen couldnt happen. some opportunities lost, some feelings gained, some trust lost, more life experience..
its all the same.
every year, you'll look back at the previous year and feel glad that you've grown up by just that little bit due to any reason. like for some people, maybe they're glad they've grown up because they look better. for others, they became smarter. but for me, its really..so that..nevermind its kinda ironical :/
haha Natasha's so nice :) (betcha feelin' awesome now) at least you have the heart to acknowledge me as your senior and try to get to know me :) hee!
and..my mom thinks i'm super duper mean for having blogged about riz loh. sorry, i'm a mean person, live with it :D but being honest, her english is terribly fluent and flawlessly impeccable. i'm serious. sorry for blogging about your excellent command of english because my england is nowhere near.
more bio. left with..homeo and excretion D: (guilty face)
left with math, 1 chap of SS, geog, lit, chem, someone throw me out of singapore now.
NOW!! rawrr.
and i found something awesome again^^
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:53 pm.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
something new. something sophisticated.
is there 3rd lang tmrw? i suddenly like 3rd lang more than ever.
i demand something that i deserve right now. and i will use force to get it.
i am crazy. okay i need to do it before time runs out.
is there 3rd lang tmrw? i suddenly like 3rd lang more than ever.
i demand something that i deserve right now. and i will use force to get it.
i am crazy. okay i need to do it before time runs out.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:14 pm.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
The LAMENTABLE COMEDY.
i wont worry my life away. jasonmrazzzzoo is sweet.
today was a great day. tomorrow's gonna suck and the following day's gonna suck even more but who cares. right now, i care only about whats happening today.
went to upper pierce. havent been there in a long long time but it was great. with the exception of a swarm of monkeys that made my mom totally paranoid =.= then dad picked up this rubber seed and cut it into half! haha cool. i dont know if i'll have time to get you a pressie but i'll try. :((
ee. theory tmrw. i cant believe i fell asleep again .__. but miss yap's being totally understanding so obviously i feel bad. its like, when i feel damn crappy cos i didnt practise enough or i didnt have time to do theory then i'll tell her and she'll be like, "really. nevermind luhh." nice right. makes me go crazy with guilt.
sou ieba..
being in a family of smartasses really sucks. i can never do sports, with a brain like mine. DD: boohoo. then my aunt stared at me haughtilly and shook her head in disapproval cos i was being a jellyfish playing tabletennis. DD: then she said "eh wrong already!" and stared at my sis and said "why your sister like that ah?"
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: she replied..
COS SHE DUMB MAH.
then my aunt laughed. -.-
was at j8's foodcourt eating lunch today. then the family on my left suddenly stared at the couple on my right. then one of them said "YOU!! you're the one from hall 6 right" then the other "oh! you were xxx from NUS meds?!!" soooorandom :/
"yeah! eh remember wanling from hall 5? i married her now!"
"really? oh we have 4 kids now. we married after graduating"
"ohh. i went south america with wanling for 7 years then we got married."
i think next time if i saw random friends get married it'd be really weird.
then..yesterday night i was snoozing in the car since the radio was blaring some nonsensical stuff. okay i've changed my mind i shant blog about that.
doctor chew scares me with her niceness. i got a huge shock when i saw her screaming BRAVO!! in the row infront of me at the RIse concert. then i found out her nephew was adi chew the bassist.
i wont worry my life away. jasonmrazzzzoo is sweet.
today was a great day. tomorrow's gonna suck and the following day's gonna suck even more but who cares. right now, i care only about whats happening today.
went to upper pierce. havent been there in a long long time but it was great. with the exception of a swarm of monkeys that made my mom totally paranoid =.= then dad picked up this rubber seed and cut it into half! haha cool. i dont know if i'll have time to get you a pressie but i'll try. :((
ee. theory tmrw. i cant believe i fell asleep again .__. but miss yap's being totally understanding so obviously i feel bad. its like, when i feel damn crappy cos i didnt practise enough or i didnt have time to do theory then i'll tell her and she'll be like, "really. nevermind luhh." nice right. makes me go crazy with guilt.
sou ieba..
being in a family of smartasses really sucks. i can never do sports, with a brain like mine. DD: boohoo. then my aunt stared at me haughtilly and shook her head in disapproval cos i was being a jellyfish playing tabletennis. DD: then she said "eh wrong already!" and stared at my sis and said "why your sister like that ah?"
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: she replied..
COS SHE DUMB MAH.
then my aunt laughed. -.-
was at j8's foodcourt eating lunch today. then the family on my left suddenly stared at the couple on my right. then one of them said "YOU!! you're the one from hall 6 right" then the other "oh! you were xxx from NUS meds?!!" soooorandom :/
"yeah! eh remember wanling from hall 5? i married her now!"
"really? oh we have 4 kids now. we married after graduating"
"ohh. i went south america with wanling for 7 years then we got married."
i think next time if i saw random friends get married it'd be really weird.
then..yesterday night i was snoozing in the car since the radio was blaring some nonsensical stuff. okay i've changed my mind i shant blog about that.
doctor chew scares me with her niceness. i got a huge shock when i saw her screaming BRAVO!! in the row infront of me at the RIse concert. then i found out her nephew was adi chew the bassist.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:13 pm.
Friday, September 11, 2009
POST NUMBER 400!!
yayy.
i'm really tempted to say something to the whole wide world now.
but i shant cos its the 4ooth post. gotta talk about something happier like..
i'm at belle<3's house chillin' out now!! :D
FRENCH FRIES DD: <3
guess what. isab's dear aunt cooked this whole tub of french fries ALL FOR ME DD: and whaddaya expect a glutton like me to do besides finishing it all up (guilty) 10000kal down muhh stomach. phatty.
thats the best thing that happened.
remind me to slap you the next time i see you cos really, you deserve it.
snso sucks. and i dont mind anyone reading this cos really, it sucks. if you dont think so you're probably someone like __ or __, etc.
that issue is still on my mind. back to bio.
yayy.
i'm really tempted to say something to the whole wide world now.
but i shant cos its the 4ooth post. gotta talk about something happier like..
i'm at belle<3's house chillin' out now!! :D
FRENCH FRIES DD: <3
guess what. isab's dear aunt cooked this whole tub of french fries ALL FOR ME DD: and whaddaya expect a glutton like me to do besides finishing it all up (guilty) 10000kal down muhh stomach. phatty.
thats the best thing that happened.
remind me to slap you the next time i see you cos really, you deserve it.
snso sucks. and i dont mind anyone reading this cos really, it sucks. if you dont think so you're probably someone like __ or __, etc.
that issue is still on my mind. back to bio.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 3:13 pm.
romaticcat by cherry filter
i'm feeling quite irritated now. stop faking, please.
its not like i dont have my sources to verify whats happening and whats not.
i gave you a chance and this is what happens. no more chances, this is it.
i'm feeling quite irritated now. stop faking, please.
its not like i dont have my sources to verify whats happening and whats not.
i gave you a chance and this is what happens. no more chances, this is it.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 12:57 pm.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Some things just cant get out of my head right now.
i need to get busy.
anyway, the past few million weeks have been the busiest.
grounded at home to study cos my mom took leave.
every sentence is going to be quite short.
i think they owe so an apology but i dont really care.
i want to prove something. by..working backwards
you wont really get what i'm talking about just by reading my blogposts
since they're all so indirect and boring
i really wish something was happening right now.
i dont want tomorrow to come.
NAC is troublesome as ever.
i wish time could rewind itself.
I NEED AIR TICKETS.
natasha beddingfield is nice. so is mariah carey.
i wish someone was free today.
i wish someone was calling me right now.
i wish that wishes would come true so that i can make more wishes like getting 100 for exams.
i want my priority to be a priority but guess what its just not happening.
just wishing isnt enough.
i always get bothered when there're shows for people to sympathise with other people.
Not that i'm evil. i think people shouldnt sympathise, they should just empathise using ACTION. help. not just going doe-eyed and saying stuff like "poor thing.." oh please. lend a hand??
some people just need to use more of their brain.
If not, some people just need a bigger brain.
or they shouldnt have brains at all if they cant be bothered to use them.
i dont know why this issue is bothering me but it is.
Dionne didnt reply my message and its been a full week.
i dont think she'll reply since its regarding..
yes next year's AIR TICKET.
obviously i need an air ticket to fly away from this shitass place.
and not to fly to another shitass place but of course, to a place where i want to be in like..
forget it, i shouldnt even blog if i dont want to reveal what i'm really blogging about. :/
kayy. bye. end of post. please tag cos i know who visits and who doesnt even though you might think otherwise.
i need to get busy.
anyway, the past few million weeks have been the busiest.
grounded at home to study cos my mom took leave.
every sentence is going to be quite short.
i think they owe so an apology but i dont really care.
i want to prove something. by..working backwards
you wont really get what i'm talking about just by reading my blogposts
since they're all so indirect and boring
i really wish something was happening right now.
i dont want tomorrow to come.
NAC is troublesome as ever.
i wish time could rewind itself.
I NEED AIR TICKETS.
natasha beddingfield is nice. so is mariah carey.
i wish someone was free today.
i wish someone was calling me right now.
i wish that wishes would come true so that i can make more wishes like getting 100 for exams.
i want my priority to be a priority but guess what its just not happening.
just wishing isnt enough.
i always get bothered when there're shows for people to sympathise with other people.
Not that i'm evil. i think people shouldnt sympathise, they should just empathise using ACTION. help. not just going doe-eyed and saying stuff like "poor thing.." oh please. lend a hand??
some people just need to use more of their brain.
If not, some people just need a bigger brain.
or they shouldnt have brains at all if they cant be bothered to use them.
i dont know why this issue is bothering me but it is.
Dionne didnt reply my message and its been a full week.
i dont think she'll reply since its regarding..
yes next year's AIR TICKET.
obviously i need an air ticket to fly away from this shitass place.
and not to fly to another shitass place but of course, to a place where i want to be in like..
forget it, i shouldnt even blog if i dont want to reveal what i'm really blogging about. :/
kayy. bye. end of post. please tag cos i know who visits and who doesnt even though you might think otherwise.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 12:11 pm.
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
HMM. i cant really say anything now.
lots and lots of things stuck in my head that i cant blog about.
have you ever felt like, at times, you really dont like the feeling of having to hear your name being called by somebody cos you apparantly think its because..
1)you're going to be told off.
2)you're being nagged at
3)someone's going to ask you for a favour
4)someone's going to tell you something and you're not even in the mood to listen to that someone
i really need to mug but i cant :/
lots and lots of things stuck in my head that i cant blog about.
have you ever felt like, at times, you really dont like the feeling of having to hear your name being called by somebody cos you apparantly think its because..
1)you're going to be told off.
2)you're being nagged at
3)someone's going to ask you for a favour
4)someone's going to tell you something and you're not even in the mood to listen to that someone
i really need to mug but i cant :/
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 1:23 pm.
Sunday, September 06, 2009
i did my theory hmk today! even though ms yap thought i didnt .__.
then got screaming from mom again. seriously, i dont get what i did wrong. -.- puun.
left theory at 4.30 for RISE concert! :D met tiannie, mayy, hannah, two other RI people..was it isaac? and aedes mosquito? aiya dunno luhh.
concert was not bad :)) but i'm worried for SNSO now, cos our standard seriously sucks.
i met my destined no.10 today. =.= why, wengchen??
oh. ryan kwan was quite disappointing today but i'm sure he usually plays better since his technique is not bad. theophillius seemed to have played better today. and the viola guy was quite good too. so were the pieces.
urrgh i'm damn hungry again :( fooood!! lawl.
after i ate lunch this afternoon i felt like going for lunch. its complicated :] heh heh.
thanks hannah for the ride back home! <33
i need to knock out. now.
then got screaming from mom again. seriously, i dont get what i did wrong. -.- puun.
left theory at 4.30 for RISE concert! :D met tiannie, mayy, hannah, two other RI people..was it isaac? and aedes mosquito? aiya dunno luhh.
concert was not bad :)) but i'm worried for SNSO now, cos our standard seriously sucks.
i met my destined no.10 today. =.= why, wengchen??
oh. ryan kwan was quite disappointing today but i'm sure he usually plays better since his technique is not bad. theophillius seemed to have played better today. and the viola guy was quite good too. so were the pieces.
urrgh i'm damn hungry again :( fooood!! lawl.
after i ate lunch this afternoon i felt like going for lunch. its complicated :] heh heh.
thanks hannah for the ride back home! <33
i need to knock out. now.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:04 pm.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
my weekends are totally no-life. just mug my head off.
anyway, my life never seems to be free, when nothing's happening something unexpected just has to appear. like how i encountered a pervert in the lift today .__.
shant elaborate :/ anyway i'm not stupid so obviously i didnt let him molest me(unlike some really airheaded people)
yay going yongtaufoo tmrw! :DD yongsiewtoh. :)) can see mary-anne's fiance haha.
Tabletennis with wenhsian was superduper fun todayy haha. totally laughed throughout the whole 40 mins or so.
i told her "mom..i need to go japan. cant you feel it?"
she said. "can. get FIRST IN LEVEL LOR. of course you can go, one full week also can." this is directly equivalent to i can never go in a million years.
chiasensei can really go crazy. my group totally screwed up jap project and now she wants us to present it for bunkamatsuri09. omg my unglam face in that unglam video!! DD:
"channel 8's organising the cutest baby contest lol. you should go."
"huh..why :/"
"coz.."
"you're muhh cutest baby."
anyway, my life never seems to be free, when nothing's happening something unexpected just has to appear. like how i encountered a pervert in the lift today .__.
shant elaborate :/ anyway i'm not stupid so obviously i didnt let him molest me(unlike some really airheaded people)
yay going yongtaufoo tmrw! :DD yongsiewtoh. :)) can see mary-anne's fiance haha.
Tabletennis with wenhsian was superduper fun todayy haha. totally laughed throughout the whole 40 mins or so.
i told her "mom..i need to go japan. cant you feel it?"
she said. "can. get FIRST IN LEVEL LOR. of course you can go, one full week also can." this is directly equivalent to i can never go in a million years.
chiasensei can really go crazy. my group totally screwed up jap project and now she wants us to present it for bunkamatsuri09. omg my unglam face in that unglam video!! DD:
"channel 8's organising the cutest baby contest lol. you should go."
"huh..why :/"
"coz.."
"you're muhh cutest baby."
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:00 pm.
Friday, September 04, 2009
i just found out about something and something today. DD:
anyway..
konata is superrduperruperr cute!!
:D
its the type where you can dont use your brain and watch happily.^^
wengchen is japansick.
i am OFFICIALLY japansick.
:'(
世界のバカって、本当にばっかりだもなあ。なあ。
態々しってるか。
i'm so glad i'm skipping school next march to go there. cant wait.
anyway..
konata is superrduperruperr cute!!
:D
its the type where you can dont use your brain and watch happily.^^
wengchen is japansick.
i am OFFICIALLY japansick.
:'(
世界のバカって、本当にばっかりだもなあ。なあ。
態々しってるか。
i'm so glad i'm skipping school next march to go there. cant wait.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:34 pm.
Thursday, September 03, 2009
HAHAHAHA.
i was laughing at this:
Ris Low: Miss World Singapore 2009 Winner At Her Best
AT HER BEST HAHA AINT THAT FUNNY.
Firstly, the first 20 secs? of the video was such a turn off haha. before she even started talking i wanted to close the window but i didnt know it would be so intellectual. i mean, the interviewer looks and talks so much better than her.
you realise she takes super long pauses and slurs her pronounciation haha. reminds me of paris hilton interviewing lady gaga except, well, paris hilton is gorgeous and has her own fashion lable but she's still studying her healthsigns science.
"are you a big fan of south africa?"
Ris Low: "...yes I love SARFAREES. I love leh-perd PRINCE zip-bra PRINCE.."
"sometimes i wear a piece of BIGEENY."
AHAHA. even my mother speaks better english.
it just cracks me up how miss singapore could be so dim-witted and the tags of the video're "Nation's Pride and Joy". :D
"Here's Ris Low, Singapore's Winner for Miss World Singapore Competition! You can obviously see why the entire nation's extremely proud of her. Makes me proud to be a Singaporean! (: " -description of video.
jiayou, nation's pride and joy. lol.
i was laughing at this:
Ris Low: Miss World Singapore 2009 Winner At Her Best
AT HER BEST HAHA AINT THAT FUNNY.
Firstly, the first 20 secs? of the video was such a turn off haha. before she even started talking i wanted to close the window but i didnt know it would be so intellectual. i mean, the interviewer looks and talks so much better than her.
you realise she takes super long pauses and slurs her pronounciation haha. reminds me of paris hilton interviewing lady gaga except, well, paris hilton is gorgeous and has her own fashion lable but she's still studying her health
"are you a big fan of south africa?"
Ris Low: "...yes I love SARFAREES. I love leh-perd PRINCE zip-bra PRINCE.."
"sometimes i wear a piece of BIGEENY."
AHAHA. even my mother speaks better english.
it just cracks me up how miss singapore could be so dim-witted and the tags of the video're "Nation's Pride and Joy". :D
"Here's Ris Low, Singapore's Winner for Miss World Singapore Competition! You can obviously see why the entire nation's extremely proud of her. Makes me proud to be a Singaporean! (: " -description of video.
jiayou, nation's pride and joy. lol.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:05 pm.
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
oh mann. WHY IS EVERYONE GOING JAPAN?!!
what about me? why's nobody taking me there too? :'( *sniff
i am so sick of being stuck in singapura. i think the next time my parents bring me to japan will be 12 years later. by that time i would've been able to go there on my own.
iwannagojapaniwannagojapanfucktheworldsheeshireallywannagojapaniwannagojapan..
wthwhysthewholeworldsofreakingluckyexceptformelikesomepeoplewhogettogothereallthetime
*goes crazy
i am officially japan sick. now i know why my patience meter explodes much more frequently.
-edit-
i am really freaking pissed right now. my mother saw my blogpost(i dont know how?!!) and started screaming at me. sometimes she thinks she knows every single bloody thing about me but i hereby underscore how wrong that statement is.
"you are not going japan anymore. because you only know how to admire how people are going japan and forget the fact that YOU have already went there. you dont know when to be contented. like a jealous idiot."
even if your inference skills are L0, you can at least infer how little she knows me. she totally doesnt understand just how much JAPAN MEANS TO ME. and how much exactly? more than she can ever imagine. why cant i be jealous? yeah i'm jealous, damn jealous in fact, that every single person in the world i know, even people that dont give a damn about japanese, is going japan this year. what else am i supposed to feel-happy? elated that japan is merely a dream away? that when i sleep tonight i can go japan but when i wake up i'm still in this crappy place?? whatever la, just leave me to DIE in singapore.
why did immersion have to be cancelled T.T why did H1N1, something that did not have to do with me, take my chance to go japan away from me?
you just wont feel the upset that i'm feeling right now. and my mother's still screaming at me. i'm in prison, i really need to break free. can someone just bother to understand me that one little bit. (edit: she just did something evil to me. again. when i was sending yon sensei a happy teachers'day message, she turned off the internet connection) can i scream now??
everything means nothing, if i ain't got you..
thanks dr chew :) you made me feel better with your message.
"Hi Weng Chen,
Your gentle kindness is like the staccato of life that make it bouncy.
You understand the graceful melody of life.
Thank you."
what about me? why's nobody taking me there too? :'( *sniff
i am so sick of being stuck in singapura. i think the next time my parents bring me to japan will be 12 years later. by that time i would've been able to go there on my own.
iwannagojapaniwannagojapanfucktheworldsheeshireallywannagojapaniwannagojapan..
wthwhysthewholeworldsofreakingluckyexceptformelikesomepeoplewhogettogothereallthetime
*goes crazy
i am officially japan sick. now i know why my patience meter explodes much more frequently.
-edit-
i am really freaking pissed right now. my mother saw my blogpost(i dont know how?!!) and started screaming at me. sometimes she thinks she knows every single bloody thing about me but i hereby underscore how wrong that statement is.
"you are not going japan anymore. because you only know how to admire how people are going japan and forget the fact that YOU have already went there. you dont know when to be contented. like a jealous idiot."
even if your inference skills are L0, you can at least infer how little she knows me. she totally doesnt understand just how much JAPAN MEANS TO ME. and how much exactly? more than she can ever imagine. why cant i be jealous? yeah i'm jealous, damn jealous in fact, that every single person in the world i know, even people that dont give a damn about japanese, is going japan this year. what else am i supposed to feel-happy? elated that japan is merely a dream away? that when i sleep tonight i can go japan but when i wake up i'm still in this crappy place?? whatever la, just leave me to DIE in singapore.
why did immersion have to be cancelled T.T why did H1N1, something that did not have to do with me, take my chance to go japan away from me?
you just wont feel the upset that i'm feeling right now. and my mother's still screaming at me. i'm in prison, i really need to break free. can someone just bother to understand me that one little bit. (edit: she just did something evil to me. again. when i was sending yon sensei a happy teachers'day message, she turned off the internet connection) can i scream now??
everything means nothing, if i ain't got you..
thanks dr chew :) you made me feel better with your message.
"Hi Weng Chen,
Your gentle kindness is like the staccato of life that make it bouncy.
You understand the graceful melody of life.
Thank you."
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:15 pm.
