Monday, September 28, 2009
my mind is only about one thing. if you want me to blog about yesterday, i wont be able to blog about it in full sentences.
jap oral was so embarrassing!! >__< for some reason i was really really hyper when i was on my way to the lc today, i just kept running back and forth on the long long pavement leading to the lc. crazy right. :P bleeh.
instead of asking me stuff like, 日常生活とか、日本語の勉強について等の事、she just asked me "hey hey do you watch NHK?!!" the channel 43 lar. T__T i no cable..*sniff
and i cant help it laaQ__Q everytime during oral i will talk like i'm talking to some good friend, then i'll just rattle alot of rubbish..:/ then before i left it was like below:
コー先生：さようなら！＾＾
あたし：さようなら。
コー先生：頑張っていますねえ！＾＾
あたし：あ…？有難う！ｗｗ
コー先生：またね！
あたし：またね！
コー先生：さようなら！
…大体そんな場合だったぶっ。
i want more of that japanese hi-chew kyandeeee. rawr >:] (eats a gummy) some yamakawa trading thingy.^^ japanese sweets are always da best. kanpeki!!<3
OOGIE. i havent finish SS. DDDDDDDDD:
omg my nose is bleeding again. WHOSE NOSE BLEEDS ONCE EVERY FEW DAYS?!! =.= anyway, tell you what happened during theory. I am sick of all those faggots screaming at me like i'm 90% deaf to do the things they want me to do.
miss yap kicked me out of theory class cos i didnt do hmk. she just said "i dont like people wasting other people's time here. get out and dont make me scream at you." WTFuck.
thefucking woman fucking chased me out of class when she gave me 132 fucking questions to do. not like i devote all my time to do fucking theory. so i fucking wasted my time at delifrance with giogi and noel trying to do fucking theory only to find out that that fucking woman fucking smsed my parents. then my mother tried to call me but i deliberately didnt answer cos i didnt want to fucking die so early. so i waited till lesson ended only to see her fucking face black and pouting steam. then infront of my cousin's dad, her voice was like trembling, trying not to explode in his face. the VERY SECOND we left yms, she fucking started screaming her fucking head off at me in the middle of the junction waiting for the traffic light to turn green where so many fucking people were staring at me with their fucked-up faces like "what's so fucking wrong with this girl? why cant she just obey the fucking world and be a filial daughter?" fuck luhh please, if they were in my fucking shoes they would keep their bloody fucking faces to themselves and mind their own businesses. arent singaporeans always very busy? isnt the excuse "no time la.." very overused?? where did all their fucking time go? spent kae-poing at other people's fucking business? i'm surprised singaporeans dont have long and sharp noses for constantly poking their fucking noses into other people's businesses. she just fucking shouted "YOU USELESS IDIOT! EVERYTHING ALSO CANNOT DO PROPERLY!! JUST GIVE UP EVERYTHING LA, GIVE UP EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE! DONT LEARN ANY fucking THING ANYMORE!! YOU ARE THE MOST USELESS SHIT IN THE UNIVERSE! NOBODY IN THIS UNIVERSE WOULD BE CURSED TO HAVE SUCH A DAUGHTER LIKE YOU!!!!" if you were a mother, would you fucking scream such stuff infront of a whole audience of strangers in a public place? havent you spared a thought for your daughter who might possibly be so fucking humiliated over it? i guess not.
i couldnt take it anymore. such verbal abuse cannot be tolerated. i just shouted back "I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEORY LA!!" then i fought back infuriated tears and told my dad "i dont want to be with that woman anymore". then i just ran all the way to city hall mrt and took an mrt home by myself. everytime such incidents happen, it just makes me hate myself more and more.fuck the world.
that relieved a whole day of bitterness which fortunately passed. today was a great day. i think tomorrow will be a bad one. its always like that, one day good and the next day bad.
blearh. shall distract myself by mugging.
jap oral was so embarrassing!! >__< for some reason i was really really hyper when i was on my way to the lc today, i just kept running back and forth on the long long pavement leading to the lc. crazy right. :P bleeh.
instead of asking me stuff like, 日常生活とか、日本語の勉強について等の事、she just asked me "hey hey do you watch NHK?!!" the channel 43 lar. T__T i no cable..*sniff
and i cant help it laaQ__Q everytime during oral i will talk like i'm talking to some good friend, then i'll just rattle alot of rubbish..:/ then before i left it was like below:
コー先生：さようなら！＾＾
あたし：さようなら。
コー先生：頑張っていますねえ！＾＾
あたし：あ…？有難う！ｗｗ
コー先生：またね！
あたし：またね！
コー先生：さようなら！
…大体そんな場合だったぶっ。
i want more of that japanese hi-chew kyandeeee. rawr >:] (eats a gummy) some yamakawa trading thingy.^^ japanese sweets are always da best. kanpeki!!<3
OOGIE. i havent finish SS. DDDDDDDDD:
omg my nose is bleeding again. WHOSE NOSE BLEEDS ONCE EVERY FEW DAYS?!! =.= anyway, tell you what happened during theory. I am sick of all those faggots screaming at me like i'm 90% deaf to do the things they want me to do.
miss yap kicked me out of theory class cos i didnt do hmk. she just said "i dont like people wasting other people's time here. get out and dont make me scream at you." WTFuck.
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i couldnt take it anymore. such verbal abuse cannot be tolerated. i just shouted back "I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEORY LA!!" then i fought back infuriated tears and told my dad "i dont want to be with that woman anymore". then i just ran all the way to city hall mrt and took an mrt home by myself. everytime such incidents happen, it just makes me hate myself more and more.
that relieved a whole day of bitterness which fortunately passed. today was a great day. i think tomorrow will be a bad one. its always like that, one day good and the next day bad.
blearh. shall distract myself by mugging.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:16 pm.
