Tuesday, September 01, 2009
oh mann. WHY IS EVERYONE GOING JAPAN?!!
what about me? why's nobody taking me there too? :'( *sniff
i am so sick of being stuck in singapura. i think the next time my parents bring me to japan will be 12 years later. by that time i would've been able to go there on my own.
iwannagojapaniwannagojapanfucktheworldsheeshireallywannagojapaniwannagojapan..
wthwhysthewholeworldsofreakingluckyexceptformelikesomepeoplewhogettogothereallthetime
*goes crazy
i am officially japan sick. now i know why my patience meter explodes much more frequently.
-edit-
i am really freaking pissed right now. my mother saw my blogpost(i dont know how?!!) and started screaming at me. sometimes she thinks she knows every single bloody thing about me but i hereby underscore how wrong that statement is.
"you are not going japan anymore. because you only know how to admire how people are going japan and forget the fact that YOU have already went there. you dont know when to be contented. like a jealous idiot."
even if your inference skills are L0, you can at least infer how little she knows me. she totally doesnt understand just how much JAPAN MEANS TO ME. and how much exactly? more than she can ever imagine. why cant i be jealous? yeah i'm jealous, damn jealous in fact, that every single person in the world i know, even people that dont give a damn about japanese, is going japan this year. what else am i supposed to feel-happy? elated that japan is merely a dream away? that when i sleep tonight i can go japan but when i wake up i'm still in this crappy place?? whatever la, just leave me to DIE in singapore.
why did immersion have to be cancelled T.T why did H1N1, something that did not have to do with me, take my chance to go japan away from me?
you just wont feel the upset that i'm feeling right now. and my mother's still screaming at me. i'm in prison, i really need to break free. can someone just bother to understand me that one little bit. (edit: she just did something evil to me. again. when i was sending yon sensei a happy teachers'day message, she turned off the internet connection) can i scream now??
everything means nothing, if i ain't got you..
thanks dr chew :) you made me feel better with your message.
"Hi Weng Chen,
Your gentle kindness is like the staccato of life that make it bouncy.
You understand the graceful melody of life.
Thank you."
what about me? why's nobody taking me there too? :'( *sniff
i am so sick of being stuck in singapura. i think the next time my parents bring me to japan will be 12 years later. by that time i would've been able to go there on my own.
iwannagojapaniwannagojapanfucktheworldsheeshireallywannagojapaniwannagojapan..
wthwhysthewholeworldsofreakingluckyexceptformelikesomepeoplewhogettogothereallthetime
*goes crazy
i am officially japan sick. now i know why my patience meter explodes much more frequently.
-edit-
i am really freaking pissed right now. my mother saw my blogpost(i dont know how?!!) and started screaming at me. sometimes she thinks she knows every single bloody thing about me but i hereby underscore how wrong that statement is.
"you are not going japan anymore. because you only know how to admire how people are going japan and forget the fact that YOU have already went there. you dont know when to be contented. like a jealous idiot."
even if your inference skills are L0, you can at least infer how little she knows me. she totally doesnt understand just how much JAPAN MEANS TO ME. and how much exactly? more than she can ever imagine. why cant i be jealous? yeah i'm jealous, damn jealous in fact, that every single person in the world i know, even people that dont give a damn about japanese, is going japan this year. what else am i supposed to feel-happy? elated that japan is merely a dream away? that when i sleep tonight i can go japan but when i wake up i'm still in this crappy place?? whatever la, just leave me to DIE in singapore.
why did immersion have to be cancelled T.T why did H1N1, something that did not have to do with me, take my chance to go japan away from me?
you just wont feel the upset that i'm feeling right now. and my mother's still screaming at me. i'm in prison, i really need to break free. can someone just bother to understand me that one little bit. (edit: she just did something evil to me. again. when i was sending yon sensei a happy teachers'day message, she turned off the internet connection) can i scream now??
everything means nothing, if i ain't got you..
thanks dr chew :) you made me feel better with your message.
"Hi Weng Chen,
Your gentle kindness is like the staccato of life that make it bouncy.
You understand the graceful melody of life.
Thank you."
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:15 pm.
