Friday, October 30, 2009
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:57 pm.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
i'm tired.
wengchen's on maintainence.
wengchen's on maintainence.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:14 pm.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:34 pm.
MANYMANYBLISTERSPAINPAINPAINPAIN
CUTSANDBRUISESPAINZZZZ（；_・）
i dont think i'll be able to go school without a sad face tmrw.
wengchen-queasy
CUTSANDBRUISESPAINZZZZ（；_・）
i dont think i'll be able to go school without a sad face tmrw.
wengchen-queasy
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:30 pm.
Monday, October 19, 2009
fever last night .__. then woke up this morning with this overwhelming nauseated feeling. but i didnt really care at first so i went to play halo3 with sis, then vomited. :X then went to swim 9laps in an attempt to get rid of my sickness. i have no regrets today.
guns n roses-Dont cry..
the rest of the post will be in japanese.
知識階級の写実主義
一番好きな文学者が書いたの一番好きな文献って、フランツ・カフカ様のDie Verwandlung『変身』と言う中編小説です。
この短編物語の冒頭陳述は英語で有名である。ドイツ語では文字通り訳すと、
Als Gregor Samsa eines Morgens aus unruhigen Träumen erwachte, fand er sich in seinem Bett zu einem ungeheueren Ungeziefer verwandelt。
日本語で翻訳すると、
ある日、青年グレーゴル・ザムザが家族分の数部屋で目覚めたままに、自分は不可解に一晩間に物凄く大きい害虫になちゃった事を気づけた。
自分の害虫外観を尻込みする代わりに、仕事の事を嘆き悲しんで、“今日はいったいどうやって働ける訳？”仕事に対する様々な不満に思いを馳せたり、家外の概略の惨めそう梅雨に影響させたりしまった。如何にも、物語は貧乏な状況のように彼が寝たきりの状態になった事を確立してあります。
グレーゴルのお仕事は出張旅行販売者で、至る所で屡移転のは普通なんだったので、未知の見慣ない環境と様々の境遇に活発にするのはもう慣らさせた。
変身の確実な現実は自分の多数の脚部は向うにひらひらする所で完成した。でも其の時からずっと、変身についての意識的な目覚えとか、自分が変えた事は確かに発生した事を―他の人との分離を認めた以外の事を抵抗していた。小説の最初にあった問題って、家族と社長からの送達吏が気づかっているようで部屋の扉に打ちている時に、背中は底面に引っ繰り返す事が出来ません。
＿＿＿＿
うわあぁ、眠くなちゃったわ～＿～（ふう）
ｂｂ、また時間あったら翻訳する事にしまーす。おやちゅみねぃ！！
guns n roses-Dont cry..
the rest of the post will be in japanese.
知識階級の写実主義
一番好きな文学者が書いたの一番好きな文献って、フランツ・カフカ様のDie Verwandlung『変身』と言う中編小説です。
この短編物語の冒頭陳述は英語で有名である。ドイツ語では文字通り訳すと、
Als Gregor Samsa eines Morgens aus unruhigen Träumen erwachte, fand er sich in seinem Bett zu einem ungeheueren Ungeziefer verwandelt。
日本語で翻訳すると、
ある日、青年グレーゴル・ザムザが家族分の数部屋で目覚めたままに、自分は不可解に一晩間に物凄く大きい害虫になちゃった事を気づけた。
自分の害虫外観を尻込みする代わりに、仕事の事を嘆き悲しんで、“今日はいったいどうやって働ける訳？”仕事に対する様々な不満に思いを馳せたり、家外の概略の惨めそう梅雨に影響させたりしまった。如何にも、物語は貧乏な状況のように彼が寝たきりの状態になった事を確立してあります。
グレーゴルのお仕事は出張旅行販売者で、至る所で屡移転のは普通なんだったので、未知の見慣ない環境と様々の境遇に活発にするのはもう慣らさせた。
変身の確実な現実は自分の多数の脚部は向うにひらひらする所で完成した。でも其の時からずっと、変身についての意識的な目覚えとか、自分が変えた事は確かに発生した事を―他の人との分離を認めた以外の事を抵抗していた。小説の最初にあった問題って、家族と社長からの送達吏が気づかっているようで部屋の扉に打ちている時に、背中は底面に引っ繰り返す事が出来ません。
＿＿＿＿
うわあぁ、眠くなちゃったわ～＿～（ふう）
ｂｂ、また時間あったら翻訳する事にしまーす。おやちゅみねぃ！！
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:34 pm.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
baby i'm feelin' down down down down~
no need to worry
even when the sky is fallin' down
<3
(stares at dad who's watching a vasantham show w/o subs)
today's lunch was uberr nice. cos its grandma's birthday, lots and lots of choberigu-food :DDDD
i dont know what i'm doing. and geraint's such a bitch mannz.
studied nihongo again^^ i need to progress faster :/
stuffed myself for lunch then fell asleep until 6.30 from the lethargy.
off to dinner now :p
人間は人間の行動に対しての判断は真実で無効な事である。言い換えれば、先ず真実、それで無効になっています。言葉に表せる事の判断は真実だが、それ自体の判断は無効。唯関係者だけが判断させるのは自分が関係者の身分で判断させないだろう。当然の結果として、この世界で判断させる事は有り得なく、明滅の判断力だけの事になってた。 -franz kafka
no need to worry
even when the sky is fallin' down
<3
(stares at dad who's watching a vasantham show w/o subs)
today's lunch was uberr nice. cos its grandma's birthday, lots and lots of choberigu-food :DDDD
i dont know what i'm doing. and geraint's such a bitch mannz.
studied nihongo again^^ i need to progress faster :/
stuffed myself for lunch then fell asleep until 6.30 from the lethargy.
off to dinner now :p
人間は人間の行動に対しての判断は真実で無効な事である。言い換えれば、先ず真実、それで無効になっています。言葉に表せる事の判断は真実だが、それ自体の判断は無効。唯関係者だけが判断させるのは自分が関係者の身分で判断させないだろう。当然の結果として、この世界で判断させる事は有り得なく、明滅の判断力だけの事になってた。 -franz kafka
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 8:10 pm.
Friday, October 16, 2009
today was a good day. quite fun!! table-tennis doubles with May haha :D yufang's da pro. ate at j8 foodcourt with a few other st.nicks girls. then went to moelc.
walked back home from the mrt station today. then on the pavement reaching my house, there was a stray German Shepherd. i was scared like mad, cos it was walking nearer and nearer to me on that narrow pavement, i cant run or it'll chase after me, and i cant keep walking backwards cos it was following me, and i cant like run onto the road. so..i just stood there with a scared-stiff expression, i didnt dare to move. then all of a sudden, my dad's car passed by and he stopped to let me in. which is why i say God exists. because miracles like that can happen.
sometimes, it really hurts me to wonder..
am i really doing enough for japanese..
?
i'm feeling very down now. i cant explain exactly why, but i know that i have alot of insecurities. i tried to cry on my way back home while walking back from the mrt station, since i thought after crying i would feel much better. but i just cant cry anymore. anything thats sad just stings for awhile, then it feels numb. being immune and just feeling that dull sting of sadness..its a sick feeling. its like, when people scare me and shout "BOO!"and pop out of a corner, i wont even feel shocked, like something just compresses and dulls the feeling. but i pretend to feel shocked to please the person.
i'm scared about whats going to happen to me.
what if that person leaves me, which i'm sure that person will, because my japanese is not good enough. i have nothing besides japanese, its the only way i redeem myself. you may think like "no, you have so many talents, what're you talking about?" but you wont understand my emotions unless you're me. in those talents lie alot of other insecurities, like whether my playing technique actually sucks, or something like that.
and my friends, even my really good friends, my best friends, nobody can understand or tolerate me. in their eyes, i'm irritating. i can literally hear them agreeing now. like, i mean, obviously they wont say it out to me wad. its just something expressed in their gestures, facial expressions, that seem to tell me all of this. you may think again that its just me thinking too much, but its really not. like i said, you're not me, so you wont understand wengchen anyway. dont even try.
alot of what-ifs in my head that i expect to come true. i'm so disappointed in myself. Not all about my japanese marks, but also the kind of person i've grown to be, and especially the kind of person i am in the eyes of others. how i wish i could just cry this all out.
:/ off to chem tuition now. toodles!!
walked back home from the mrt station today. then on the pavement reaching my house, there was a stray German Shepherd. i was scared like mad, cos it was walking nearer and nearer to me on that narrow pavement, i cant run or it'll chase after me, and i cant keep walking backwards cos it was following me, and i cant like run onto the road. so..i just stood there with a scared-stiff expression, i didnt dare to move. then all of a sudden, my dad's car passed by and he stopped to let me in. which is why i say God exists. because miracles like that can happen.
sometimes, it really hurts me to wonder..
am i really doing enough for japanese..
?
i'm feeling very down now. i cant explain exactly why, but i know that i have alot of insecurities. i tried to cry on my way back home while walking back from the mrt station, since i thought after crying i would feel much better. but i just cant cry anymore. anything thats sad just stings for awhile, then it feels numb. being immune and just feeling that dull sting of sadness..its a sick feeling. its like, when people scare me and shout "BOO!"and pop out of a corner, i wont even feel shocked, like something just compresses and dulls the feeling. but i pretend to feel shocked to please the person.
i'm scared about whats going to happen to me.
what if that person leaves me, which i'm sure that person will, because my japanese is not good enough. i have nothing besides japanese, its the only way i redeem myself. you may think like "no, you have so many talents, what're you talking about?" but you wont understand my emotions unless you're me. in those talents lie alot of other insecurities, like whether my playing technique actually sucks, or something like that.
and my friends, even my really good friends, my best friends, nobody can understand or tolerate me. in their eyes, i'm irritating. i can literally hear them agreeing now. like, i mean, obviously they wont say it out to me wad. its just something expressed in their gestures, facial expressions, that seem to tell me all of this. you may think again that its just me thinking too much, but its really not. like i said, you're not me, so you wont understand wengchen anyway. dont even try.
alot of what-ifs in my head that i expect to come true. i'm so disappointed in myself. Not all about my japanese marks, but also the kind of person i've grown to be, and especially the kind of person i am in the eyes of others. how i wish i could just cry this all out.
:/ off to chem tuition now. toodles!!
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 6:30 pm.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
went shopping with jeanette!elmo :DD on tuesday right after lit exam. awesomeness.
we spent like hours and hours scoping around bugis street, then we went to bugis and iluma to take a refresher from the stuffy and packed shopping street. bought loads of stuff, and ended up spending the EXACT same amount as jeanette! :D so coincidental! anyway, we really splurged like mad. 8D
there were some nice-looking belts selling at really cheap prices, then i met shermae and her friend there twice haha :) turns out shermae, crystal and i all happen to have the same dress. :p
oh then there was this super yummy jap restaurant at bugis..i forgot the name but it was by M.O.F(ministry of food) haha and the food was dee-licious. i ordered spicy char siew ramen and it was super nice^^ jeanette ordered some really cute-looking bear bento set hahahaha :D
i'm quite broke now. lolz.
since i'm bored today..photos!:3 but i only took photos of the food hahahaha.
so after shopping, we went to JCO at raffles city to eat tea break. whoohoo, i bought some avocado juice thingy out of a sudden craving haha.
JCO's mini donuts(i think its called baby donuts) are so kawaii!!!! >3<
the spicy char siew ramen is really one of the best that i've tasted so far 8DDDD
hahahahah damn cute right^^
tadahh! this is what it looks like on the inside. i really envy japanese students who get this every day. i think i wanna be a gourmet reporter like Chiyo when i grow up. everyday just eat lots and lots of gooood food and comment on how it can be better(even if it cant get any better than that ;D)
lazy to post about the mercedes sandwich that i ate a few days ago .__.
yay!! rongen invited me to join a halloween partaee at downtown east with her!! :D
life is like a bed of roses. the thorns are underneath what looks like a beautiful and relaxing surface.
we spent like hours and hours scoping around bugis street, then we went to bugis and iluma to take a refresher from the stuffy and packed shopping street. bought loads of stuff, and ended up spending the EXACT same amount as jeanette! :D so coincidental! anyway, we really splurged like mad. 8D
there were some nice-looking belts selling at really cheap prices, then i met shermae and her friend there twice haha :) turns out shermae, crystal and i all happen to have the same dress. :p
oh then there was this super yummy jap restaurant at bugis..i forgot the name but it was by M.O.F(ministry of food) haha and the food was dee-licious. i ordered spicy char siew ramen and it was super nice^^ jeanette ordered some really cute-looking bear bento set hahahaha :D
i'm quite broke now. lolz.
since i'm bored today..photos!:3 but i only took photos of the food hahahaha.
so after shopping, we went to JCO at raffles city to eat tea break. whoohoo, i bought some avocado juice thingy out of a sudden craving haha.
JCO's mini donuts(i think its called baby donuts) are so kawaii!!!! >3<
the spicy char siew ramen is really one of the best that i've tasted so far 8DDDD
hahahahah damn cute right^^
tadahh! this is what it looks like on the inside. i really envy japanese students who get this every day. i think i wanna be a gourmet reporter like Chiyo when i grow up. everyday just eat lots and lots of gooood food and comment on how it can be better(even if it cant get any better than that ;D)
lazy to post about the mercedes sandwich that i ate a few days ago .__.
yay!! rongen invited me to join a halloween partaee at downtown east with her!! :D
life is like a bed of roses. the thorns are underneath what looks like a beautiful and relaxing surface.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:57 am.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
examzrover.
:D
wengchen will be holding jap tuition to people who really cannot make it. at $10 per hour. make your reservations now!
anyway, woke up at 12pm today hahahahah.
i can really push limits.
nothing to do tomorrow..OMGOMGBUFFET!!
D: *dies i forgot to save up stomach.
speaking of stomach, kitchong treated me to dinner today! :D haha thankyou!
in a fit of boredom, i walked from my house to moelc and disturbed miss chia who was slacking away in the staffroom at 6+pm. hehe sorry.
ee my japanese marks are really..ee
nevermind. :/
how am i supposed to think of a speech in my current mood?
impossible.
i'll do it tmrw morning. :D
:D
wengchen will be holding jap tuition to people who really cannot make it. at $10 per hour. make your reservations now!
anyway, woke up at 12pm today hahahahah.
i can really push limits.
nothing to do tomorrow..OMGOMGBUFFET!!
D: *dies i forgot to save up stomach.
speaking of stomach, kitchong treated me to dinner today! :D haha thankyou!
in a fit of boredom, i walked from my house to moelc and disturbed miss chia who was slacking away in the staffroom at 6+pm. hehe sorry.
ee my japanese marks are really..ee
nevermind. :/
how am i supposed to think of a speech in my current mood?
impossible.
i'll do it tmrw morning. :D
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 11:54 pm.
Friday, October 09, 2009
i've always thought that people need a title to start moving on. so my title shall
be..THE PRINCESS OF JAPANESE!! taduhh
:3 cool right.
some of the things in my wishlist include:
1)getting a tongue/tragus piercing after eoys 8D
2)someone to treat me on my bdae
3)a trip back to my homeland:p
4)my mugger wish. heheh i want L1R5 6points for this term(including jap). :X
zomgawdd i think i just suffocated in happiness.
real happiness.
thank god. praise god. love god. worship god.
i dont know what to say now
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
imma cry now positive
:D
wiki says: "Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy. A variety of philosophical, religious, psychological and biological approaches have striven to define happiness and identify its sources."
i beg to differ. happiness isnt something so complicated, it can only be described as happiness.
aiya i feel totally like that now luhh.
like..BOOMZ. nevermind i shant be so low class to make riz low jokes. :p
i just cant wait for honeymoon approaching.
that one week is a blessing, i couldnt have asked for anything better.
no cold war with rosie for one week.
I.LURVE EUU.
okay speaking of which, did you know japan has an annual ninja festival? apparantly kids dressed up as ninjas get free rides for dunno-what thing. super cute!!
:D <3
i just feel like spamming photos in this post today.
be..THE PRINCESS OF JAPANESE!! taduhh
:3 cool right.
some of the things in my wishlist include:
1)getting a tongue/tragus piercing after eoys 8D
2)someone to treat me on my bdae
3)a trip back to my homeland:p
4)my mugger wish. heheh i want L1R5 6points for this term(including jap). :X
zomgawdd i think i just suffocated in happiness.
real happiness.
thank god. praise god. love god. worship god.
i dont know what to say now
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
imma cry now positive
:D
wiki says: "Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy. A variety of philosophical, religious, psychological and biological approaches have striven to define happiness and identify its sources."
i beg to differ. happiness isnt something so complicated, it can only be described as happiness.
aiya i feel totally like that now luhh.
like..BOOMZ. nevermind i shant be so low class to make riz low jokes. :p
i just cant wait for honeymoon approaching.
that one week is a blessing, i couldnt have asked for anything better.
no cold war with rosie for one week.
I.LURVE EUU.
okay speaking of which, did you know japan has an annual ninja festival? apparantly kids dressed up as ninjas get free rides for dunno-what thing. super cute!!
:D <3
i just feel like spamming photos in this post today.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:47 am.
Thursday, October 08, 2009
これからは
日本語のお姫様
ミサキでっす。
憶良等者 おくららは
今者将罷 いまはまからむ
子将哭 こなくらむ
其彼母毛 そのかのははも
吾乎将待曽 あまつらむそ
日本語のお姫様
ミサキでっす。
憶良等者 おくららは
今者将罷 いまはまからむ
子将哭 こなくらむ
其彼母毛 そのかのははも
吾乎将待曽 あまつらむそ
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 5:45 pm.
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
zzzzzzzzz
heheh shall go to sleep again.
flunked bio like @!#$^%&*
「卒業」と言う本を見たことがあるの。
将来の事を考えたり…まあ。
日本
heheh shall go to sleep again.
flunked bio like @!#$^%&*
「卒業」と言う本を見たことがあるの。
将来の事を考えたり…まあ。
日本
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 2:31 pm.
Monday, October 05, 2009
in MSND, my favourite character is definitely helena.
she's despondent, desperate and despicably love-sick.
but she says the wisest stuff.
Your virtue is my privilege. For that
It is not night when i do see your face,
Therefore i think i am not in the night;
Nor doth this wood lack worlds of company,
For you in my respect are all the world.
Then how can it be said i am alone
When all the world is here to look on me?
methinks think i've become an ass from reading too much of lit, yes?
boop. rightey-hoe! back to mugging.
she's despondent, desperate and despicably love-sick.
but she says the wisest stuff.
Your virtue is my privilege. For that
It is not night when i do see your face,
Therefore i think i am not in the night;
Nor doth this wood lack worlds of company,
For you in my respect are all the world.
Then how can it be said i am alone
When all the world is here to look on me?
methinks think i've become an ass from reading too much of lit, yes?
boop. rightey-hoe! back to mugging.
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:47 pm.
geog paper lit paper bio paper math paper!! says wengchen.
まっすぐ行くと、壁に『ドシン』と衝突しっちゃうよ。
霊感。熱望。発汗。決意。
愚かの泡を突き刺せよう。風船のように知識を脹らせよう。
うち、知能指数が高いの天才だからね。
i just realised its a month away from my birthday. :3 拍手喝采!!
まっすぐ行くと、壁に『ドシン』と衝突しっちゃうよ。
霊感。熱望。発汗。決意。
愚かの泡を突き刺せよう。風船のように知識を脹らせよう。
うち、知能指数が高いの天才だからね。
i just realised its a month away from my birthday. :3 拍手喝采!!
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 12:55 pm.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
lets all scream in one unanimous voice: JAPAN IS LOVE.
anyway, this was what i wrote for sakubun. bunbun!! okay nvm haha.
理想の教育
私にとって、理想の教育は圧力があっても自由性な勉強し方があるのと思います。現在の競争力が強い社会では、勉強をするために夜明けに起きるとか、宿題が山盛りになってしまうのは普通な状況です。学生として、こう言う環境に勉強しているのは大変で疲れてばかりいるようにしています。
もしこの問題を解決したければ、授業は教室の中だけでするより，校外で勉強していることを実際に体験できるのほうがいいと思います。学生たちがお楽しみに勉強できるし、学生と先生のお互いの理解が深くなれます。シンガポールでは、どちらかというと、圧力の悪い面だけが強調されるけど、私は圧力が言いと思います。人が負けない精神を発揮して、さまざまな努力をするので、圧力は学生にとって必要だと思います。
あなたの理想の教育はどんなのでしょうか。
あんたの落ち着かない感じがさっぱり解らん。でもね、現実を回避するのは結局に無理なんだよ。あの奴を必ず勝つに決めたからね。あなたでなく、あなたのお姉ちゃん。色々先の誤りに「御免なさい」。
anyway, this was what i wrote for sakubun. bunbun!! okay nvm haha.
理想の教育
私にとって、理想の教育は圧力があっても自由性な勉強し方があるのと思います。現在の競争力が強い社会では、勉強をするために夜明けに起きるとか、宿題が山盛りになってしまうのは普通な状況です。学生として、こう言う環境に勉強しているのは大変で疲れてばかりいるようにしています。
もしこの問題を解決したければ、授業は教室の中だけでするより，校外で勉強していることを実際に体験できるのほうがいいと思います。学生たちがお楽しみに勉強できるし、学生と先生のお互いの理解が深くなれます。シンガポールでは、どちらかというと、圧力の悪い面だけが強調されるけど、私は圧力が言いと思います。人が負けない精神を発揮して、さまざまな努力をするので、圧力は学生にとって必要だと思います。
あなたの理想の教育はどんなのでしょうか。
あんたの落ち着かない感じがさっぱり解らん。でもね、現実を回避するのは結局に無理なんだよ。あの奴を必ず勝つに決めたからね。あなたでなく、あなたのお姉ちゃん。色々先の誤りに「御免なさい」。
何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 9:38 pm.
Thursday, October 01, 2009
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何時も同じな空の下で笑えるからさ, 10:48 pm.
