welcome to my bloggu!~

2009-12-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas! :D

2009-12-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
really fun today. came back from having super awesomezxzx sleepover+sherlock holmes with belle <3
christmas has always been a time of reflection for me. so i'll be blogging about everything i'd like to reflect on..
i think that this year really proved to me what friends are for. it also made me alot more mature cuz i realised that
1)from the way i've seen guys despoing my friends, unnecessary relationship problems, etc. how dumb it looks from a third party's view to be in a relationship.
actually last year i used to be really involved with this guy and..now that i look back, i feel really stupid and blind that i wasted a billion smses and time just on him and got into deep shytt. so not worth it, lesson learnt since start of 09 when i decided enough was enough and i was through. when the guy doesnt even care that much about you, why should you seriously. why did i even like him in the first place zomgwtfbbq.
2)to concentrate doesnt mean to spend more time. but it means to put in more effort to bother to understand what the teacher is trying to teach at the point of teaching even if she gives you the i-suck-balls face when she's scolding you. and that includes better time investment in violin, piano, theory, other stuff :/
3)i want to do well next year and rocket off to some place other than st.nicks where all you see are black faces and you just have to restrain..restrain..until one day you just explode on the inside and start writting it on your blog. psh.
4)who my true friends are and who arent. like say, how elmo and bob cheer me up with their tardness every 3rd lang day, so i definitely hands down dont regret making the class change decision. cuz i dont exactly hang out alot with the st. nickelodians in the other class anyway :/ also, how grateful i am to have met isab in kindergarten cuz she's like a sister to me. and kitchong for always making me laugh like siao when i'm talking to him. and jane for telling me lame stuff. and sheen for sharing all my japanese crazy moments and letting me rant. May for always sharing my views and being such a great friend. Weitian for being such a nice friend. and of course alot of other people. without you guys my heart would have been short of a piece.
5)i just love alot of people. and miss alot of people. especially..

2009-12-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

[c=#A6AE84] 「シンインsheen」[/c] says:
why all the RJ people so weird one -.- tan sensei loves guys. yon sensei quite girly -.- zzz
HAHAHAHAHAHA

Wengchenドコモ大チューき！ says:
HAHAHAHA YON SENSEI HAHAHAHA
THE WAY HE FLICKS HIS WRIST IS DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[c=#A6AE84] 「シンインsheen」[/c] says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
hahaha]
weird people lols
Wengchenドコモ大チューき！ says:
HAHA YAR!! i think the male teachers in moelc all a bit guai HAHA
[c=#A6AE84] 「シンインsheen」[/c] says:
HAHAHAHA maybe leh
not many also
Wengchenドコモ大チューき！ says:
ya lor!! recently got this new tr quite young one, also v gay sia!! xDDDD
[c=#A6AE84] 「シンインsheen」[/c] says:
really?
gosh
reminds me of how yon sensei was still a trainee teaching my class with his flicking wrist. LOL
if only the female chers were also weird..
Wengchenドコモ大チューき！ says:
HAHAHAHA
EPIC
can you imagine all the female teachers all v manly HAHAHAHA
[c=#A6AE84] 「シンインsheen」[/c] says:
havoc.
LOL
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Wengchenドコモ大チューき！ says:
*dies of laughter
[c=#A6AE84] 「シンインsheen」[/c] says:
xD!!!!
Wengchenドコモ大チューき！ says:
HAHAHAHA!!

i'm so pissed off at mom. cant stand it.

2009-12-06T16:58:00.002+08:00

this blog should be dead by next year. anyway..
jlpt's finally overr! :D
<3
for listening, the guy next to me just slept his way through. i couldnt hear the audio properly cuz there was some problem with the stereo and it kept burping out words. then after grammar the woman near me grumbled "hmph! so demoralising!" then she edged her way out of the room. lol then found Sheen on the first floor and started discussing how nice the passages were while waiting for kitchong. for a moment during the grammar paper i thought i was taking japanese lit, all the passages were about 人生とか、いろんな道徳. then i stared at the paper and pondered over how i would be able to finish such a long paper until i realised how much bloody time i was wasting thinking about all that. crap.
then went to liang court!<3333(its one of the only places i can reminisce about Japan and experience the jappy atmosphere in singapore) with Kitchong to eat lunch :D liang court is unfortunately located in some unknown place in clarque quay and requires intensive navigation -.- the food was super nice and practically everyone there's nihonjin! :D
i was mad happy at meidiya until i left my wallet there ._. i frantically ran around the dekkai meidiya looking for it cos it had tons and tons of money, my IC, EZ-link, ice-skating lessons schedule, blah blah. saw a woman near the area i was at and went to ask her in english if she had seen a wallet there, only to realise that she was japanese.(i thought she was filipino)
me: sorry excuse me. did you happen to see a wallet here?
woman: wa-ware?
me:(oops) ああごめん。財布を失くしてしまったんだけど…この辺に桃色財布を見た事がなかったのか？
woman:　あ！財布？見なかったけど店員に聞ければどう？頑張ってね！
lol. then at that moment the information counter announced that there was a missing wallet at the counter so i went to collect it. phew.
then went to eat brownie/strawberry/chocolate/whipped cream japanese crepe! :D who cares about the calories, it was super nice^^b of course the one at harajuku was one million times better but the singaporean one was not bad. :p
and i received this awesomezxzxzxzxz present from kitchong. thank you!! :D
going for mr chan's take5 concert now. tired and lazy but..gtg.

2009-12-02T13:27:00.002+08:00

i have had this weird sinus problem ever since i was little. but it just keeps getting worse year by year, and now. i can hardly breathe through my nose, like how fucking scary is that. i've tried all sorts of medicine and stuff but nothing seems to work, and turns out i have a deviated septum. meaning i should get a nosejob LOL. then i'll be like those lookalike photocopied korean girls except they did more than a nosejob.

nuhh just kidding. i wont ever get a nosejob. -.-

2009-12-01T20:36:00.009+08:00

its not that i recently found out that my life is boringashellD8
i've became a lame and unemotional person that laughs at non-humorous jokes that're not jokes but they're still under cold jokes but people dont regard them as jokes but you get what i mean anyway.
maybe my life would be better as mary-anne's parrot

then people wouldnt call me SHAWT(fvck the people who call me that) all the time cos i'm a parrot and it sucks to be a tall parrot. and, no, thats the mini packet version not the gigantuan one.
figure skating really made me realise how fat and clumsy and uncoordinated and potato-like i am. when you see me fall, its not like "8DDDD" a glamorous fall but ":/" boomz! some fat person falling on ice.

:D
recently due to bad weather my hair has been as dry as hay that even cows dont eat :/

i've decided never to dye my hair this awesome colour
the holding site wasnt as bad as i imagined. one more year left in nunhood!!'A'/

on moving out day i saw the nicest thing ever. it looked like big pieces of cheese but they were much, much nicer than the whole of the holding site. i cant believe the school condemned these.

huimin acting cute. LOOL she should be condemned too.
the blister family on my leg are waving happily at me due to the arrival of their newborn mofo blister daughter today. blisters should use condoms, i cant stand them reproducing like hamsters.

2009-11-29T19:46:00.002+08:00

牛乳チョー大チュキ！！
広告見たりずっと笑いげな顔がしちゃった。
合格しなきゃああああ。
ごしんごしん！！

2009-11-28T22:20:00.002+08:00

i'd like to say..
-bzz. i'm going to fail jlpt 2 and kiss A's ass.
-fujii lena is awwsomeeee8D
-i wanna learn the double loop before i go back to prison in january
-i wanna strangle mrs soh and tell her its all a misunderstanding T__T!!!!
-theory hmk sos
-ja-ja-ja-japan
-i wish my brain was as good as william's yangqin playing
-when i tell you "no, its okay. nevermind." i expect you to do it and heck care me.
-national piano competition..~__~ *severe blood loss

2009-11-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

as much as i wanted to censor this post, i just feel the need to splurge on my blog.
recently, i've been having the same train(s) of thoughts running through my mind.
here are some of em:
1)the school train of thought
-i really dont like my school because of the people in it. i dont understand why they have to keep talking about guys bcuz i really dont care. i dont understand why they have to bitch about each other, and why they are so fake in school. school's like a drama centre for them to act their way through the 4 fake years. and the teachers are..awesome :/ i dont understand why they must bitch about each other, like my chinese teacher last year. since they're grownups and moreover, colleagues, cant they just tolerate each other in a more professional way rather than ranting to their students? its like a waiter telling a customer to hiatus while he's ordering stuff just so that he can go to the restroom. and the way they show favouritism is unacceptable. there's this constant nagging in my head that i should heck care about school next year, and just mug my way through it so that time can pass faster then i can finally go to jc.

2)
i dont feel like blogging about it anymore.

2009-11-27T22:34:00.006+08:00

you keep telling me.
so i keep nodding.

some things are just more important than others. if not, they're just more significant in my life.

i wish someone could smile at me like they meant it now.
i want to start life afresh at a faraway place.

2009-11-23T10:30:00.001+08:00

i'm getting real fat :D
JAPANSICK. whoohoo.

2009-11-21T22:50:00.003+08:00

everybody loves me on mah birthday! :D LOOL
today was awezsomeeee <3
awesome mainly thanks to kitchong:D 今日はありがとーう！ｗｗ　for taking time out to celebrate my bdae with me, the awesomeeee dedication(that the laupok radio couldnt broadcast successfully D:< ) and for being such a wonderful friend :)
and my family:D for that superyooperdooperuberdelicious dinner @ swissotel tonight :)
thanks so much daddy i lurvbesxzxz you to bits!! <3
to janeeee, thanks so much for the letter you wrote! you're a great friend :)
and to clarenceeee sempai, thanks so much for the present!! :D
and everyone else who smsed me well wishes tahdayy :P

i feel really lucky that you guys were there for me during the 15 years of my life.
i would like to thank everyone i know for making an imprint in that 15 years path.

taylor swift-fifteen
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
you say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
for the next four years in this town
hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
you know I havent seen you around, before

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen
feeling like there nothing to figure out
well count to ten, take it in
this is life before who youre gonna be
fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
and soon enough youre best friends
laughing at the other girls who think theyre so cool
well be out of here as soon as we can
and then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
and youre feeling like flying
and youre momas waiting up and you think hes the one
and youre dancing round your room when the night end
when the night ends

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
youre gonna believe them
when youre fifteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin round but
in your life youll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
but I didnt know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
but I realized some bigger dreams of mine

and Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
who changed his mind and we both cried

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
and you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la . La la la la la

Youre very first day
take a deep breath girl
take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.

2009-11-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D

2009-11-18T11:42:00.000+08:00

i feel so..:/

2009-11-15T21:00:00.002+08:00

i've always thought that being able to see the beautiful side of anything and everything is an art, or a gift.
especially in singapore, most people neglect the beauty they can find in other people and choose to hunt in nook and crevices for other sorts of typical beauty.
the most indirect way to put it would be: find beauty in math instead of beauty in art.
anyway, yesterday was fun :D had a hth talk with Kit :D super funny. then we went to watch deuce bigalow! lol comedyyyy shows are the best :p then after that his parents and my parents started talking about..taichi..(*at a loss for words)
haha the unglam convo sounded damn funny though i didnt understand it. :3
my birthday's in a few days but it feels like some normal unsignificant day of the week. when i was young i used to anticipate the arrival of the day of my birthday like some twit waiting for santa to buttcrash her chimney during christmas. now my birthday doesnt seem like some really really important day anymore.
going ice-skating tml :D

the awakening

2009-11-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

sometimes, to be dreaming is to be awakened and thus enlightened.
i had this really strange dream yesterday.
my sister died from some terminal illness. at that time, i was dying in the hospital, and in excrutiating pain from some chemo treatment thingy. then i heard my mom say "dont hold on to your suffering. just leave in peace." i vaguely saw my father's eyes brimmed with tears upon seeing how both his daughters had died. he wasn't facing me cos he didnt want me to see his misery when i was suffering and about to die.
and i died.
then i apprehensively walked up the stairway to heaven, hoping that maybe i'd be able to contact my sister there. then i felt someone grabbing my hand and pulling me somewhere, and i realised it was my sister when i peered infront. the sky in heaven was gray and dull, something i would never have expected it to be. but i've always believed that heaven isn't a place where people have eternal happiness. its a place where people are separated from their emotions and emotional attachment to the human world. that gray didnt make me sad, but i felt..strangely empty. like a feeling of no worries no happiness no sadness no nothing but that nothingness itself felt bland and uneasy. but my sister was smiling as she took me to this turqoise(?) ocean and invited me to swim to the shore on the other end with her. i agreed as there was noone in sight and i didnt want to be left alone in the void world i was in. at the shore, we started swinging on this skyscraping swing where you could literally touch the sky as it was as high or higher than the eiffel tower. at this point, i would be so scared i'd have fainted on that damn swing, but i couldnt feel that scare poking me in my chest. as the days went by, i started to let go more of my emotional attachment, i forgot all about my family and friends and just played with my sister. my heart started to blossom with a faint happiness. until..
okay if you're thinking the above was madass weird the following gets weirder.
i got down the swing. i wanted to go and explore more of the place i was in but my sister just continued swinging. she said she'd join me later and that she'd be able to find me. though i felt something was wrong, i stupidly left the place i was in and walked towards the bland horizon. i cant explain, cos everything there is not happy, not sad, but bland. as i travelled further and further from my sister, i found myself panicking as i landed in this unknown destination. panic was something i thought i needn't have felt anymore, so something was definitely wrong. worried, i suddenly realised.
i was infront of my front porch.
my parents were overjoyed to see me, it seemed like i had "revived", they thought maybe a miracle had happened. my chest suffocated in bittersweet happiness. as i scrutinized the once-familiar surrounding, my mother cooked dinner and called me to come and eat. the moment i sat down at the dinner table, i got the shock of my life when i saw my sister staring at me. smiling. if i knew vulgarities in my dream i would've blabbered them all out cos it seemed like a blasphemy. like, WHAT IN THE WORLD IS MY SISTER DOING HERE!! i thought i'd lost her in heaven..
anyway, strange as it seems, i didnt dwell much time on thinking about the reason to my sister's sudden appearance. i spent days and nights just being around my family, like i was alive. at the back of my mind, i knew something was so wrong but i chose to ignore it as i wanted to be in self-denial. i didnt want to leave my parents and friends. all that while, a clock was ticking....
suddenly, one fateful day, a few gigantic flies flew in my direction. my mother fanned them off but they bit her and more of them kept coming back. i had a panic adrenaline rush whatever you call it. i finally realised why i was back on earth:
there were some things i was stil emotionally-attached to. there were some things that i felt i needed to do and i couldnt get over it even when i was in heaven. somethings i wanted to do so badly before i died..
the flies were going to get to me soon. i didnt have time. hurriedly, i scrambled to get my phone and started smsing someone(i'm not going to reveal anybody i called or anything i said to them looool), i thanked someone for all that she did for me all this while. i called another important person and told him there was something i really wanted to do before i died and i needed to do it asap or i wouldnt get the chance to ever again. i called one last person and told him there was something really important i needed to do. so much to do, so little time..
i could hear the buzzing sound faraway getting louder and louder and my heart thumped louder and louder in panic. the last thing i did was..
i stared at my dad and hugged him and started crying. i screamed at him "dad, i love you. thank you for all that you've done". the billions of flies finally entered through the door and started eating my face. my mother hugged me tightly and kept brushing the flies away from my face but there were just too many of them. i kept tugging at her arm to feel the warmth(you know when people die they're hard and cold and all but living people are warm and stuff) which i hadnt felt ever since i was dead. i told her the same thing i told my dad and started crying in exasperation and sadness when i saw how she was screaming and going wild in trying to make me not get eaten by the flies. my time was up. i had to escape back to heaven or i would rot from the flies. my sister and i radiated this heavenly glow, waved goodbye at our parents and we left the human world. i just kept thinking of the stuff i haven't got the chance to do and how i wasted my last chance to finish them off..
then it was 2am in the morning when i woke up. the strangest thing was that i woke up feeling half dead and half alive. and that the palm of my hand was hot like someone had been holding it.
it wasnt just a dream. it was a wakeup call, a message from God. i stared at my sleeping parents and tears flowed down my cheeks. not because i was sad, but because i realised i still had time with them. and also because i felt in my heart, that i have many, many regrets in my life. and i havent used time to amend them. i still have time to before its too late and i'm dead.
i have to stop regretting and start cherishing.
start loving and stop hating.

2009-11-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

and the above was what happened during math lesson today.
i think i've found a new passion! jyajyaaang :p

2009-11-05T21:52:00.002+08:00

GAAAAH!!!!
i'm thinking of alot of things.
definitely not..1)miss leong's voice when it hilariously broke while she was screeching 2)how i'm very extremely fat now 3)how i've yet to study for chinese 4)my birthday 8D
sth random.
me: yo!
xia: eh? you're still in this school ah?
(LOOL)
xia: (holds up a banana) fat and happy 8D

another random convo
qian yu: wengchen can harmonise? how she do one? so cool (haha durhh)
weitian: yeah. just sing a third apart.
qian yu: yeah i know!!
(then??)

somethings that i know are true..makes me sad
rapper: i aint cryin'. crying only to moisturize muhh eyes.
i need to slap someone in the face really hard.
or maybe like throw someone to the other end of the world.
i cant stand weak people that really make me go crazy by telling me their everyday woes. like how they hate themselves, the people around them, etc then they break down and start crying while they talk.
siao. sometimes i emo until i can go overboard.
okay i'm over it :D (spastic mood change)
dont feel like blogging today.
BYE

2009-11-01T21:59:00.003+08:00

watching the American version of my sassy girl makes me....horrendously love****
isnt that the grossest thing ever.
asides that-
i feel like using this post to 1)complain as usual 2)rant and everything else
i went for the most interesting tour around Singapore today. and by most interesting i mean as interesting as miss leong which also means boring to the depths of the deepest ocean in the world. its the most interesting tour in majullah singapura already. :/

AHHHHILURVE~~YUNAKIM~~YUNAKIM'SGRASSHOPPERLEGS!!!!D: <333333333

then i was super irritated by this ang mo kio aunty that chided me while i was freaking sleeping on the coach. my anger volcano was erupting ~_~ like i seriously felt like throwing the mountain of lava inside me onto her larger-than-life peek-a-boo face. she was complaining that i was sitting on her seat when its freaking free seating hello was the chair i was sitting on specially constructed to fit her butt and only her flabby butt? Is her butt imprint on the chair in the shape of a rose?
i wanna rant because..
alot of things that i dont feel like typing out.
OMGIHAVENTDIDTHENESURVEYAHHHHD:
ya see? i have alot more things to rant about :X

2009-11-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

i miss someone. alot. T__T
i miss someplace alot too. but i'm still waiting and waiting.

SJSS

2009-10-30T21:57:00.003+08:00

2009-10-25T23:14:00.001+08:00

i'm tired.
wengchen's on maintainence.

2009-10-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh

2009-10-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

MANYMANYBLISTERSPAINPAINPAINPAIN
CUTSANDBRUISESPAINZZZZ（；_・）
i dont think i'll be able to go school without a sad face tmrw.
wengchen-queasy

あらすじ

2009-10-19T20:34:00.009+08:00

fever last night .__. then woke up this morning with this overwhelming nauseated feeling. but i didnt really care at first so i went to play halo3 with sis, then vomited. :X then went to swim 9laps in an attempt to get rid of my sickness. i have no regrets today.
guns n roses-Dont cry..
the rest of the post will be in japanese.
知識階級の写実主義
一番好きな文学者が書いたの一番好きな文献って、フランツ・カフカ様のDie Verwandlung『変身』と言う中編小説です。
この短編物語の冒頭陳述は英語で有名である。ドイツ語では文字通り訳すと、
Als Gregor Samsa eines Morgens aus unruhigen Träumen erwachte, fand er sich in seinem Bett zu einem ungeheueren Ungeziefer verwandelt。
日本語で翻訳すると、
ある日、青年グレーゴル・ザムザが家族分の数部屋で目覚めたままに、自分は不可解に一晩間に物凄く大きい害虫になちゃった事を気づけた。
自分の害虫外観を尻込みする代わりに、仕事の事を嘆き悲しんで、“今日はいったいどうやって働ける訳？”仕事に対する様々な不満に思いを馳せたり、家外の概略の惨めそう梅雨に影響させたりしまった。如何にも、物語は貧乏な状況のように彼が寝たきりの状態になった事を確立してあります。
グレーゴルのお仕事は出張旅行販売者で、至る所で屡移転のは普通なんだったので、未知の見慣ない環境と様々の境遇に活発にするのはもう慣らさせた。
変身の確実な現実は自分の多数の脚部は向うにひらひらする所で完成した。でも其の時からずっと、変身についての意識的な目覚えとか、自分が変えた事は確かに発生した事を―他の人との分離を認めた以外の事を抵抗していた。小説の最初にあった問題って、家族と社長からの送達吏が気づかっているようで部屋の扉に打ちている時に、背中は底面に引っ繰り返す事が出来ません。
＿＿＿＿
うわあぁ、眠くなちゃったわ～＿～（ふう）
ｂｂ、また時間あったら翻訳する事にしまーす。おやちゅみねぃ！！

reality

2009-10-18T20:10:00.003+08:00

baby i'm feelin' down down down down~
no need to worry
even when the sky is fallin' down
<3

(stares at dad who's watching a vasantham show w/o subs)
today's lunch was uberr nice. cos its grandma's birthday, lots and lots of choberigu-food :DDDD
i dont know what i'm doing. and geraint's such a bitch mannz.
studied nihongo again^^ i need to progress faster :/
stuffed myself for lunch then fell asleep until 6.30 from the lethargy.
off to dinner now :p

人間は人間の行動に対しての判断は真実で無効な事である。言い換えれば、先ず真実、それで無効になっています。言葉に表せる事の判断は真実だが、それ自体の判断は無効。唯関係者だけが判断させるのは自分が関係者の身分で判断させないだろう。当然の結果として、この世界で判断させる事は有り得なく、明滅の判断力だけの事になってた。 -franz kafka

2009-10-16T18:30:00.002+08:00

today was a good day. quite fun!! table-tennis doubles with May haha :D yufang's da pro. ate at j8 foodcourt with a few other st.nicks girls. then went to moelc.
walked back home from the mrt station today. then on the pavement reaching my house, there was a stray German Shepherd. i was scared like mad, cos it was walking nearer and nearer to me on that narrow pavement, i cant run or it'll chase after me, and i cant keep walking backwards cos it was following me, and i cant like run onto the road. so..i just stood there with a scared-stiff expression, i didnt dare to move. then all of a sudden, my dad's car passed by and he stopped to let me in. which is why i say God exists. because miracles like that can happen.

sometimes, it really hurts me to wonder..
am i really doing enough for japanese..
?
i'm feeling very down now. i cant explain exactly why, but i know that i have alot of insecurities. i tried to cry on my way back home while walking back from the mrt station, since i thought after crying i would feel much better. but i just cant cry anymore. anything thats sad just stings for awhile, then it feels numb. being immune and just feeling that dull sting of sadness..its a sick feeling. its like, when people scare me and shout "BOO!"and pop out of a corner, i wont even feel shocked, like something just compresses and dulls the feeling. but i pretend to feel shocked to please the person.
i'm scared about whats going to happen to me.
what if that person leaves me, which i'm sure that person will, because my japanese is not good enough. i have nothing besides japanese, its the only way i redeem myself. you may think like "no, you have so many talents, what're you talking about?" but you wont understand my emotions unless you're me. in those talents lie alot of other insecurities, like whether my playing technique actually sucks, or something like that.
and my friends, even my really good friends, my best friends, nobody can understand or tolerate me. in their eyes, i'm irritating. i can literally hear them agreeing now. like, i mean, obviously they wont say it out to me wad. its just something expressed in their gestures, facial expressions, that seem to tell me all of this. you may think again that its just me thinking too much, but its really not. like i said, you're not me, so you wont understand wengchen anyway. dont even try.
alot of what-ifs in my head that i expect to come true. i'm so disappointed in myself. Not all about my japanese marks, but also the kind of person i've grown to be, and especially the kind of person i am in the eyes of others. how i wish i could just cry this all out.
:/ off to chem tuition now. toodles!!

2009-10-15T11:57:00.008+08:00

went shopping with jeanette!elmo :DD on tuesday right after lit exam. awesomeness.
we spent like hours and hours scoping around bugis street, then we went to bugis and iluma to take a refresher from the stuffy and packed shopping street. bought loads of stuff, and ended up spending the EXACT same amount as jeanette! :D so coincidental! anyway, we really splurged like mad. 8D
there were some nice-looking belts selling at really cheap prices, then i met shermae and her friend there twice haha :) turns out shermae, crystal and i all happen to have the same dress. :p
oh then there was this super yummy jap restaurant at bugis..i forgot the name but it was by M.O.F(ministry of food) haha and the food was dee-licious. i ordered spicy char siew ramen and it was super nice^^ jeanette ordered some really cute-looking bear bento set hahahaha :D
i'm quite broke now. lolz.
since i'm bored today..photos!:3 but i only took photos of the food hahahaha.
so after shopping, we went to JCO at raffles city to eat tea break. whoohoo, i bought some avocado juice thingy out of a sudden craving haha.

JCO's mini donuts(i think its called baby donuts) are so kawaii!!!! >3<

the spicy char siew ramen is really one of the best that i've tasted so far 8DDDD

hahahahah damn cute right^^

tadahh! this is what it looks like on the inside. i really envy japanese students who get this every day. i think i wanna be a gourmet reporter like Chiyo when i grow up. everyday just eat lots and lots of gooood food and comment on how it can be better(even if it cant get any better than that ;D)
lazy to post about the mercedes sandwich that i ate a few days ago .__.
yay!! rongen invited me to join a halloween partaee at downtown east with her!! :D
life is like a bed of roses. the thorns are underneath what looks like a beautiful and relaxing surface.

2009-10-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

examzrover.
:D
wengchen will be holding jap tuition to people who really cannot make it. at $10 per hour. make your reservations now!
anyway, woke up at 12pm today hahahahah.
i can really push limits.
nothing to do tomorrow..OMGOMGBUFFET!!
D: *dies i forgot to save up stomach.
speaking of stomach, kitchong treated me to dinner today! :D haha thankyou!
in a fit of boredom, i walked from my house to moelc and disturbed miss chia who was slacking away in the staffroom at 6+pm. hehe sorry.
ee my japanese marks are really..ee
nevermind. :/
how am i supposed to think of a speech in my current mood?
impossible.
i'll do it tmrw morning. :D

methinks i'm happy

2009-10-09T10:47:00.008+08:00

i've always thought that people need a title to start moving on. so my title shall
be..THE PRINCESS OF JAPANESE!! taduhh

:3 cool right.

some of the things in my wishlist include:
1)getting a tongue/tragus piercing after eoys 8D
2)someone to treat me on my bdae
3)a trip back to my homeland:p
4)my mugger wish. heheh i want L1R5 6points for this term(including jap). :X

zomgawdd i think i just suffocated in happiness.
real happiness.
thank god. praise god. love god. worship god.
i dont know what to say now
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
imma cry now positive
:D

wiki says: "Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy. A variety of philosophical, religious, psychological and biological approaches have striven to define happiness and identify its sources."
i beg to differ. happiness isnt something so complicated, it can only be described as happiness.
aiya i feel totally like that now luhh.

like..BOOMZ. nevermind i shant be so low class to make riz low jokes. :p

i just cant wait for honeymoon approaching.
that one week is a blessing, i couldnt have asked for anything better.
no cold war with rosie for one week.
I.LURVE EUU.

okay speaking of which, did you know japan has an annual ninja festival? apparantly kids dressed up as ninjas get free rides for dunno-what thing. super cute!!

:D <3

i just feel like spamming photos in this post today.

2009-10-08T17:45:00.002+08:00

これからは
日本語のお姫様
ミサキでっす。

憶良等者おくららは
今者将罷いまはまからむ
子将哭こなくらむ
其彼母毛そのかのははも
吾乎将待曽あまつらむそ

2009-10-07T14:31:00.002+08:00

zzzzzzzzz
heheh shall go to sleep again.
flunked bio like @!#$^%&*
「卒業」と言う本を見たことがあるの。
将来の事を考えたり…まあ。
日本

2009-10-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

in MSND, my favourite character is definitely helena.
she's despondent, desperate and despicably love-sick.
but she says the wisest stuff.
Your virtue is my privilege. For that
It is not night when i do see your face,
Therefore i think i am not in the night;
Nor doth this wood lack worlds of company,
For you in my respect are all the world.
Then how can it be said i am alone
When all the world is here to look on me?

methinks think i've become an ass from reading too much of lit, yes?
boop. rightey-hoe! back to mugging.

2009-10-05T12:55:00.002+08:00

geog paper lit paper bio paper math paper!! says wengchen.
まっすぐ行くと、壁に『ドシン』と衝突しっちゃうよ。
霊感。熱望。発汗。決意。
愚かの泡を突き刺せよう。風船のように知識を脹らせよう。

うち、知能指数が高いの天才だからね。

i just realised its a month away from my birthday. :3 拍手喝采!!

2009-10-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

lets all scream in one unanimous voice: JAPAN IS LOVE.
anyway, this was what i wrote for sakubun. bunbun!! okay nvm haha.
　
理想の教育
私にとって、理想の教育は圧力があっても自由性な勉強し方があるのと思います。現在の競争力が強い社会では、勉強をするために夜明けに起きるとか、宿題が山盛りになってしまうのは普通な状況です。学生として、こう言う環境に勉強しているのは大変で疲れてばかりいるようにしています。
もしこの問題を解決したければ、授業は教室の中だけでするより，校外で勉強していることを実際に体験できるのほうがいいと思います。学生たちがお楽しみに勉強できるし、学生と先生のお互いの理解が深くなれます。シンガポールでは、どちらかというと、圧力の悪い面だけが強調されるけど、私は圧力が言いと思います。人が負けない精神を発揮して、さまざまな努力をするので、圧力は学生にとって必要だと思います。
あなたの理想の教育はどんなのでしょうか。
あんたの落ち着かない感じがさっぱり解らん。でもね、現実を回避するのは結局に無理なんだよ。あの奴を必ず勝つに決めたからね。あなたでなく、あなたのお姉ちゃん。色々先の誤りに「御免なさい」。

2009-10-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

BUEEEE?

2009-09-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

THAT IS NOT MUSIC!! seriously, why must you irritate me to such an extent?
i've got anger management issues okay, dont constantly put my patience to the test. i dont really want to tolerate you and your anger management issues as well.
even dad is asking me to quit piano. mom just tells me to quit everything in my life. wth!! its not like i dont like music, but i cant focus on music all the time wad!! i have japanese. at least nobody is forcing me to learn the language in a faster and faster pace. and i'm doing just fine in japanese -.- stoopid.
..
whole day make me sad. dead sea already la! no more tears, all salt, happy?
since i'm feeling angsty now, i'll take the opportunity to say..
please dont stalk my blog. if you visit, leave a tag cos sometimes it gets unnerving when i dont know you're stalking my blog. :/ yeahpp.

2009-09-29T20:14:00.002+08:00

i really envy mary-anne now :D glad you're doing superb in new york!!!!^^ shall send you a letter haha.
live the day by the second. or the first, at that.
I CAN'T WAIT TO GO JAPAN. *hyperventilates
now i finally know what i'm missing.
why are all/most of my friends from mep? their exam ends 2 days later so what am i going to do within those 2 days?!! D:
heheh. nevermind i shall shop at illuma. ;) i like that summer dress :3 someone sponser it for me~
chia sensei hasnt replied me.
ahh sheesh i'm wasting my time on the com again. :(
and everyone shouldnt worry about me. i dont need to be cared for. more like i dont like to be cared for in such circumstances. :/
wengchen could actually sit down for one hour. pleasantly surprised at myself. i thought my butt repels the chair .__.
byeez. back to ss.

Japanese oral

2009-09-28T20:16:00.004+08:00

my mind is only about one thing. if you want me to blog about yesterday, i wont be able to blog about it in full sentences.
jap oral was so embarrassing!! >__< for some reason i was really really hyper when i was on my way to the lc today, i just kept running back and forth on the long long pavement leading to the lc. crazy right. :P bleeh.
instead of asking me stuff like, 日常生活とか、日本語の勉強について等の事、she just asked me "hey hey do you watch NHK?!!" the channel 43 lar. T__T i no cable..*sniff
and i cant help it laaQ__Q everytime during oral i will talk like i'm talking to some good friend, then i'll just rattle alot of rubbish..:/ then before i left it was like below:
コー先生：さようなら！＾＾
あたし：さようなら。
コー先生：頑張っていますねえ！＾＾
あたし：あ…？有難う！ｗｗ
コー先生：またね！
あたし：またね！
コー先生：さようなら！

…大体そんな場合だったぶっ。
i want more of that japanese hi-chew kyandeeee. rawr >:] (eats a gummy) some yamakawa trading thingy.^^ japanese sweets are always da best. kanpeki!!<3
OOGIE. i havent finish SS. DDDDDDDDD:

omg my nose is bleeding again. WHOSE NOSE BLEEDS ONCE EVERY FEW DAYS?!! =.= anyway, tell you what happened during theory. I am sick of all those faggots screaming at me like i'm 90% deaf to do the things they want me to do.
miss yap kicked me out of theory class cos i didnt do hmk. she just said "i dont like people wasting other people's time here. get out and dont make me scream at you." WTFuck.
the ~~fucking~~ woman ~~fucking~~ chased me out of class when she gave me 132 ~~fucking~~ questions to do. not like i devote all my time to do ~~fucking~~ theory. so i ~~fucking~~ wasted my time at delifrance with giogi and noel trying to do ~~fucking~~ theory only to find out that that ~~fucking~~ woman ~~fucking~~ smsed my parents. then my mother tried to call me but i deliberately didnt answer cos i didnt want to ~~fucking~~ die so early. so i waited till lesson ended only to see her ~~fucking~~ face black and pouting steam. then infront of my cousin's dad, her voice was like trembling, trying not to explode in his face. the VERY SECOND we left yms, she ~~fucking~~ started screaming her ~~fucking~~ head off at me in the middle of the junction waiting for the traffic light to turn green where so many ~~fucking~~ people were staring at me with their ~~fucked-up~~ faces like "what's so ~~fucking~~ wrong with this girl? why cant she just obey the ~~fucking~~ world and be a filial daughter?" ~~fuck luhh~~ please, if they were in my ~~fucking~~ shoes they would keep their bloody ~~fucking~~ faces to themselves and mind their own businesses. arent singaporeans always very busy? isnt the excuse "no time la.." very overused?? where did all their ~~fucking~~ time go? spent kae-poing at other people's ~~fucking~~ business? i'm surprised singaporeans dont have long and sharp noses for constantly poking their ~~fucking~~ noses into other people's businesses. she just ~~fucking~~ shouted "YOU USELESS IDIOT! EVERYTHING ALSO CANNOT DO PROPERLY!! JUST GIVE UP EVERYTHING LA, GIVE UP EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE! DONT LEARN ANY ~~fucking~~ THING ANYMORE!! YOU ARE THE MOST USELESS SHIT IN THE UNIVERSE! NOBODY IN THIS UNIVERSE WOULD BE CURSED TO HAVE SUCH A DAUGHTER LIKE YOU!!!!" if you were a mother, would you ~~fucking~~ scream such stuff infront of a whole audience of strangers in a public place? havent you spared a thought for your daughter who might possibly be so ~~fucking~~ humiliated over it? i guess not.
i couldnt take it anymore. such verbal abuse cannot be tolerated. i just shouted back "I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEORY LA!!" then i fought back infuriated tears and told my dad "i dont want to be with that woman anymore". then i just ran all the way to city hall mrt and took an mrt home by myself. everytime such incidents happen, it just makes me hate myself more and more. ~~fuck the world~~.
that relieved a whole day of bitterness which fortunately passed. today was a great day. i think tomorrow will be a bad one. its always like that, one day good and the next day bad.
blearh. shall distract myself by mugging.

2009-09-26T23:02:00.002+08:00

yay i've gotten better at badminton!^^ must keep playing with boon hian da pro!! \>A
today was a so-so day. i totally didnt know i had miss yap's lesson DD: tomorrow confirm die. and my mom was like..black face as always. then my sister was being a biatch. :/ oh well, there's always a time and place for everything wrong. sent may a pic of food cos she didnt have enough DD: go eat kay!! then cgs(cho genius sensei) nahh chia sensei sent me an sms saying the timings had to change. again. :X
then i went to bishan library to study before math tuition and bumped into sabrina and her bf. i will never ever study at bishan library again, i've had enough mannz. .__. the first time i ever went there to study, kids kept running and screaming and the freaking announcement was on REPEAT >:" it just kept playing over and over again until it got stuck in my brain and i almost went mad. then now, this group of secondary school girls kept laughing and talking like the person next to them, aka ME was invisible. "antigen la! dumbass!" "huh? antigen ah HAHAHAHA so funnae" =.= the convo was..about this standard. then i got really pissed cos i was trying to do something that needed more foldings in my brain--math. so i was totally black-faced and all. then mom came to find me in this super pissed-off mood, so she just kept silent with this irritated look on her face. a primary school girl sat next to me and kept looking at the math worksheet which i was rushing through so i just suddenly turned to glare at her with a super fierce look on my face and she hurried away. wengchen remains unprovokable. :P
i miss a certain somebody again..>__< !! cant wait for eoys to be over and done with. then we shall watch the gigolo show, yes?;DDDDDDDDD

yisong is super sweet! :D i didnt study for terms(like always -.-) then i had to pass it to the back row to mark so i passed it to him, and he helped me fill in the blanks and even changed my answers^^ thanks!! <3
omg i seriously dont wanna go for theory tmrw. my ss is screwed to the max!!!! and i just realised ss is just round the corner. so much for brenda tan looking like lky.
speaking of which, i saw her with this baby in the canteen.
"mrs tan! is that your son?"
"nope."
"is that your daughter?"
"nope."
"uhh. then?"
HAHA. okay nevermind it was miss kay's. i couldnt recognise her luhh. i keep seeing that someone in the canteen!! its quite scary, because i dont ever talk much to her and ever since someone kept mentioning her she's been appearing infront of me all the time. D:< maybe its just that i havent really bothered to notice her presence until he told me luhh.
connexio is out-with greasy faces due to the unprofessional photographer .__. usually its like, full body but HE takes only the faces so everyone looks fat and fugly. or only me.
okay shall do theory now..:( byee!

2009-09-26T11:48:00.003+08:00

ohmygawd. first thing in the morning, i wake up to see this bride and groom walking down the freaking pavement .__. the bride's dress looked like super heavy and the pavement was like narrower than her dress, i was surprised she didnt fall into the pool beside the pavement. :O
anyway, this blogskin is niceeee 8) was deciding between loccolotion from orange range and riot girl by hirano aya.
i wanna go trekking with maymay and tiannie. go shokudo again, go shopping, more jap life. if i cant go london i shall go japan. cos..i dunno, i dont feel good about skipping jlpt :X and i dont want to lose to A either.
happy daze.
-wengchen

blog about blog

2009-09-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

くれたまま。
兎に角、今日だって大変だったわ。
i cant express the distress i'm feeling now. its like-flooding over my face!! D:
i have no mood to do anything now :/ just k.o.
studied bio with tiannie and mayyay today :D after which hannah and hilary came to join us. i finally finally get what excretion is talking about .__. loop of henle, proximal convoluted tube, distal convoluted tube, glomulus, renal capsule, blah blah.
i dont feel like blogging nowadays..just stone at the screen
oh i hope wt's foot gets better. the convo was super funny haha. wearing a __ on your sole?!!
i realise like some people can rattle on and on and on and on and dont giva damn about the person listening. and. the person listening doesnt really giva damn either. what is the listener to a speaker? vice versa what a speaker is to a listener. a listener would be a good listener if the speaker was not..boring? condescending? condemning? vulgar? too nice? full of crap? too emo? crazy? always tongue-tied and weird? and the speaker would be a good speaker if she/he has..a good command of language? a willing listener? more interesting stuff to talk that the listener actually bothers about? an active listener?
24/7 is not enough. neither is 24/8. i think i need at least..25/9 or 100000/7
WHEEEPEEEE guess what rongen said today :DDDD
"wanna go mandarin oriental buffet lunch with me after EOYs?"
YESYESYESYES OBVIOUSLY <3 love rongen!!
mrs sng is a ficklehead. she called me an ah lian todayzz(-.-) just because i borrowed yunwen's portable fan to use. the weather was awfully stale and blazing hot again :/ i definitely, 200% think that i'm not an ah lianzzzz. eggxpecially wen i dun tok lik datz. and zz all the time. i dont get the "worrhz" and "euu" etc. whats "worrhz" supposed to mean in english anyway. how un-kewlx is that.
ohoh. diana and I were singing in class again then mrs soh went "OI SHUDDUP LEH" haha i cant believe she has 3? 4? ear piercings.
I really hope the vienna trip does not clash with JLPT or..it'll send destructive waves crashing in the cliff in my heart. rawr all that crap is still stuck in my head :/ okay i dont wanna blog anymore. byebye blog.
P.S. i think __'s english is awesome.

2009-09-15T22:45:00.001+08:00

SHOULD I HECK TOKYO AND GO TO VIENNA?????????
-wengchen is confused.

2009-09-15T21:53:00.003+08:00

hehe. thinking of a really cool blogskin now. 8-) cant wait to change it after EOYs!
i think this school year passed in a daze. like fast and unclear.
looking back, i feel very dumb. somethings that were supposed to happen didnt happen. some things that werent supposed to happen suddenly happened. some things that i wanted to happen couldnt happen. some opportunities lost, some feelings gained, some trust lost, more life experience..
its all the same.

every year, you'll look back at the previous year and feel glad that you've grown up by just that little bit due to any reason. like for some people, maybe they're glad they've grown up because they look better. for others, they became smarter. but for me, its really..so that..nevermind its kinda ironical :/

haha Natasha's so nice :) (betcha feelin' awesome now) at least you have the heart to acknowledge me as your senior and try to get to know me :) hee!
and..my mom thinks i'm super duper mean for having blogged about riz loh. sorry, i'm a mean person, live with it :D but being honest, her english is terribly fluent and flawlessly impeccable. i'm serious. sorry for blogging about your excellent command of english because my england is nowhere near.

more bio. left with..homeo and excretion D: (guilty face)
left with math, 1 chap of SS, geog, lit, chem, someone throw me out of singapore now.
NOW!! rawrr.
and i found something awesome again^^

2009-09-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

something new. something sophisticated.
is there 3rd lang tmrw? i suddenly like 3rd lang more than ever.
i demand something that i deserve right now. and i will use force to get it.
i am crazy. okay i need to do it before time runs out.

2009-09-12T21:13:00.002+08:00

The LAMENTABLE COMEDY.
i wont worry my life away. jasonmrazzzzoo is sweet.
today was a great day. tomorrow's gonna suck and the following day's gonna suck even more but who cares. right now, i care only about whats happening today.
went to upper pierce. havent been there in a long long time but it was great. with the exception of a swarm of monkeys that made my mom totally paranoid =.= then dad picked up this rubber seed and cut it into half! haha cool. i dont know if i'll have time to get you a pressie but i'll try. :((
ee. theory tmrw. i cant believe i fell asleep again .__. but miss yap's being totally understanding so obviously i feel bad. its like, when i feel damn crappy cos i didnt practise enough or i didnt have time to do theory then i'll tell her and she'll be like, "really. nevermind luhh." nice right. makes me go crazy with guilt.
sou ieba..
being in a family of smartasses really sucks. i can never do sports, with a brain like mine. DD: boohoo. then my aunt stared at me haughtilly and shook her head in disapproval cos i was being a jellyfish playing tabletennis. DD: then she said "eh wrong already!" and stared at my sis and said "why your sister like that ah?"
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: she replied..
COS SHE DUMB MAH.
then my aunt laughed. -.-

was at j8's foodcourt eating lunch today. then the family on my left suddenly stared at the couple on my right. then one of them said "YOU!! you're the one from hall 6 right" then the other "oh! you were xxx from NUS meds?!!" soooorandom :/
"yeah! eh remember wanling from hall 5? i married her now!"
"really? oh we have 4 kids now. we married after graduating"
"ohh. i went south america with wanling for 7 years then we got married."
i think next time if i saw random friends get married it'd be really weird.

then..yesterday night i was snoozing in the car since the radio was blaring some nonsensical stuff. okay i've changed my mind i shant blog about that.

doctor chew scares me with her niceness. i got a huge shock when i saw her screaming BRAVO!! in the row infront of me at the RIse concert. then i found out her nephew was adi chew the bassist.

POST NUMBER 400!!!!

2009-09-11T15:13:00.002+08:00

POST NUMBER 400!!
yayy.
i'm really tempted to say something to the whole wide world now.
but i shant cos its the 4ooth post. gotta talk about something happier like..
i'm at belle<3's house chillin' out now!! :D
FRENCH FRIES DD: <3
guess what. isab's dear aunt cooked this whole tub of french fries ALL FOR ME DD: and whaddaya expect a glutton like me to do besides finishing it all up (guilty) 10000kal down muhh stomach. phatty.
thats the best thing that happened.
remind me to slap you the next time i see you cos really, you deserve it.
snso sucks. and i dont mind anyone reading this cos really, it sucks. if you dont think so you're probably someone like __ or __, etc.
that issue is still on my mind. back to bio.

2009-09-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

romaticcat by cherry filter
i'm feeling quite irritated now. stop faking, please.
its not like i dont have my sources to verify whats happening and whats not.
i gave you a chance and this is what happens. no more chances, this is it.

just some stuff in my big but small brain

2009-09-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

Some things just cant get out of my head right now.
i need to get busy.
anyway, the past few million weeks have been the busiest.
grounded at home to study cos my mom took leave.
every sentence is going to be quite short.
i think they owe so an apology but i dont really care.
i want to prove something. by..working backwards
you wont really get what i'm talking about just by reading my blogposts
since they're all so indirect and boring
i really wish something was happening right now.
i dont want tomorrow to come.
NAC is troublesome as ever.
i wish time could rewind itself.
I NEED AIR TICKETS.
natasha beddingfield is nice. so is mariah carey.
i wish someone was free today.
i wish someone was calling me right now.
i wish that wishes would come true so that i can make more wishes like getting 100 for exams.
i want my priority to be a priority but guess what its just not happening.
just wishing isnt enough.
i always get bothered when there're shows for people to sympathise with other people.
Not that i'm evil. i think people shouldnt sympathise, they should just empathise using ACTION. help. not just going doe-eyed and saying stuff like "poor thing.." oh please. lend a hand??
some people just need to use more of their brain.
If not, some people just need a bigger brain.
or they shouldnt have brains at all if they cant be bothered to use them.
i dont know why this issue is bothering me but it is.
Dionne didnt reply my message and its been a full week.
i dont think she'll reply since its regarding..
yes next year's AIR TICKET.
obviously i need an air ticket to fly away from this shitass place.
and not to fly to another shitass place but of course, to a place where i want to be in like..
forget it, i shouldnt even blog if i dont want to reveal what i'm really blogging about. :/
kayy. bye. end of post. please tag cos i know who visits and who doesnt even though you might think otherwise.

2009-09-08T13:23:00.000+08:00

HMM. i cant really say anything now.
lots and lots of things stuck in my head that i cant blog about.
have you ever felt like, at times, you really dont like the feeling of having to hear your name being called by somebody cos you apparantly think its because..
1)you're going to be told off.
2)you're being nagged at
3)someone's going to ask you for a favour
4)someone's going to tell you something and you're not even in the mood to listen to that someone

i really need to mug but i cant :/

RISE concert

2009-09-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

i did my theory hmk today! even though ms yap thought i didnt .__.
then got screaming from mom again. seriously, i dont get what i did wrong. -.- puun.
left theory at 4.30 for RISE concert! :D met tiannie, mayy, hannah, two other RI people..was it isaac? and aedes mosquito? aiya dunno luhh.
concert was not bad :)) but i'm worried for SNSO now, cos our standard seriously sucks.
i met my destined no.10 today. =.= why, wengchen??
oh. ryan kwan was quite disappointing today but i'm sure he usually plays better since his technique is not bad. theophillius seemed to have played better today. and the viola guy was quite good too. so were the pieces.
urrgh i'm damn hungry again :( fooood!! lawl.
after i ate lunch this afternoon i felt like going for lunch. its complicated :] heh heh.

thanks hannah for the ride back home! <33
i need to knock out. now.

buzz buzz

2009-09-05T23:00:00.001+08:00

my weekends are totally no-life. just mug my head off.
anyway, my life never seems to be free, when nothing's happening something unexpected just has to appear. like how i encountered a pervert in the lift today .__.
shant elaborate :/ anyway i'm not stupid so obviously i didnt let him molest me(unlike some really airheaded people)
yay going yongtaufoo tmrw! :DD yongsiewtoh. :)) can see mary-anne's fiance haha.
Tabletennis with wenhsian was superduper fun todayy haha. totally laughed throughout the whole 40 mins or so.
i told her "mom..i need to go japan. cant you feel it?"
she said. "can. get FIRST IN LEVEL LOR. of course you can go, one full week also can." this is directly equivalent to i can never go in a million years.
chiasensei can really go crazy. my group totally screwed up jap project and now she wants us to present it for bunkamatsuri09. omg my unglam face in that unglam video!! DD:

"channel 8's organising the cutest baby contest lol. you should go."
"huh..why :/"
"coz.."
"you're muhh cutest baby."

japansick

2009-09-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

i just found out about something and something today. DD:
anyway..
konata is superrduperruperr cute!!
:D
its the type where you can dont use your brain and watch happily.^^
wengchen is japansick.
i am OFFICIALLY japansick.
:'(
世界のバカって、本当にばっかりだもなあ。なあ。
態々しってるか。
i'm so glad i'm skipping school next march to go there. cant wait.

2009-09-03T20:05:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
i was laughing at this:

Ris Low: Miss World Singapore 2009 Winner At Her Best

AT HER BEST HAHA AINT THAT FUNNY.
Firstly, the first 20 secs? of the video was such a turn off haha. before she even started talking i wanted to close the window but i didnt know it would be so intellectual. i mean, the interviewer looks and talks so much better than her.
you realise she takes super long pauses and slurs her pronounciation haha. reminds me of paris hilton interviewing lady gaga except, well, paris hilton is gorgeous and has her own fashion lable but she's still studying her health ~~signs~~ science.

"are you a big fan of south africa?"
Ris Low: "...yes I love SARFAREES. I love leh-perd PRINCE zip-bra PRINCE.."
"sometimes i wear a piece of BIGEENY."

AHAHA. even my mother speaks better english.
it just cracks me up how miss singapore could be so dim-witted and the tags of the video're "Nation's Pride and Joy". :D

"Here's Ris Low, Singapore's Winner for Miss World Singapore Competition! You can obviously see why the entire nation's extremely proud of her. Makes me proud to be a Singaporean! (: " -description of video.

jiayou, nation's pride and joy. lol.

ranting

2009-09-01T22:15:00.004+08:00

oh mann. WHY IS EVERYONE GOING JAPAN?!!
what about me? why's nobody taking me there too? :'( *sniff
i am so sick of being stuck in singapura. i think the next time my parents bring me to japan will be 12 years later. by that time i would've been able to go there on my own.
iwannagojapaniwannagojapanfucktheworldsheeshireallywannagojapaniwannagojapan..
wthwhysthewholeworldsofreakingluckyexceptformelikesomepeoplewhogettogothereallthetime
*goes crazy
i am officially japan sick. now i know why my patience meter explodes much more frequently.
-edit-
i am really freaking pissed right now. my mother saw my blogpost(i dont know how?!!) and started screaming at me. sometimes she thinks she knows every single bloody thing about me but i hereby underscore how wrong that statement is.
"you are not going japan anymore. because you only know how to admire how people are going japan and forget the fact that YOU have already went there. you dont know when to be contented. like a jealous idiot."
even if your inference skills are L0, you can at least infer how little she knows me. she totally doesnt understand just how much JAPAN MEANS TO ME. and how much exactly? more than she can ever imagine. why cant i be jealous? yeah i'm jealous, damn jealous in fact, that every single person in the world i know, even people that dont give a damn about japanese, is going japan this year. what else am i supposed to feel-happy? elated that japan is merely a dream away? that when i sleep tonight i can go japan but when i wake up i'm still in this crappy place?? whatever la, just leave me to DIE in singapore.
why did immersion have to be cancelled T.T why did H1N1, something that did not have to do with me, take my chance to go japan away from me?
you just wont feel the upset that i'm feeling right now. and my mother's still screaming at me. i'm in prison, i really need to break free. can someone just bother to understand me that one little bit. (edit: she just did something evil to me. again. when i was sending yon sensei a happy teachers'day message, she turned off the internet connection) can i scream now??
everything means nothing, if i ain't got you..

thanks dr chew :) you made me feel better with your message.
"Hi Weng Chen,
Your gentle kindness is like the staccato of life that make it bouncy.
You understand the graceful melody of life.
Thank you."

小学校の思いだ

2009-08-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

ms-crapping ftw
i agree:DD today was really cool. went to play bball with tinhsiao, zhongzhen, yuwei, tenghwee and mayshuen. couldnt be more CMI^^ haha. then went to J8 for dinner?(5.30pm) cos i was starving. then we ate pizza!! and crapped until 10.30pm. time passes furiously fast when i least want it to but that always happens.
at least i know which friends last. like, the friends that'll always be there for me when something happens.
but actually..it doesnt really matter.
zz: do you think __ is a bit..despo :/
maybe when people are lonely, they do weird things. like when they just desperately need someone to talk to, like someone who understands them better than themselves, they take measures just to find that one such person. because friends who act like "people" around you can never be more than acquaintances. friends wouldnt treat you like someone they acknowledge but dont really care about.　
i realise i can stare into space and keep thinking about the same old thing, the same old person. どうして。誰のことを。
存在できることを考えていちゃってるのあたしは..
やっぱり、木から落ちる事がある訳ねえ。猿なんかじゃないからさ。
あなたの今は．．どこまでの違さ？

2009-08-30T19:31:00.001+08:00

i almost died today.
what a way to start the post. anyway, i was 1cm to getting hit by a car. The car was like "BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP" and next you would expect a "BANG!!" but i didnt die cos it missed me by 0.00001mm. then after that i was so traumatised i kept sweating and sweating for the next 2 hours. my heartbeat is still unsteady now because of the aftershock that it really missed me by just that little bit.
that brings me to the question..would anyone care if i died? i think everyone in my school would just treat it like a small section in the orbituaries(sp). maybe..my teachers would be happier without me. and all the other people who hate me so dearly would jump in joy. insignificance.
but. this is exactly why i won't die. so that all the people who hate me will lead miserable lives watching me win them in practically everything. losers will always be losers. and trust me, they wont live to see me die so there :)) may my existance continue to light a flame in their sorrowful hearts.

2009-08-26T23:29:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just feel like installing a device in everyone's brains to make them think sensibly.

saikin no koto ni tsuite

2009-08-26T16:24:00.000+08:00

blogger is still screwed up and i cant really post pictures :/
the natsu matsuri post'll have to wait.
anyway, the past few days have been awesomely boring and anticlimatic. some of the highlights were of course, the TAIKO PERFORMANCE and..and nothing else haha. the taiko performance was really good^^ saikou!ww i think that was by far the best 3rd lang lesson i've had in the year. :D banzaibanzaibanzaibanzaiiii. yuanting aka bob and jeanette elmo are damn funny~ then we were discussing..
J: can you imagine Nah __?
YT: can you imagine Sulong __?
me: can you imagine Grace's form teacher __?
then we burst into laughter like crazy people while waiting to go into the auditorium before the taiko performance. jeanette and I laughed till we fell and hit each other so we ended up laughing even more. the nanyang and cat high people were staring at us with the wth face.

before 3rd lang, i had to sit this lameass taxi driver's taxi .__. he looked like some bonitos mexican advert guy cos of his mexican moustache and red indian-ish skin.
taxi driver: have you ever wondered why the leaves turn green, why the wind has no colour?
me: .__.
driver:(talks to Manda) you are an O blood, dont really do much exercise one, right?
manda: err..yeah?
driver: hah! i knew it. i'm psychic.
me: i'm psychic too. haha, we have something in common eh?
driver: really?
me: yeah. both of us can bullshit. =.=
*driver decided to shut up
(after 5 mins, driver turns behind to stare at me)
driver: i see a pair of pearly white teeth, means you can talk alot and you're very hygienic.
(surely i dont need to be psychic to tell if someone's hygienic or not right)
me: ..thank you.
driver: but your height cannot make it.
he totally deserves what i'm going to say next..
me: really? i think tall people look absolutely DUMB and CLUMSY. like you. (shoots an annoyed glare at the uncle who doesnt turn back in fear that i'll do something evil to him)
*driver finally shuts up for good. :/
you really shouldnt try to provoke me :) muahaha

i recently found out that some of the greys are quite nice and cute^^ like the girl sitting next to may who keeps apologising for no apparant reason, and weiling of course :DD my junior for..5 years so far! yayy <3

transition

2009-08-23T20:52:00.001+08:00

today, i got bombarded again.
"why you so tired? you sick right. you sick right." -Ms Yap
"daijoubu? you looked tired and unhappy" -Benjamin

i dont know, dont ask me the reason as to why i can get pissed and unhappy over a million things/sec. i bet if i ask everyone what the reason would be, everyone would have a different one to contribute. anyway i dont know who invented the word "sorry" and why people can forgive each other just by saying "sorry", but i'm sorry if my attitude's sending waves of negativity to you or something. sorry for getting pissed and tired over every little thing. the main reason why i'm feeling like this is because i cant tell anyone whats on my mind. i cant vent it unless i say it out so its just..stuck inside like an ulcer.
yay i can finally take the mrt after nihongo tmrw. sweeeet^^

just another transition of my life.

oh. the schubert thingo that dr chew(HEY I DO MY HMK OKAY!!) showed us was rather nice :) the guy had a nice round voice hahahaha. the poem/song was about this guy emoing in winter..
"i guess you'll laugh at the dreamer who can see flowers in winter. when will the leaves turn green? when will i hold my beloved in my arms?" then doctor chew scolded me for not handing up my work when i hand it up 90% of the time :/ then i just scowled and said "gayshit" and miss yap was sitting right beside me!! OMG i totally forgot T.T and she glared at me with this totally shocked and bewildered expression that made me feel guilty .__. i bet she never knew her wanzhen could be so vulgar.

wengchen. suddenly, my name seems to mean something else.

2009-08-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

niwa

2009-08-19T19:46:00.001+08:00

i've been having a spicy penchant recently. its totally addictive, but because its addictive, its my penchant. right? :D

one fine day, i was flipping through some photo albums in my house, and i realised two major facts.
1)my dad used to be really hawt. note: used to be.
2)i used to be freaking ugly =.= note: used to be.(maybe you still think i am but thats beside the point)

anyway, over the years, i think my mentality(personality) changed the most. like when i was really young, i used to think adults are really stupid. i still think so, though not as much haha. i'll make sure i be the first unstupid adult :) but i'm definitely not sure what i'll be in 6 years.
i feel like ranting.
firstly, please stop bothering me about my jap CA results. honestly, wait till you get that mark and see if it feels good. :/ especially when people suan you. secondly, char and val are not making cca life any easier for me. gw, i know you're probably regretting like crap cos you didnt think that __. please regret now, its already too late to :) and stop daoing me. like when you pass by, and you stare right in my face and walk through me, my first intention is to smack you in the face. being prettier does not mean you are more capable. urrgh i'm hoping that you. grow up. stop faking that you're a totally fair and justified person because everyone knows the truth. can you just admit that you're biased and stop hiding it like some __?

what am i gonna do about this sat..>__< i doubt mom will let me skip tuition just for summer fest. how!! and mizu sensei hasnt replied me yet >:
i keep telling myself: i cannot be like this, i cannot be like that. i'm really trying, can't you try too?

i'll miss you truckloads and more Mary-anneeeeeeeee T__T seriously, if you werent here for me, i wouldn't have survived my past one and a half years. love ya, take care okay!!

i'm still worrying about the thing mrs soh said a few days ago during __ edu. i keep feeling its wrong, like maybe there's something wrong. this is so frustrating, i keep thinking i'm __. am i really __?? i went online to search like if you __, will you still __, then it states that it is a sign of __. omg this is making me paranoid. i dont know how to ask my mom to bring me to go and see a __ either. maymay, help!!

2009-08-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

ITS A NEW WEEK!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-16T23:22:00.003+08:00

blue

2009-08-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

my face was totally black when i came home today. snso just makes my blood boil ttm. does mr goh need to be so biased? He did that alot of times to me and the whole world knows about it. does gw need to be so biased and immature and ridiculous(imposing his words on himself)? does jessalyn need to vent every single ounce of her anger on me even though i did nothing at all to her? like, even when she's gone, her spirit medium tells me i have to sit 2nd. Because. the almighty Oh hail Queen Jessalyn says so. i dont get it, why isnt ANYONE bothering to use just maybe the 0.000000000000001% of their brain? so what if you're my senior. so what if you're my teacher. so what if you're my conductor. so what if i'm just a student. arent we all human.__.
もう駄目だと言われていても．．
あいちゃく。

she sells seashells on the seashore

2009-08-13T22:56:00.001+08:00

when you just sit down there and study, you actually gain alot of kcal.
today, mr nah's words failed to penetrate my preoccupied brain when it sounded ~~exactly~~ vaguely like tamil. then i just stared at the hindu worksheet with the =.= expression. chem is not chem when your chem teacher is not a chem teacher.
methods of preparing salts. what about sugar?
i want to use money to buy more time, just free time for me to breathe.
JAPAN. :D

i need sleep

2009-08-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

when you feel so bloody tired..what can you do besides zz..zz..
last week was great. this week is..next week will be..
anyway, anyway!
finally bought my JLPT books. heh i'm exhilarated :D
i dont know how i'm going to study for any test if there're constantly 5 tests per week? plus so much extra unnecessary hmk. then if you dont study, you fail your test, you get irritated, you dont feel like studying for the next one, then it'll end with.. and if you dont do hmk, you'll just get trashed by people like mrs soh and miss nair. so..dont do hmk and get scolded and screamed at but study for your tests, or do hmk but fail all your tests and get irritated at yourself? sometimes st.nicks really goes overboard. they think that after school we have all the time in the world to play, eat, exercise, have family time and study. like the 80s or 70s when they had no such thing as homework and went out to play with..sticks and stuff.
"i really pity you guys. after school i just went anywhere i wanted to go."-Mr nah
"..wth" -3J
why doesnt anyone bother to do something different in their lives. many people nowadays just care about the most superficial stuff.
stephanie and liting all said the same thing. but i dont have a choice just because of the seniors and gw. obviously its unfair-.- which was why i didnt want to __. because i would just be __. anyway, i dont care about my cca anymore.
i like my specs. :D
Lucky star is so awesomely KAWAIIII^^ mechakucha!!
should i go school tomorrow? or just get an MC.
time to K.O. again. finally.

schedule

2009-08-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

here's what i plan to do this weeeek.
-play shiritori:))
-bake a cake for belle<33
-cip with tiannie and maymay!!
-dinner with V1seniors?
-get mendelssohn scores
-call mary-anne<33
-get mendelssohn scores from ms yap:D
-play badminton.
-national day? go far east plaza with lyn!! :DD
yeahp. thats about it.

mendolssohn

2009-08-02T00:37:00.003+08:00

oday i just kept thinking..
"why __ and not __?"
and the obvious answer never did appear.

yay:D playing Mendelssohn Capriccio Op. 118 for the year end competition.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Mea5HGYWWI
go watch it! :))
mrs soh and gwong are not making my life any better. almost the whole class failed(less than 10 people passed?) cos everyone mugged for bio instead of math and mrs soh made us write an apology letter to our parents and a confession on how much time we actually spent on studying math. then when she returned the paper i checked through and its like.. all careless mistakes, and she didnt give me marks for the 10m graph question cos i wrote it in pencil. >:( so i did my corrections and rushed my farewell present(since handover was in 2h) then mrs soh saw me not looking at the visuallizer and she was like "one of the reasons why you never ever score in math tests is because you totally lack focus." and i didnt even fail the test.__. when 75% of the class failed? who is she to judge me.
and gw is just..frustrating. he shouldnt smile that often, really. cos dear mr chan gets annoyed at his smiley face. if you forgot/dont know how it looks like, it happens to be about the same as his msn dp, except.. with wrinkled skin and blusher i guess. actually..you can describe his appearance in just one word. nevermind what that word is, i'm sure he reads my blog. but he's really biased and childish. everything must go his way or he'll throw a tantrum. (which is why he chose __ to be __ because unopiniated people always give way to opiniated people) he goes for appearance and ranking. i feel like buying a baton for cws now cos only he can roll his magnificent eyes at gw. gogo cws!!
thank you wt, maymay, maine, ernie for being there on fri:)) especially may and charmaine, you guys really made my day. i dont think the seniors liked farewell very much.
the person i really need most now is someone that i dont need. maybe you're not that bad as i thought you to be, cos when you're not here with me i feel empty.
i realise that i dont like to be.. its a strange feeling. sometimes i really dont understand what i'm doing but i just have to keep moving on. and on. when i'm sad, japanese just flows in me like a way to vent my feelings. when i'm happy, i'm light-headed but my head is full of japanese. is this the same for any other language?
haha.

interview

2009-07-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

nihongo on monday was just bizarre.
went to collect my trophy after school at JAS with dad:)) then coincidentally i remembered that i was having an interview. miss tew said she couldnt recognise me from last year haha, then weite said the exact same thing. do i look much much older? .__.
then in the midst of learning ayamarikata, a photographer guy, wielding this cool-looking camera(i bet if i ask sheen she'll know:D) suddenly came in and said he wanted to take photos of me. tabitha made regurgitating noises and started gasping "OMGG!!". haha damn cool. then she kept stealing the attention away like why?!?! its like, when i want to answer the questions(so that the interviewer would write good stuff about me) she'll hurriedly raise her hand or just exclaim the answer in a profound and "intelligent" manner. rawrr then to divert the attention of the interviewers back to me, i had to desperately try to answer even more questions than her and thats an amazing lot. i even volunteered. chia sensei must have been so amazed. then the moment i answered any question or smiled, the photographer would hurriedly rush to the front of the classroom where i was sitting and frantically take pictures. then the classroom was freaking flashing.. so i apologised to elmo and yuanting cos i felt it got irritating at some point for them :( gomen.
haha chia sensei's biased ttm btw :D cos i handed in my pw script one day late(totally not my fault), then cos the reporter was filming her when i told her it wasnt my fault, she was like "late..? aiya i wont count it as late. your script's very well done." i think she probably will get the next best teacher award for this.
then during break the reporter made me go to the next room to interview me.. and she recorded the whole convo down when i said something wrong in nihongo. instead of kaitai, cos i was frantically trying to think of stuff to say i accidentally blurted out kawaitai instead. T____T bahh not like she understands actually.
one of the questions went like..
R: what were you learning just now? something about dad cannot send me something.
me: the method of apologising in japanese. (explains procedure)
R: so all this stuff, so you like japanese because they are polite?
me: (i mean..obviously not right.) uh..no.

R: what advice would you give others who want to take up japanese as a 3rd language?
me: dont give up, think in japanese, converse in japanese, make it part of your daily life.
R: but how do you think in japanese? -.-
me: like..(mumbles something in japanese)
R: *laughs (i bet she must've been like WHAT THE __ ARE YOU SAYING =.=)

she then scribbled down anything juicy that she heard. like she asked for my japanese friend's name, what japanese food i like, etc.
i think i screwed the interview up D: like i missed out alot of stuff that i really really wanted to say. but i managed to say something like
R: what do you plan to do with your japanese language?
me: i would like to bridge the ties between Japan and Singapore. I feel we have so many similarities and differences that we can share if the two countries were closer.
:DD
after that i ate marshmallows hahahaha :D its super cute!!
singapore flyer tomorrow. yayy.
someone sponser me a trip to japann :( 飛行機の乗車券、一つ頂戴。

mrs soh: huh..your japanese thing again ah.
elmo: you're easily satisfied (gives me a cookie post-it)

how do you smell somebody's hair when you're sitting right at the end of the classroom?!?! please dont tell me you really smell my hair every week Q__Q

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELMOO!!!! <3 ya from the bottom of my butt..which is bigger than my heart HAHA. -wt

2009-07-25T10:45:00.004+08:00

誰もいないときの考えだけ。
okay shall summarise what happened the past few days..
went to watch harry potter!! :D
went for nihongo with kit!! haha:D (gwong was super angry but anyway)
got isolated in a flu class and had listening compre .__. (mood spoiler)
chem test -.-
mep concert with mary-anne!! :D
uh..didnt study for geog test heh.
yeahp :)) i'll elaborate more when i've got the time.

university rankings are out and..University of Tokyo is now number 3. asdflhjkg;j i bet i'll never get in there .__. it used to be number9, then singapore number 10, but now its number 3, and singapore's still number 10 haha. way to go singapore.
http://www.topuniversities.com/worlduniversityrankings/asianuniversityrankings/asian_university_rankings_top_200_universities
mrs Sng's University, Sophia University of Language in Japan, is currently rated #191.
check it out :))

2009-07-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

if i were to blog what happened for the past few days, it would take up so much space i would be lazy to blog. :))

2009-07-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

warauchoudai..
1) CONGRATS BELLE!! :D
2) sorry sorry i'm awfully terribly supremely apologetic to Alethea, Yufang and Manda. :((
3) there's 3rd lang today.
4) maybe..?

i dont know whats wrong and whats right.

2009-07-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

sometimes, when the honesty's too much..
i want to go back. to the time when it was just me and you.
cos now, when i'm feeling so down, i need that few seconds that i used to spend with you. how lamentable.

ninetyfour

2009-07-18T21:57:00.005+08:00

OH SHUCKS!!
went with mom to buy some cds home to watch. my mum was hurrying so she randomly grabbed a few that said "academy award-winning" etc. then i randomly picked one to watch and the first scene was a a bed scene like omg .__. (the guy's freaking old but thats beside the point) so i hurriedly checked the back of the cd and it said "M18". luckily i went to switch it off before mom finished the linen -.-
anyway, August Rush seems quite nice :)))) but the front part was a bit draggy.
wanted to watch ice age 3 3D today but i didnt make it in time for the movie just because the amk hub ticket service totally lags like shit. The queue moves 0.0001mm/s. went j8 to eat lunch and shop in the end :DD
did 4h of trig ratio and binomial.. then fell alsleep.
i want to see your face..why? i need answers.

edit: I AM SUPER DUPER UBER YUBER HAPPY RIGHT NOW. :) yes lets go.

okay..presenting..
NATSUMATSURI2009!!!!

Date: 22 August (Sat) 17:30~
Venue: Japanese Primary School (Changi)
(No.11 Upper Changi Rd North Singapore 507657)
The event will NOT be cancelled in event of wet weather!!

This year, we look forward to welcoming more people at the Summer Festival. Come and experience the excitement of Japan's summer with Japanese food, festival goods, yoyo-tsuri (water balloons), games and bon-odori dance!

"
PROGRAMME..
1) Bonodori 盆踊り or lantern festival dance
Rental fees (cash payment) :
Yukata $2 ; Obi $1
* Limited numbers of children's(and adult's) yukata are available for rental. while stocks last!!
2)Food and drinks booth.
3)Games!!
-Yoyo-tsuriヨヨ釣 (water balloons),
-basketball games, etc.
-In accordance with the direction from the Agri-Food & Veterinary Authority (AVA), Kingyo-sukui (goldfish scooping) will be discontinued. :((

5000 advance tickets are available on a first-come-first-served basis at JAS Front Office (1F) from 13 July (Mon).

Admission:
$2 Advance tickets are for sale to JAS members only.
Each person is required to purchase 1 ticket for admission
Please note:
*Limited numbers of tickets are available for purchase on the actual day. However, it is advisable to purchase tickets in advance as long queues are expected.
*Non-Advance Tickets are only available at the Japanese School (Changi) on the actual day. They are not available at the JAS Front Office.
*Free admission for pre-school age children.
*It is difficult to estimate and prepare enough food for the event's turnout and we seek your kind understanding on this. You may wish to bring along your own food to avoid the expected long queues

There will also be a..
Summer Festival Yukata Contest!! Enter the photo contest with pictures taken at the Summer Festival.
and bonodori pracs!!
Bon-odori Practices
In addition to Singapore Ondo, Tanko Bushi, Soran Bushi, Doraemon Ondo, Rasa Sayang, Chan Mali Chan, we will also practice Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea this year. Do join us for the dance practice sessions!
18 July (Sat) 14:00~15:30 @ JAS Ballroom (2F)
13 & 20 Aug (Thu) 14:00~15:30 JAS Fitness Centre (3F)
for more info, visit
御出座し、お待ちにしております！:DD
青春情熱、表せよう！！<3333

2009-07-16T17:52:00.003+08:00

OMGOMG natsu matsuri. :D
and i wanna watch more of oowarai. 子供見たいの我侭。
あんたさ、生徒会にいてもそれともいなくても全然構わず気がしているのあたしは、こんな事もう、止めてくれない？見せ掛けたり同じ話を丁稚上がたり。愛されない。
you!! one, two, three, four. hmph >:((

"hi!! the whole world is waiting for you!!" -Mrs Sng
"wengchen, can you stand on your head?" -Mrs sng.
"uhh.. NO?" -me.
"ohh i see.." -Mrs Sng (tiannie bursts out laughing)

別に、あんたのためにすんでるんしてるんじゃないだからね！HAHAHAHA.
おｍｇ。i just found my lit text in anime!! cool. :DD

2009-07-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

4. 9.

2009-07-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

when i'm in it it wont be loser-ish anymore. >:)
other people's scenario: sits by the lake, romantically plucks off petals from a rose and go "he loves me, he loves me not. he loves me, he loves me not. then end with he loves me.
my scenario: doesnt bother doing the above cos it'll just be "i love him not. i love him not. i love him not. i love him not."

am i really tired. my brain capacity just exploded from 3 hours of hardcore chem. anyway.. i'll just have to discuss the thing with chia gs, seetow sensei etc. on monday after CA4. but i hope they wont ask..
"how many hours do you practise japanese besides lessons in moelc."
cos it'll be.. hold your breath
"zero."
then they'll stop the entire interview and give me the dont-bluff-me look. then i'll give them the i'm-not-bluffing-oh-please look. and they'll return it with a i-still-dont-believe look. and i'll go.. "fine! you're fired!" haha like i'll evr be able to do that :D
another hard question would be "why do you like japanese?" i dont know why. its not because of anime, manga or jpop....i really dont know why =.= neither can i tell them "i dont know" cos they'll probably think i'm trying to act mystical and stuff.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys
thanks maymay!! :DDDD seriously its damn nice.

wazawaza

2009-07-09T15:21:00.004+08:00

:Dramen. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLYNN!! <3 aka my cute and sweet tablebuddy:DD
i __ better than __. :) why're there backup vocalists?
miss gu's going to be so angry :( not to mention nah.
"life has ups and downs. looks like this is a down one." -nah.
i dont like the feeling of feeling dumbb. the whole of 3J seems to understand chem except me..rawr. i want a bigger brain :/
Yundili-14th chopin international competition.
NIPPON日本. thats the only thing i keep thinking about recently.
どうして何してもそんなこと言えるの。
如何しても、如何しても何時もの通りに間違えた日々。
運命の悪戯。人生の遊戯。
存在すると謂う事は、自分を創造する事だ。
soredakedeiino.

edit: i shall lengthen this post.
yesterday GM was really fun:DD the examiner was mechashinsetsu too :) and blur. but that comes in a good way, cos there's a section of the exam where you have to listen to her play a song and spot 5 mistakes that she made. and soon after..
examiner: uh..(laughs) that was 5 mistakes you pointed out.. right?
me: uh.. YEAH YEAH:D(duh)
examiner: okayy.
then i met ethel! and found out about heehee.
went for lunch together, with dad and ate shellpasta with milky cheese:))
then i went back to school and guess what. i actually made it back for 10mins of chem spa -.-

oh! but before my exam, i was really pissed at the school general office servant. she's totally __, everyone who went there thinks so too. you should do the school a big favour and not __. but i cant stand the fact that she freaking rolled her eyes at me. her pupils made a 360c revolution around the circumference of her eyes =.= and she just shouted at me infront of the many people there to show that she, being a servant, actually had "authority". i. hate. immature. people. like her >( and the worst thing was i didnt do anything wrong. cos mrs soh told me to go to the general office to pass the ~~woman~~ slave at the counter my early dismissal form etcetc so i went there and asked her. politely somemore.
slave: (snaps at me) WHAT.
me: uhh. my teacher told me to pass this to you at the counter.
slave: (rolls eyes) NO, WHAT CLASS ARE YOU FROM?! (shouts yet again)
me: 3 justice..?
slave: you READ THE PAPER. YOU READ. WHAT DOES IT SAY? EVERYTHING IS WRITTEN ON THE PAPER YOU DONT TRY AND FOOL ME. DONT PASS IT TO ME!!!!(shrieks)
me: (thoroughly annoyed at the barbarity and atrocity of it all) fine.
crazyy. i think i'm quite unfortunate, cos i keep meeting crazy people in my life. :/

i cant believe i made it for A-math. haha mrs soh must be screaming her head off in joy.

2009-07-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

i keep telling you, but you keep getting the wrong message. :/
IPHONE HAS PURIKURA?!! no. way.
helpp i have PM/GM tomorrow and its not gonna work out. :((
ganbare.

GOOOOD

2009-07-06T18:01:00.004+08:00

dots and polka dots. i'm going to change this blogskin real soon :) just have to find time to make a new one..
anyway, today was quite a fun day. watched martha stewart(something bored people do) and fell asleep amidst her hallucination-provoking talking. then ate baked-rice that had awfully cheesy cheese that maybe jane would've appreciated but after which i totally lost my appetite D: then..went to pass miss yap! <3 her birthday present(though she never revealed to me her age) then went shopping with sis. again. HAHAHAHA you cant stop me~ :P but i feel awesomely guilty-- cos i bet everyone was busy mugging at home :X
no mood to studyy. how?
hula&co didnt have nice stuff this week :(( aww. wanted to buy a hairband at six but its too freaking ex. the mrt nowadays are super slow, i was sleeping while standing up and not holding on to anything but i'm pleasantly surprised that i didnt fall:DD
i finally know what ll's talking about:#
omg it still hurts like shit!! the tip was so large and it suddenly went into the hole and the few secs of pain was -.- how in the world can it fit into such a small and tight hole?!! ..i was talking about my earring.
you know what. i shall be a good girl and take the coord geom paper seriously :) i think if soh saw this she'd die in sheer happiness .__. i came to st.nicks to study, not to get involved in politics or the rubbish that people're doing. all those weird annoying people should just get away from my life.. like people from cca. because of you guys i wanna quit strings alr. :((
i wonder when's the next time i can see __
and i still want the megane from far east RAWRRRR.
i still remember weite's speech and i like it alot.
桜が教えてくれたこと。
cool. Mr S Iswaran, Senior Minister of State, Ministry of Trade and Industry and Ministry of Education.. he talked to me omgg. then infront of Mr Lai ah keow and Mr Teng Theng Dar, he asked me "why did you choose japanese as a 3rd language?" then i replied him "many people choose japanese due to their pop culture like anime and manga. but i chose japanese because i have a pure interest and passion in their language and culture." Then he said something that i'd never ever forget..
"you have exceptional talent." (melts)
then Mr Teng asked me "do you have plans, after your secondary school years?" and i said "i would like to go to Japan for my University Education." then they applauded and said "GOOOOD." then i was actually waiting for them to continue with "__" but they didnt. mattettanoni, douushite?!! Q__Q
oh yar, then during the prize presentation, there was a second when my heart froze when they read out "5th place, tham wan xin" omgg i freaked out. until suddenly i saw another girl walking up the stage, then i realised it wasnt me. cheyy. i stuffed myself to the brim during buffet haha:D shiawase. Congrats, Natalie Ng i fell in <3 with your speech. and mingmin, hope to see you in this year's Nihongo de asobou!! :DDDD
then went out with kotti, keisaru and ochiyo to donguri yattaaaa!! >u< the last time they took me there i ate katsudon too haha. food was awesomeeee max. the next time kitchong talks to me in jap i will answer him in jap too haha! :)) mizusensei treated me D: i feel damn bad cos last year they also treated me at donguri. ah well but it was super fun. kochan was making a hoe for her little people using my speech contest content booklet. but she's alot more independant nowadays. last year, she used to scream and cry when i had to go cos she didnt want me to leave when she had to go back home.
kit: "醤油ラーメン、二つ"
waitress: ..
kit: OH! uhh two shoyu ramen.
everybody: (laughs like mad)
JAS people dont deserve such treatment. people working in JAS should at least have the knowledge of basic japanese vocabulary, not just memorise the names of all the food .__. same for the library, the last time i went there, some small kid had to ask her mother to help talk in broken english to the librarians cos they couldnt converse in japanese. they might as well not work in JAS. anyway, Sheen and Kitchong=saikou :) cos you guys were sitting in the middle of the audience, i needed a focal point to concentrate when i was saying my speech, so.. tada!:D
"tea reception literally tea reception HAHAHAHA" -sis.
funny funny. i shall go back there soon :) i want JAS membership :(( memberboat haha.
okay imma go study coord geom. i dont wanna go back to school tmrw :/ going to scout for seniors' farewell pressies with charlyn and little people after school! <3
like i said, its __.

2009-07-05T21:28:00.001+08:00

i'm so sorry.. i cant reciprocate. <3 doesnt work that way.

over the moon

2009-07-05T19:23:00.004+08:00

today was a dream. i dunno, it felt like a dream.
thank you everyone who in some way or another helped me, thank you blah blah, especially to mizukawasenseitachi, parents, and the two lovely shinyuus who came to support me :D and dionne for her whole-hearted encouragement and cheerfulness. love all of ya truckloads!!!! <3 (and congrats dionne, you did fabulously :)) i'm grateful to all the people who went there to support me, and of course those that supported me emotionally :D thank you.
anyway..
i'm feeling very dreamish now, like all of this didnt happen cos its really too good to be true. i didnt forget any lines, everyone was very supportive, one year actually passed since i came here, and i actually spent a day together with: 1)mizukawas, 2)two superly super wonderful friends, 3)my family, 4)everybody altogether. too good to be true, tell me how dreamish this feels.
"miss tan weng chen.. anata mo moshikashite kiasu"
i would do anything to make this day repeat itself.
*faints from happiness

"Yknow what! Next time we should go JAS and just talk to random japanese people and then like make friends with them! Then can have more jap friends! Ahhh(...)"
HAHAHAHA yeah okayokay!! :D

qualitative analysis

2009-07-04T11:44:00.003+08:00

again and again and again and again~ (2P.M.)when're we making the mv.
qualitative analysis is stuck in my head.
ASHITADA!!
ah shit tada..tada kowakute, kowakute. you know what. i'm happy enough just getting the chance to perform in japanese, i cried last year cos i was really happy. Speaking japanese infront of a whole auditorium of people is really....undescribable. sugoii.
arigatou :) i miss you. matteimasu.

P.S. OMG WHAT AM I GONNA DO.. I SOUND LIKE A TRANS SCREAMING!! choyy :P

outing with May

2009-07-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

omgggg aaaaaaaaaahh crash bang ponk honk.
i just realised that i have a competition 2 days later zomgwth?!!
anyway went out with maymay to j8 after school! :D wanted to go Tampinessmall but it's too far awayy .__. lazy to travel there and my gastric was quite bad so we decided to just go j8 and talk. anw bought weitian's present :)))) super cute. <3
then then....
we talked and talked and ate ice-cream. the end:D lurve ya too!!
i wanna go japan. i wanna go japan. i wanna go japan. i wanna go japan. someone sponser meeeeQ__Q
cca's out of my mind. gwong blah blah quek blah censored censored blahh. aiya whatever luh.
if the cca collapses or whatever crap, reflect.
if there's inner conflict, reflect.
if you think you're smart, dunk your head in the well.
i mean, of course you love cca. thats cos the cca teachers and everyone there worships you. when you say someone is ugly everyone agrees with you. whatever you do, people will be watching from afar, glorifying your throne and showering you with praises of approval. evil me is hoping that you'll chance upon this blogpost. why're there so many inner conflicts? many a time stringers just break into tears randomly?
i know there's no such thing as "all your fault!" but the same applies to "all their fault" and "not my fault" or "nobody's fault".
i think if i'm the only one wearing invest U+platform shoes on sunday i'll just faint from embarrassment. i really hope Dionne's wearing them too. :)
i'm afraid i'll be disappointed. i know everyone really pinned skyscraper hopes on me. urrgh no time to be afraid :/ back to practice.
遣る。

2009-07-02T16:36:00.002+08:00

nippon~ nipponhenokuukoujyouwonipponagenai? :3
i just realised most nihonjin are cross-eyed. but its cute haha. :DDDD
dont talk about my friends like that :) especially when you're the one who changed..
twinku twinku little monSTAR. invest U makes me look handsome~ ;)

2009-07-01T21:32:00.003+08:00

the same thing happens over and over again. so annoying grrrr D:<
mrs soh: class please do question 13 now.
me: (falls asleep cos i've done it finish)
mrs soh: *slams my table: do your work now!
me: i've done it already.
mrs soh: *looks for errors. uhm.. then just remain silent.

but today i just gave up explaining cos she's always like that. :/
mrs soh: class please do question 13 now.
me: (falls asleep cos i've done it finish)
mrs soh: *slams my table: do your work now!
me: *annoyed
classmates chorusing: i dont know how to do, i dont know how to do....
i should be allowed to sleep. its not fair, i just sit there and do nothing.. might as well sleep. Unless she expects me to be observing the blank and helpless looks on their faces .__. its just circles, really. the "its hard" part is psychological cos we did this stuff in p6.

then mr nah:
me: (takes calcium carbonate from his table)
mr nah: you know, i think teaching in a girls school is soo boring. i should seriously teach in a boy's school, more fun.
me: ..
mr nah: really! you know, i cut this guy's tie and slammed his head against the wall and he just gave me this stunned expression, so fun..(blah blah)
me: why're you so morbid.
mr nah: haha its really fun! (shoots a fake smile then stops smiling after 3sec)
he's __.

2009-06-30T18:13:00.001+08:00

NUMBER FOUR.

2009-06-28T00:55:00.002+08:00

why is there school on monday. :(((( yadadei!!
japan randomness goes on again. i think japanese lessons should have regular excursions to places like the JAS library or the JSS to interact with students cos its much more.. worthwhile that way.
i suddenly thought of melon pan. umasouu T____T
hahahaha shan&tyler=super funny.
kondo no nichiyoubi oainishimasenka.(hint: you cant say no.)

2009-06-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS FUN.
(omg there's holiday homework?!?!)

JAPAN

2009-06-26T13:48:00.007+08:00

OMG NICE NICEEEE.
just spammed two hours of japanese talk shows yesterday. i'm really going crazy muahaha.
anyway, i think japan has the nicest fake and real spectacles ever. Fake meaning just for fashion w/o lenses and real meaning HAHA real. They're reaaally pretty, there's bright red and black thick-framed ones. DAISU(TE)KI.
i've always wanted to host an entertainment japanese show. I'll get to meet lots of crazy people and force them to do crazy stuff. i wantt :(
hoho some of you may be dreading to see this but others like me would love it.

i took this picture when i was in secondary 1. actually really really like to walk down that long long pavement. Every step i take is a step nearer to my goal and my passion of learning japanese. Its just unbelievable how much japanese i've managed to learn in a short span of 3 years so far. Breath-taking. haha.
jap lessons resume on mondayy! (rubs hands in glee)
(わくわく) >u< 日本語って、最高でしょう。でしょう?
giving Ismail his belated birthday present ;D (hoping you wont read this)
故里に錦を飾る.
成田空港へ行きなりたい。
i remember when i had my first japanese oral exam, the teacher asked me "将来、なににないたいと思いますか。”
”声優になりたいと思っています。”
teacher: (stunned) "す…凄い。”
dream. japanese people earn alot of $$. $__$ i watched a video where aya hirano worked at a fast food restaurant for just 4 hours and she earned a whooping 5200￥ its $80 Sing dollars omg. fast food workers earn more than businessmen in Singapore haha. if the wages here were just as high people would be auctioning to work at macdonalds xD

you make me happy when skies are grey.

諺

2009-06-24T17:02:00.003+08:00

日本テレビのニュースってどこよりもずっと面白いんだね。
意欲か条件？宮崎県政の出馬要请？反対党か自民党？政府の間違ったスピーチ？
あなたにはそんなに面白くないと思うけど本当に熱中できる事です。
そして、めちゃ人気持ってるベッキ（芸能界ではベキ子と言う日本アメリカ人女優）は暫く演技のを止まれて、歌手界に入る積もりでニコニコ笑ったり自分はやっと小さい頃から気にする欲望事を満足していると言った。番組を見る中、色々な凄い政治とかについてのニュースが放送されたよ。その中には、名前がぱっと忘れちゃったけどその政府に入ってる男はさ、議会で政治のスピーチを話したままに一人ずつの報告者は「もうしわけございませんが、言葉がまちがえていらっしゃいましたわ。」ひそひそと遣り難いに言って、男はちょっと年長なので「へええ！嘘や！」の代わりに「ああ…そうか。そうか？間違ったか？」と自分の偉いさに「愚かな！」と笑ちゃって続けた。シンガポールではあんな事が発生しなかっただもな！
もう一つの面白いニュースは、最近の議会争论には新聞記者は「そのことについてのお感じは？」と言ってくれてると、政府内の人は睨み付けて、「あほらしい。」と答えたと、邪悪みたいな「チェッ、チッ」がした。
日本の政界はやっぱり込み入ったと思うと、是非機会と時間があったら政治学を勉強したいと思っています。

あなたは、新しい店が開店する時、一番乗りをする為、夜明けに起きたことがありますか。あなたは、「無料」という言葉を聞くと、心臓がどきどきしませんか。あなたは、食べ放題の店で、目の前にある食べ物を、自分おさらに山盛りにしてしまう事はありませんか。このような例では、キアスは時々には只の我儘とか、自己中心的な性格に見える時もあります。
日本語の熱情がありますか。rock&roll!

i was rewatching the video on hirano aya then i saw a comment that said
「普通にしゃべｒとこんな感じ」
ってウソじゃん・・・。
他のビデオで高くない声で普通に喋るじゃん・・・
まぁいいけどねぇ～
anata wa dou omou no? ;D

Douyattekai

2009-06-24T14:43:00.005+08:00

everyone's getting so worked up over korean stars, korean everything.
screaming their frantic heads off at the 4-lettered word. (i mean DBSK XD)
but i'm convinced that this is just a small wave that'll wash away in no time. Yes. in no time, maybe a span of months or weeks or even days, people will grow to realise:
"why do all my korean idols look the same?"
"they went to the same surgeon."
i'm okay with korean stuff. but i dont see why people must go CRAZY over them. people who desperately yearn to learn Korean and find a handsome korean guy(which sadly, doesnt really exist in Korea besides all the actors), force themselves to eat kimchi even when they dont like it...then when the craze dies down, they quit korean lessons. they throw their kimchi away.
you should only learn something for the sake of nurturing a pure interest in that subject without external dependent factors like "because my favourite actor is korean so i will learn korean. when he is old and ugly, i will stop learning korean." If you're not that type, then i strongly encourage you to go crazy over the language, and the part of the country(unless you love North Korea as well)
i'm sure this probably angers alot of avid korean fans, who will nevertheless rebutt me with:
"Then why're you so crazy over Japan? Its the same thing."
i'm not crazy over Japan either. I have a pure interest of the language and I think that most japanese guys look like women. I dont want to stay in japan because the competition there is harsh. People are allowed to pee on the streets. Kids slit each other's thighs and one of them even chopped his mother's head off, planted it into a flower pot and brought it to the police station. The girls there aren't very pretty but they put on lots of makeup so they're gorgeously pretty. When i went to Japan, there wasn't a single ugly girl. Even overweight girls look super "moeeee!" kawaii due to the layers and layers of make-up they put on. Despite all of this, I LOVE JAPAN. its not because of the entertainment industry or the food or anything, but because i like the language and the culture. Would you, a blind korean enthusiast be able to say the same thing about your interest? I think when the wave is over, i'll see alot of korean junk piled in trash cans. And i'm sure Koreans would be cursing such people for doing such a thing to their culture. If Korea didn't have an entertainment industry in their country, would you still like korea? or would you just treat it like some other patch on the globe. I would still like Japan. Even if nothing is left in that country one day, i would still go there to fish.
I think i'm one of the only girls in my school who hasnt watched the Korean Version of "Boys before Flowers". Its not because i hate korea(which i dont, because i love the food and the place), but simply because i dont have the time to and i only support originals. Almost all of Taiwan's dramas are taken from Japanese Manga, anime or dramas. Now that Korea's also doing the same, i feel that supporting the originals aka the japanese versions, would be very helpful to the people who created the very ideas. Japan can't sue Korea or Taiwan for ripping their shows due to reasons like 1)they changed the name of the show and called it their own 2)it helps to spread the show around the globe, regardless of whether it is the original.
but then again, Korea and Taiwan are not dumb in doing so, after you watch failure series again and again from Mediacorp. I dont see people going crazy over Mediacorp actresses and actors or shows. The Little Nonya craze is .__. gone.
People should open their eyes when they do things.

dajyarejyayareyare

2009-06-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

PUNS. プンプンー！>u< thanks to kit xD anyway most of them are from last year's JSC.

1.私達の好きな酒はWe好き-

2.神社でジンジャエール飲むオジンじゃ

3.台所はキッチンとしよう

4.「君んち運送屋？」「うん、そうや」

5.「あれっ、用紙がないよ。どこいっちゃったかな」
「用紙なら向こうですよ」
「えっ、向こうってどこ？」
「婿養子（向こう用紙）」

6. タクシーに乗る時、助手席に座る人って少数派だよね。
「前乗りてー！」

2009-06-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

i dont wanna close my eyes...
i dont wanna fall asleep cos i miss you babe and i dont wanna miss a thing.
i miss you alot.
i really dont know what to do without isab and aunt Sally. their house is my second home haha. seriously. they're the nicest people in the world. :) <3 thank you. 回娘家了！
omg i'm so tired .__. spent 2 hours doing housework. then when i went to mount alvernia again, i thought i caught H1N1. i dont know, i went near the emergency room then i saw this piece of paper pasted there "DANGER. INFLUENZA A" then i went to the toilet right next to the emergency room. :( then the worst thing was i suddenly kept sneezing. scaryy.
doing housework again later. oh well i can do it YEAHHHH :D

知らない。

2009-06-23T00:53:00.002+08:00

今日は、「もえええ!」スキームのＤ２！わっしょい、がばれよっ！
幾らしても♭か♯な声が出すの。０.Ｋでも駄目でっす。
いまさら悲しいだったらいいんでしょう。
いまさら自分の表せたい気持ちをすればいいんでしょう。
一人で食べごとテレビ見るごとにも、２４・７誰にもうちにいないからね。あたしにも信じられないけど、本当だよ。だからもう…いやな感じをしないで。
悲しい。ポイニョウ～♪　
マタマタ駄洒落(だじゃれ）の練習してる。
「キアス的な国は、きゃあー!素敵!」
「無理」を言えばいけないんだって。でもやっぱり練習中にきづいた事は全然あたしっぽいでない。楽観的な人は嬉しくて、実際に気持ちを出せる人だと思わない。でも必ず今の苦い奴でもない。平衡的に二つの気持ちを反映される人は、競争性な国では珍しい。

お姉ちゃん、早く元気になれば。（嘆く）さみしいなあ。
部ログしても自分に気持ち悪い。話したくないきゃ、寝ます。
おやちゅみー☆

2009-06-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

I. HAVE. TO SPEAK. MOEEEE.(no not ministry of education =.=)
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
speak like this. come on, i can do it. infront of 100 people, its really easy.
yeah right.
aya hirano. i have two weeks to become you.

怪しみ

2009-06-20T12:50:00.004+08:00

since many people keep telling me "why're you so emo?" "be strong, be happy, be all sorts of crap" after reading my blogposts, i shall post one SUPER HAPPY blogpost smacked in your faces to read. let me clarify something. a blog is for me to write whatever i want to write, not for you to judge me. when i dont feel like blogging, i dont blog. when i feel like blogging, a long post appears. when i'm angry or agitated, all my rants are written here. if people think they totally understand me inside out just by reading my blogposts, i dont think i'm going to blog anymore. or i'll make it a private one, just for myself to read and preserve my memories. okay lets start.
went to mizu's house to do finish my props(a hello kitty, a packet of tissue and some colourful cardboard). i bought cake with isab! :D wait i think i'll redo this post in chronological order.
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went out with isab! :D first day to study, second to play. First day, we went to amk library, only to find out the entire library was filled to the brim with a colloseum of people-like-us. So we headed towards bishan library, which wasnt any better and to the downside worse, due to some toddlers screaming their heads off and running up and down the aisle, immigrants(from you-know-where) chattering loudly in their colloquial despite the overhead announcements of "in order to make the library a conducive environment, please do not talk loudly or run up and down the aisle" played every single minute. My head almost erupted. but we managed to complete quite an amount of work before we happily left for j8 to get yami yoghurt. :D then i went to buy correction tape, walked around j8, etc. end of day1.
On the second day, we went to cathay cineleisure to watch hannah montana. its really nice despite what many people think the moment "miley cyrus" rings in their ears. I like the climb. and sweet popcorn haha. after the movie, we went to grab lunch, since both of us werent very hungry, i bought an auntie anne's pretzel and isabelle bought takoyaki. oishi! went to art friend to get a gigantic piece of cardboard(hahahaha poor isab!) its...air resistant and manouvre-unfriendly xD then i got hungry again :D so we went to eat seconds. i ate takoyaki and isab ate taiyaki. the highlight of the trip was organic fruit juice. XP there was a stall selling fruit juice that tastes just...wonderful. for experiment's sake, i chose carrot-celery juice and isab chose grapefruit smoothie. mine tasted like tomato sauce and hers tasted like raw lemon. HAHA :D "ya bought it! xD" "for the sake of 2 dollars."
next stop: mizukawa's house
got treated to lemon jelly! >u< made by miss mizu. i brought cake for keikun, chiyo and kotti. did jsc stuff, like working on pronounciation. the word "ふ" is very hard to pronounce. you're not supposed to use your teeth to pronounce the "ffff" sound. you're supposed to blow it. went to the front of their condo with miss mizu to wait for kotoe and keisaku's school bus. of which two other japanese housewives bombarded me. TuT
miss mizu: 彼女はシンガポール人の友達です。
1st housewife: へええ！さき家の前で見たけど日本人だと思ったのに！
2nd housewife: へええ！
me: ...
1st housewife:(translated) my friend has a girl going to the JSC as well but she never opens her mouth :X you're really lucky, she's so smart! :D
me: ...
2nd housewife:日本語プラプラ！凄い！！
me: (smiles)ありがとう。
housewives: "ありがとう"もペラペラ！！！！>u<
me: ...xD
2nd housewife: 学校のくらぶ活動は?
me: オケストラ。ビオリンを弾くのです。
all three people: (screams) SUGOIIIIIIIII!!!!
then they started gossiping about mooncake. xD its very interesting to hear japanese housewives gossip, they always talk about stuff that interests you and the way they talk is very nice to hear. unlike the singaporean aunties that i had to bear with everyday after school at gateB when i was in primary school. :/ they talk in a rather rude and undiscreet manner xD and i dont like they way they just shoot hokkien at each other in a ruth and barbaric manner.
kotoe started crying the moment she hopped off the school bus .__. but i held her hand and walked back to the house, then the kid of the 1st housewife turned behind and stared at me.
1st housewife: 彼女ってシンガポール人だよ！日本語が話せるよ！
boy: 彼女シンガポール人じゃねよ！
if there's a word to describe happiness, i would've screamed it in his face. both his mom and him mistook me for a 日本人. i wonder...
then we made props and considered the 音调 of different parts of the speech. and i'm going to end with something very stupid. stay tuned. :D 黄色声kiirokoe。its japanese but its not perverted like what it sounds xD it just means someone talking at a very high and enthralled manner. like "きゃああああ！" how those moes talk. then as the colour gets duller, (yellow being the brightest), the sound level gets lower. nihongo. suteki. then all the boring parts...then i left at 7.30pm. oh yeah, something else that made me happy.
ochiyo: ウェンチェンさんって、いい感じ。
mizusensei: うん、いい子だよ。そんなに素直で優しいね。
*faints from dizzy happiness.
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went to raffles city to shop today. alot of nice stuff but they all cost a bomb. i bought a blouse and minishorts for...undisclosed xD its really expensive and not worth. missselfridge is omg. i wont ever go to that store again. :/
tried this weird organic avocado smoothie thats surprisingly delish :DDDD i drink all sorts of weird stuff heh.
then after that, i went to missselfridge's to buy my clothes. cost more than my lifesavings D: and the owner's like "please come again!" .__. i changed into the clothes to show my dad who was waiting outside the changing room.
*goes out of changing room
lady waiting for an available changing room: (stares) omg. きれい! (ego bubble appears)
passers-by: きれい!!!!(ego bubble inflates)
dad: eh. makes you look damn short la. (ego bubble bursts)
me: RAWR. dad.
then i went into this mens' clothes shop to buy a shirt for my dad for fathers' day...
me:(looks through shirts looking for a bright red one)
storekeeper: hi, may i help you?
me: no.
*after awhile.
me: sorry. this is XS?
storekeeper: erm, how tall is your boyfriend?
me: its for my dad.
storekeeper: (humiliated) oh. sorry ha.
hahahaha lots of strange things happened today. but it was fun :D i'm going to be depressed when the holidays're over. noooo. better enjoy it while it lasts. :)

2009-06-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

i'm going to update very soon.
people think i'm emo to the max after seeing my posts. but since blogger's the one and only venting system i can use, i'll use it.
its gonna change. see ya. :)

washoi

2009-06-18T23:03:00.003+08:00

went out with isabs today. yaaaaaaaaa! >u< <3
sugoku tanoshikatta. gotta chiong homework.
(i dont like it when people think i'm wrong and try to argue back :/. i dont like it when people think they understand me and try to bust my facts in my face when i obviously know myself better. and i dont like it when people go "err..." "okay...?" or make weird sound effects when other people are talking(which most of the retarded st.nicks girls do .__.) cos its not nice. i dont like it either when i tell someone something unfortunate that happened, and they just rebutt me like suddenly everything's my fault, like "dont blame him/her, its your fault" "its you, not anyone else." when i only need some consolation.)
TOKYO INTERNATIONAL SPEECH CONTEST 2010. yes i'm flying to tokyo. see ya there. :D

people being people

-isabelle