MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
really fun today. came back from having super awesomezxzx sleepover+sherlock holmes with belle <3
christmas has always been a time of reflection for me. so i'll be blogging about everything i'd like to reflect on..
i think that this year really proved to me what friends are for. it also made me alot more mature cuz i realised that
1)from the way i've seen guys despoing my friends, unnecessary relationship problems, etc. how dumb it looks from a third party's view to be in a relationship.
actually last year i used to be really involved with this guy and..now that i look back, i feel really stupid and blind that i wasted a billion smses and time just on him and got into deep shytt. so not worth it, lesson learnt since start of 09 when i decided enough was enough and i was through. when the guy doesnt even care that much about you, why should you seriously. why did i even like him in the first place zomgwtfbbq.
2)to concentrate doesnt mean to spend more time. but it means to put in more effort to bother to understand what the teacher is trying to teach at the point of teaching even if she gives you the i-suck-balls face when she's scolding you. and that includes better time investment in violin, piano, theory, other stuff :/
3)i want to do well next year and rocket off to some place other than st.nicks where all you see are black faces and you just have to restrain..restrain..until one day you just explode on the inside and start writting it on your blog. psh.
4)who my true friends are and who arent. like say, how elmo and bob cheer me up with their tardness every 3rd lang day, so i definitely hands down dont regret making the class change decision. cuz i dont exactly hang out alot with the st. nickelodians in the other class anyway :/ also, how grateful i am to have met isab in kindergarten cuz she's like a sister to me. and kitchong for always making me laugh like siao when i'm talking to him. and jane for telling me lame stuff. and sheen for sharing all my japanese crazy moments and letting me rant. May for always sharing my views and being such a great friend. Weitian for being such a nice friend. and of course alot of other people. without you guys my heart would have been short of a piece.
5)i just love alot of people. and miss alot of people. especially..